So I swear, no matter what, I will never follow in his footsteps and experience such unspeakable sorrow.
Not long after he left, I just came back to my senses. At this moment, a person skipped by me and chased after Gong Ziqing's leaving figure. The eye-catching red, I didn't realize until I saw clearly that it was Master.
This discovery aroused my interest, and I put aside the discomfort just now, lightly used the lightness kung fu I learned in Zhuangshang, and followed the master who had just left.
I'd like to see, Master, if he knows Gong Ziqing, or if he just met him once, he fell in love with him, wants to comfort and comfort Gong Ziqing, and then wins his heart, and then makes a promise with his body, haha, This is love at first sight!
Don't worry about thinking something unreliable there, the master has stopped, and followed Gong Ziqing into an ordinary house, presumably, that should be Gong Ziqing's residence, I heard earlier that the son's house is a wealthy businessman He has been in business for generations, and he didn't know what happened. The old man was so angry that he drove the son out of the house, saying that he had never had a son like him. Until now, the old man refused to admit it.
Speaking of which, Gong Ziqing is actually single, and relying on his ability, he has done some small businesses and lived an ordinary life, which is quite powerful.
Ever since, I don't feel ashamed of doing this kind of voyeuristic thing, this spirit is commendable.
"Ziqing." The master who entered the room last closed the door, and turned to look at the surprised young master, his eyes were full of tenderness, and the voice that Ziqing whispered was also sweet and pampering. , This is the first time I have seen such a master, and for me, the desire to know the reason is even more intense.
"What are you here for?" Unexpectedly, Gong Ziqing, contrary to his usual indifferent and easy-going appearance, turned his face coldly at Master, his cold words were tinged with thorns, which made Master's doting smile froze on his face , It took a long time to recall, and put that smile on his face again.
This gave me goosebumps all over my body. Such a master, who looks so different from usual, really makes people feel uncomfortable!
"I'll come and see you, Ziqing, how have you been all these years?" Master said.
"Hmph, I'm sorry for the love of Master Yue, I'm living a good life, and Master Yue must be here to take care of you," Gong Ziqing still looked cold, regardless of what the master and the old man felt after hearing this, Then with a sneer, he added, "My place is so poor that I can't accommodate Master Yue, so, Master Yue, please go back instead of sending me away!"
Tsk tsk... What the hell happened, that gentle and indifferent young master would speak coldly to his master like this.
"Ziqing, it's been many years, are you still angry with me? I know, I caused you to be kicked out of the house by your father, and you can't return home. It's my fault. It's been all these years, you Are you still refusing to forgive me?" Master sighed lowly, his words were full of remorse.
When Gong Ziqing heard the words, he paused for a while, and changed his previous appearance, with only sadness on his face, and his words were determined after disappointment, "Master Yuezhuang, how can I blame you if I have a home and can't return? It's only my fault that I gave my sincerity to the wrong person, but I forgot to ask, is the owner's wife okay now?" As if asking casually, he left his master, sat down on a small wooden stool, raised his hand He picked up a pot of tea placed on the round wooden table, filled it up, and drank it.
The master was a little surprised, probably because he never expected that Gong Ziqing would ask about his master's wife. After a while, he just stepped forward, moved a small wooden stool to the side of Gong Ziqing, and said: "That woman, I She divorced more than ten years ago and never married again."
Gong Ziqing's hand, which was pouring tea, trembled slightly for some reason. He filled the tea without forcing it, and laughed, but I couldn't tell that the laughter came from the joy in his heart.
"So, Master Yue cares about his wife very much, but Master Yue, you don't have to tell me these things. After all, you are you and I am me. You and I have nothing to do with each other, right?"
"Ziqing..." the master whispered, as if he was so guilty that he wanted to beg Gong Ziqing's forgiveness, "Don't say that, you have forgotten those things, okay? Stay with me, I swear, I I will treat you well, and I will never let you down, really, you have to trust me."
Eighty-five unknown past events (Part 2)
Tsk tsk... I never thought that Master is still the seed of infatuation, but listening to his words, it seems that I only learned about infatuation later.
"Letter?" Gong Ziqing put down the teacup in his hand, the bottom of the cup touched the table and made a slight sound, the word came out coldly, with a little sarcasm, but he didn't know whether it was himself or the master who was taunting.
The master frowned and remained silent, his slightly drooping eyes seemed to be thinking about something, the room is deadly silent now, I believe, if I gently lifted a tile from the roof now, and bought a bag of embroidery When the needle comes, take a needle and throw it down, both Master and Gong Ziqing will surely hear it.
What broke the rigid silence was Gong Ziqing's wry smile full of cold mockery.
"Master Yuezhuang, what you said is that I didn't believe you much before?"
That pair of red phoenix eyes stared at Master coldly, as if he wanted to look into Master's heart, and Master, there was nothing but silence, nothing else.
After a while, Gong Ziqing finally moved his eyes away, and picked up the tea with one hand, but he didn't mean to taste the tea, the Danfeng eyes just stared blankly at the floating leaves on the tea, floating, His brows were also slightly frowned, and his appearance seemed to be trapped in the memories of the past. After a while, he said quietly: "You once said, let me believe in you, you only treat me wholeheartedly, and let me stop thinking about it. Believe it, you said again, you really only have me in your heart, let me not doubt that there is him, I also believed it, and later... "
"You said again that a woman broke into your heart. You love her and can't lose her. I understand. You also said that you still couldn't leave me in your heart at that time, let me stay with you , I swear that your mind has never changed, and I believe it, and then, what did you give me?"
The master was silent, full of self-blame, Gong Ziqing never looked at the master again, and then thought about the past, the smile on the corner of his lips became more and more sad, and then he spoke again, but the words were full of Containing self-mockery: "Silver, my son Qing's feelings are measured in silver taels? Lord Yuezhuang, who do you think my son Qing is?"
Regardless of Master's thoughts at the moment, with a wry smile, he went on to say: "I still remember that you at that time must have known that this unnatural and unreasonable relationship was spurned and despised by the world, right? The disgust in those eyes told me, let me ask, what did I ask for all these years? What did I keep? It was just to keep your unintentional words and ask to grow old with you, but you gave me some silver taels, Just say that your heart is full of that woman, you will never betray her sincerity, she hates me, my appearance will only hinder her, dirty her eyes, you let me get out of your sight , the farther the better, I did as I did, staying far away from you will never disturb you, and Master Yuezhuang, what do you mean by doing this now? Is my young master really so despicable?!"
I was silent on the roof, sneaking and eavesdropping. I never thought that Gong Ziqing would have such an experience. No wonder he is indifferent to the vicissitudes of life in the world. Yes, I just want to grow old with someone. , Is this little wish a luxury? I never thought that the master who was so crazy that he was so crazy was such a bastard, and so was Gong Ziqing. Why did he clearly see his intentions and still stick to his original obsession? He is so persistent and stupid to the extreme .
"Ziqing, I..." Master hesitated to speak, but hurriedly defended, "At that time, I was young and arrogant, and I didn't know what it was. Now I know, and I have blamed myself. Ziqing, you... may you forgive me I?"
Tsk, if you break one's heart thoroughly, it's over with self-blame and repentance? Should I say, Master, are you innocent and kind, or what
Gong Ziqing didn't seem to hear the master's words, just took a sip of tea, raised his finger and pointed to the door, "I'm tired, please go, Master Yuezhuang," paused, "I won't see you off."
"...Ziqing." He hesitated to speak, and finally shook his head helplessly, sighed, and walked to the closed door dejectedly. Just as his hands touched the door, the master turned his head again, frowning. Frowning slightly: "Ziqing, when did you fall in love with Liu Jingwen?"
"I have nothing to do with Master Yuezhuang's private affairs, right?" Gong Ziqing pursed her lips and complained politely.
"Sigh... I never thought that you would hate me so much, Ziqing. Anyway, it was my fault for hurting you so much. I shouldn't have extravagant expectations, but," the master said to himself, and at the end of the sentence, there was a slight pause. "Ziqing, you should know that Liu Jingwen doesn't have you in her heart at all. What he likes is only the man in the painting in the bamboo house. You and him are only similar in appearance."
Hearing this, Gong Ziqing paused while drinking tea, "Of course I know about my business, so I don't need Master Yue to worry about it."
Man... painting... Tsk, I remembered, isn't it that painting, I thought the person in that painting was Gong Ziqing, but it wasn't, then if it wasn't Gong Ziqing, then who should it be
The master sighed lowly, opened the door and left helplessly, but it was clear from those peach blossom eyes that he did not give up, and he might come back one day, until Gong Ziqing was willing to forgive him, and he was like him. We are willing to give up only when we are together again as usual.
Young Master Qing, who was left behind, looked down at the teacup in his hand, then seemed to turn the tea into wine, raised his glass, raised his head, and drank the tea in one gulp, drinking too hastily, after drinking, he put down the teacup and coughed violently, He coughed and laughed out loud, and covered his eyes with one hand, but it was of no avail, and some tears still leaked through the fingers in those Danfeng eyes.
Unexpectedly, Gong Ziqing, who looked down on the world indifferently, cried, for whom? Master? Or daddy
"Yuehua... It would be great if you changed your mind in the past..."
It turns out that Gong Ziqing didn't completely resolute, but for some reasons, he didn't want to suffer so much harm.
Gong Ziqing said again: "I know that painting... Jingwen has someone in his heart, but he is good to me, at least he will give his heart, at least... what he promised me in my life, that's enough, enough it's..."
Those words couldn't be concealed, but I still held some expectations, I didn't want to really lose everything, even if I fought sincerely, even if I lost, maybe Gong Ziqing would lose even the courage to live, but Tai still held expectations, but, this time In the game of chess, maybe Gong Ziqing lost, because daddy still married the princess, maybe they will forget about him completely after the two of them don't meet again, it just depends on how daddy looked around when he got married. Gong Ziqing's anxious appearance must be because he really likes Gong Ziqing, or maybe, later on, Dad will be with Gong Ziqing, after all, they both really like each other.
Alas, in the end, the extra person is still only me.
I watched Master gradually go away from the roof. I just got out of the room. Today’s Master is so preoccupied that he didn’t notice that I was following him, eavesdropping on the roof, but that’s okay, that’s it. It saves me the troublesome explanations that I still have to do after my master finds out.
Walking in the market, most of the people went to join in the excitement because of the marriage of father and mother, so there are not many pedestrians in the market now, but to me it is not a big deal, I just feel that the market is not noisy , just walking slowly like this, it's good to be calm and calm.
Without the distraction just now, all the worrying things now came back to his mind, making people frown.
Daddy is married, Daddy is married! In the future, I have to recognize someone else as my mother, how can I be so troubled by my current mood!
"Ouch!"
A rather miserable cry brought me back to my thoughts, and I took a closer look. There was a man sitting halfway on the ground, wearing bright yellow clothes, with a golden crown on his hair, in his early twenties, and quite handsome. It is the son of a rich family. He is rubbing his arm at this time. I should have bumped into him just now and fell to the ground and hurt his arm. It wasn't until he came out that the scream was made by him...
"Why do you have eyes! You don't look forward when you walk, you're going to be..." The servant who looked like a servant rushed forward to help the young man up, but his strength was too weak, so he couldn't help him up, and then He glared at me, the chief culprit, and blamed me in a nonchalant manner, but was interrupted by the young man who fell on the ground raising his arm.
But hearing that made me angry and puzzled, what should I do
"Eyes, they are just that long. There is nothing wrong with it." I put down such a sentence indifferently, and looked at the silent servant with a blushing delicate face with great interest. Son.
The young master who fell on the ground laughed, I smiled back, and stretched out my hand to pull him up again. Standing still, he wiped away the dust on the yellow robe, and cupped his hands: "This young master speaks very funny, In Xia Fengxiao, dare to ask the son's name?"
Feng Xiao, what a special surname. As far as I know, the person with this surname seems to be a member of the royal family. Could it be that this person is a relative of the emperor? Cough... Probably not, how could I meet people who I would never have met by such a coincidence, maybe he didn't say his last name, but just his first name, yes, that should be the case.
"My name is Liu Siqing, you can call me... uh, whatever you want."
Feng Xiao curled her lips into a smile, and said, "Since that's the case, then I'll call you Siqing, won't you be offended?"
I pursed my lips, temporarily put aside the troubles in my heart, and waved my hand, "No blame, no blame."
I remember meeting that old man when I was a child, and I thought he was the so-called expert outside the world, so I let the old man call himself Siqing, but after that, it seemed that he still only called him young master and never changed his words, alas, sometimes It's been too long, I can't remember clearly.
"Where is Siqing going? Do you know how to get to the mansion of Prime Minister Liu?" Feng Xiao looked like a modest and nice young man, he must have lost his way. Embarrassed and reddened.
I don't know, he actually wants to go to the mansion, but,
"Brother Feng, are you going to the Prime Minister's Mansion? Then you are going in the wrong direction. If you go straight in this direction, you will never reach the Prime Minister's Mansion." Looking at his unclear eyes, I pointed Behind him, he said, "Here, go straight in this direction and just turn a corner."
Eighty-six is the emperor
"It turned out that I was in the wrong direction." Feng Xiao smiled embarrassedly, and said again, "Siqing, where do you live? Today is Liu Xiang's big day, so why don't you go with Siqing?"
"Ah?" I came back to my senses, waved my hands again and again, and said incoherently, "No, no, I'm not going to Xiangfu, I'm just walking around..."
I ran out with great difficulty just to prevent my father from marrying someone else in front of my eyes, and then go back? How can it be!
As a result, he might go in the wrong direction because of Feng Xiao's words, and then he will come to trouble me and lead the way, and reluctantly walked to the gate of the mansion. The servant who guarded the gate saw me with a stiff face Reluctantly called the young master, and was called by this young master, but seeing the two pairs of eyes staring at me with a little surprise, I couldn't help but rub my forehead.
Just now I clearly could hide in the room and not come out, why did I have to run outside, and just met a seemingly troublesome young master just like this.
"Siqing, so you are Liu Xiang's son, I really can't tell." Feng Xiao looked at me carefully and said seriously.
"Am I not like my father?" I raised my eyebrows.
"It's not like, um..." He rested his chin with his hands, his solemn expression disappeared for a moment, and his eyes were smiling, "The eyes are very similar, but the others are really not like it."
"Siqing, Prime Minister Liu is overjoyed, why are you not at the Prime Minister's mansion but at the market?" Feng Xiao said again.
It turned out that Feng Xiao was so noisy.
I didn't reply, I just looked around the mansion, and then changed the subject, "Feng Xiao, aren't you going in? The bride and groom will go into the bridal chamber later, why don't you congratulate me."
With an exclamation of ah, this Feng Xiao didn't seem to be as calm as the master of everything on his face, but felt reckless.
Entering the gate of the mansion, everyone looked at the newlyweds in the hall with great joy.
Alas, I shouldn't have reminded Feng Xiao just now, come in later, maybe I won't see the dazzling and annoying picture.
Suddenly, someone shouted loudly, which attracted everyone's attention. In an instant, everyone's eyes fell on the place where Feng Xiao and I were. Naturally, Dad was no exception. Those eyes made me very uncomfortable.
Daddy came forward holding the bride's hand, then knelt down, what... What is Daddy doing
Everyone also knelt down and shouted long live together.
I was stunned, and looked at Feng Xiao beside me, unable to react to what had happened, he smiled back at me, and gave my father and the bride a hand, without forgetting to say: "Hurry up and excuse me, I have come to congratulate the imperial sister, so many etiquettes will be waived today." Father, the bride and everyone in the house took advantage of the opportunity to get up.
Originally, after I realized it, I wanted to kneel down like my father and the others, and then shouted long live, but since the emperor has said no, then I don't have to kneel down against the wishes of the ninety-five supreme beings. , but stay far away so as not to offend Longyan.
While everyone's attention is on the emperor, I should have slipped away earlier, so, "Siqing, where are you going?" Just as I turned around, the emperor grabbed my arm , I was quite puzzled and asked me where I was going pitifully.
Ouch, my Majesty, do you know how impolite it is for you to hold my arm all day long under the watchful eyes of all the people, and to show such an expression
"Emperor... Your Majesty, Caomin... Caomin, this is..." I stammered, I didn't know what to say, but I was nervous for no reason. After all, it was the first time in my life to see the current emperor, and it was also the first time to talk to the emperor. Cough Cough... But I forgot, before I didn't know that Feng Xiao was the emperor, and I had talked to him.
Earlier... earlier I knocked down the emperor! ! I hope His Majesty will not remember the villain's mistakes, and just forget about those unpleasant things so happily, otherwise, I am unlucky, maybe my head and neck can be divided accordingly.
"Siqing, didn't you just say that? Just call me Feng Xiao." Feng Xiao sighed softly, with a little helplessness on his face.
Feng Xiao... Uh, let me say, Your Majesty, I only have one head. If I call you Feng Xiao, even if I have ten heads, I won't be able to cut it off. It doesn't mean that I don't know anything. Those who offended the powerful and angered Longyan are splashing blood outside the Meridian Gate. I don't want to follow in their footsteps. You must know that the separation of the neck and the head is only a moment of pain. But this moment doesn't mean there is no such a moment, it is enough to hurt people forever!
Seeing that I was trapped in my own world and didn't answer his words, the emperor was unhappy, and he didn't care whether there were others, he just frowned, pouted a little, and blamed himself: "Oh, Siqing didn't Like me, Siqing hates me..."
Like... Hate... When did I like you? You are a man, you are still today!
"Cao... Caomin, I... er, I... how dare I!"
The more excited I got, the more incoherent my words became. What I didn't expect was that when the emperor heard it, he gave a 'puchi' and was overjoyed. He just said: "Siqing is so cute."
cute…
Is the word lovely applied to a man? Besides, how cute am I? This emperor is really trying to make fun of me, but I can only bear it. He is the current emperor. Whoever dares to refute his words and touch his dragon face is simply bored. Therefore, the words that come to my lips, I had no choice but to swallow it raw.
Looking at the eyes of everyone again, I felt something was wrong for a while. When Feng Xiao was joking with me just now, they gasped. I was skinned and cramped, as if I was hacked into pieces, and I shuddered. I can guarantee that there are many loyal and good ministers in the court among these people.
And the servant who has been following Feng Xiao's side is grinning, Xu is seeing that the master is happy, he is happy from the heart, only the eyes of my father looking at me are inexplicable, and the halo in Dan Feng's eyes is mixed together, we It seemed that I saw something that shouldn't exist in my father's eyes, but I didn't see it clearly, and the halo disappeared in an instant. The bride standing beside my father didn't know what expression she had at the moment, because it was The red veil covers the face, and the face and mood under the veil cannot be seen.
While chatting and laughing, the emperor asked the little servant at the side to present the prepared congratulatory gift, "Miss Liu, you and the emperor's sister are not yet husband and wife, right? You don't have to worry about me, let's continue."
The emperor said it lightly, and he didn't think about who disturbed the happy event just now.
Daddy didn't change his face, just bowed his hands and nodded, and invited the emperor to sit in the upper seat, and the upper seat is not something that a junior like me can sit in, so at the kind invitation of the emperor, I shook my head again and again, taking advantage of the moment Great situation, slip away.
As a result, I still didn't run back to my own room to stay as I expected, but just ran out of the Prime Minister's Mansion in a hurry and walked on the street, without the excitement and festivities before, it was also leisure, but now that I am free, I didn't know what to do, and I wanted to write boring things in my heart.
Just now I didn't see the master in Xiangfu, I don't know where the master who was rejected by Gong Ziqing ran to hide, maybe he went back to the villa alone in a fit of anger, but it's true that he left without saying a word, and he didn't say anything. There will be a squeak.
Thinking about it, I thought of the painting that Master and Gong Ziqing said. They said it was painted upside down. According to my memory, it was in the small bamboo house, but Dad Su didn't allow anyone to enter the bamboo house without permission. , Today is Daddy's great joy, everyone is in the front yard, I just slipped into the small bamboo house in the backyard and pretended not to be discovered.
After secretly having fun for a while, he ran straight to the backyard with light kung fu, overturned the eaves and walls, passed through clumps of green bamboos, and the current bamboo house was in front of him, with a vague appearance, as if it hadn't changed from the past.
I went in lightly, and closed the door. What I entered was completely different from the past scene I imagined in my mind. The picture hanging in the center remains the same, but there is a difference, that is, the room is full of portraits, but all of them are painted by one person.
It's a man I'm very familiar with. The person in the painting, Gong Ziqing, or... No, I don't know if it's my illusion, they are exactly the same, but I feel that the person in this painting is not Gong Ziqing, Gong Ziqing's I lost a little of the temperament of the people in the painting, and I also lost a little... the feeling of being so indifferent to the world that I don't care about life and death? Illusion, it should be an illusion. Why do I feel that he is more stubborn? Who wants to die? So it must be an illusion.
Speaking of the portraits hung all over the room except for the paintings on the walls, the men inside are either standing or sitting, some are idling and leaning on the railings, some are drawing swords, and some are even sleeping. , the people who draw these paintings have put so much effort into their work, and their skill in painting is even better than that of the painting on the wall. Because the paintings are drawn with heart, all the people on the paintings are vivid and extremely lifelike up.
He randomly picked up a painting and took a closer look. The person in the painting was sitting sideways on the corridor, with his chin resting on his hands, and his eyes were staring blankly at the front. A butterfly flew on the tip of his nose, but he didn't seem to notice it either. If it wasn't for those open eyes, I would think he was asleep. There seemed to be a breeze blowing in the painting, causing his long hair to hang down on his chest, and the warm halo spread over him. On the body, this painting is extremely beautiful.
The inscription on the painting is my father's name, and there is a poem on it, which is just lyrical without guessing, but besides that, I also saw a name, Feng Ziqing.
It's so strange, shouldn't it belong to Gong Ziqing? How did you become a phoenix? Could it be that your father was careless and wrote the public character as a phoenix? I nodded, absolutely sure, um, that's very likely to be the case.
Eighty-seven mistakes
Having said that, the people my father drew are really beautiful. If I have a chance, I will ask my father to draw a picture for myself. I don't know if it will work.
But it's probably impossible, I don't know how to say it, and besides, I have nothing to do with portraits.
Unknowingly, the sun was setting in the west, and it was almost Haishi, when I heard footsteps outside the door, sometimes light and sometimes heavy, I guessed that my father had already sent away the guests, and now he didn't enter the bridal chamber but came here In the small bamboo house in the backyard, I could hear the sound of footsteps outside the door, and there was no hurry to leave, so how could that be, alas, I had to hide, maybe I was slow to react, the door opened, and I didn’t I came here in a hurry to hide, but I guessed right, it was Daddy who entered the door. Daddy's bright red wedding dress has not faded, and he is carrying a jug of wine in his hand. The person who entered the door still smells like wine, I guess It must have been drunk just now, just looking at Daddy's flushed cheeks, he knew he was drunk.
really,,
Dad squinted his eyes slightly, looked around, and looked at me in a trance, probably because he was too drunk, the people in his eyes were a little blurry, Dad just looked at me so firmly, it took a long time When I came back to my senses, I took a few steps forward, put the wine on the table, raised my hand and rubbed my eyes when looking at me, shook my head and rubbed my eyes again, it seems unbelievable.
As the lips parted, Dad seemed to be saying: 'Ziqing...? 'I don't know why, I'm a little depressed, Ziqing... I'm not Gongziqing, I'm Liu Siqing, daddy, you're so drunk that you don't even recognize me.
I just stood there motionless, because I didn't know what to do, Dad took a few steps forward, the steps were very light, for fear of disturbing the person who caught the eye, and scaring the person away It seems that the father standing in front of me is about the same height as me, with a pair of phoenix eyes that are slightly drunk, but he can still see that it is me, Liu Siqing, and not Gong Ziqing who is in his eyes.
He raised his hand to caress my face, his silky fingertips were slightly cool, he caressed carefully over and over again, as if he was confirming something, I didn't want to think about it any further, I saw that my father's appearance was extremely beautiful. The lazy beauty is very intoxicating, especially those red and phoenix eyes, and sometimes the expression that seems to be a smile but not a smile, all make me obsessed and fascinated.
Suddenly, those lips came up without warning when I was in a trance. Like the fingertips, they were also a little cool. After I realized it, I was surprised. , Daddy, he will touch me, and those pale pink lips are even more delusional.
Now actually...
It's no wonder I can't react to this situation. If it were someone else, I'm afraid I would be the same as I am now, dumbfounded.
The tongue slipped, which surprised me again, the tip of the tongue was slightly cool, and the tongue with the intoxicating aroma of wine was even more intoxicatingly tight, so when the tongue was entangled, I couldn't help entangled with it .
Daddy's smell is the same as in the past, still so intoxicating that people are willing to sink and be reluctant to part with it.
The moon with a whitish halo blooms just like bright flowers, with slightly squinted eyes, and the aroma of flower wine, this situation, really, is a bit cool...
Hey wait, no wonder it feels cold, Dad, why are you taking off my clothes? I was inexplicably flustered, I didn't know what Daddy was talking about when he took off my clothes, and in a trance, I thought of the inn I followed Daddy that day, on the bed in the guest room, Gong Ziqing's clothes were open and messy, and Daddy's clothes were not good either Where are you going, and there is, father, he buried his head on Gong Ziqing's chest, kissing gently, and there is another kind of expression overflowing from Gong Ziqing's flushed cheeks and slightly opened mouth. Unidentified voices that cannot be felt.
No, no, no... No way, although... Although, I don't know what to do, but... But, but that feeling is really bad! I don't think daddy is going to do to me what Tong Ziqing did, right? Cocoa... But, but I always feel that something is wrong.
If...if, really, then...would I be like Gong Ziqing, humming inexplicably, and with a flushed face so...ah, it's really not good!
Tell daddy to stop? But if I yelled like that, Daddy sobered up, and then... Then if Daddy knew that I came to this small bamboo house without his permission, what should I do if he gets angry? Since I was a child, I didn't want my father to be angry. It's not good to be unhappy. Besides, my father has been unhappy for a long time since my mother died, but... If I don't say anything, I really dare not think about what will happen next. After that, my father will drink You'll know the same thing when you wake up, so, "Ziqing..." Maybe it's because he hasn't spoken for a long time, that lazy voice has a hint of hoarseness in its elegance.
I I I... What do I hear? ! Daddy, Daddy actually spoke! !
There were too many unexpected things today, so I, of course, was dumbfounded. Those hands slowly slid the clothes on my shoulders, and then slipped them into the clothes. I was stunned and stunned by her touch, I didn't know what to do, and I didn't even dare to move.
Daddy buried his head in front of my chest, and immediately covered his lips, the place where he touched was getting hotter and hotter, it really felt... I can't say whether it's good or bad.
Dad didn't speak, so I didn't dare to say anything, so I could only feel the strange feeling brought by those lips. After a while, he just said vaguely: "Ziqing...why don't you want to be with me?" I'm talking? Ziqing... Ziqing..." murmured tirelessly, with deep nostalgia inside and other things mixed in.
But I couldn't help frowning when I heard these words. Daddy really doesn't know me. His mind, heart and eyes are full of young masters, and there is no place for me. This thought makes me feel It's stuffy and stuffy.
Looking up, letting the long hair cover all the thoughts in my eyes, I chose to speak: "Daddy, I'm Liu Siqing..."
I am your child, maybe, and only your child, am I not? Daddy...
"Liu...Siqing?!" Daddy's words couldn't hide his surprise, he raised his head to meet my pair of red phoenix eyes and widened in disbelief, looking like this, I'm afraid Daddy is sober...
"Why are you here? How did you come in without my permission, get out!"
The cold words pierced people's hearts with chills, and even the family affection in the past was gone. I couldn't help but open my eyes wide. This time, I couldn't believe it.
How could this happen, Dad, how could this be, could it be that I did something wrong
Ah, I must have forgotten, I entered this small bamboo house, Dad, he was angry, it was all my fault, it was not good where to go, I just wanted to come into this bamboo house, I endured so much that my father was not happy, blame me.
"Daddy, Siqing is wrong, Daddy won't be angry... okay?" I reluctantly pulled my lips, returning to my original childishness.
Daddy frowned on the pair of eyebrows on Danfeng's eyes, shook off the hand I held like a child, and turned around, as if he didn't intend to say a word to me anymore.
I lowered my hands knowingly and wanted to laugh, but I couldn't make a sound and couldn't hold my lips, and I didn't know why I laughed.
Daddy, why can't he have me in his heart? I can't figure it out. Why can't he treat me like a young master? I look exactly the same as a young master...
I walked out of the door dejectedly, and closed the door for my father with all the doubts in my head, closed the open clothes, so as not to let the cold night wind blow into the front of the clothes and make my chest hurt, I walked towards my own residence in a dull manner, intermittently. I ignored the greetings from the servants. Looking at the look of disdain and sarcasm in the eyes of the servant who caught my eye, I knew that the servant must think that I, a fool born with madness, have committed another attack. Oh, let him go.