As for Qing's experience, it's still Feng Ziqing who died for more than a hundred years... No matter how you think about it, it's so weird and frightening.
After a moment of stupefaction, a word suddenly popped up in my mind, it was very familiar, and I couldn't help but murmured: "Siran..."
"Ziqing..." Yu Wenxi in that room froze for a moment, then curled the corners of her lips and called out in a low voice, smiling foolishly as if recalling, and then said, "I've already said that my name is not Siran, but Siyu."
These words are so familiar... it must be an illusion, it must be an illusion, it must be an illusion!
I laughed dryly, "So you still know of being a priest, that's a really good name hahaha... Besides, who is Si Ran?"
He froze for a moment, then anger and anger surfaced on his face: "Feng Ziqing!"
I corrected: "Liu Siqing..."
A conversation broke up badly.
At night, Yu Wenxi and I slept together. He said he couldn’t sleep if he changed the bed, so let me sleep in a guest room or something, but he refused, so the two men squeezed together I slept together, but fortunately this bed is spacious, and no one can be crowded, but today because of the conversation, Yu Wenxi, who always likes to sleep facing me, turned her back, which made me extremely uncomfortable.
But this scene always feels familiar, but when I think about it carefully, when I was a child, I never even slept in the same room with Jingwen, let alone with someone else, and I still slept like this. It was gone, suddenly, I thought of Feng Ziqing, could it be... I really am him? ! Impossible, this is absolutely impossible, seeing Yu Wenxi and Jingwen, they will know that Feng Ziqing should be a passionate person, and I will only care about Jingwen in this life, there is no one else besides that, absolutely not So passionate.
Besides, I really don't like any sentimental people. It's just such a heart, and it needs to be distributed to many people. If you are a little careless, it will be torn apart and dripping with blood. Don't you feel pain? That feeling, I really don't want to experience it.
Thinking of this, I closed my eyes in a daze, completely ignoring Yu Wenxi who had her back to me but didn't close her eyes.
When I woke up again, the bedside was empty, and the cold feeling made people feel uncomfortable. The sun hung high in the sky, and the sunlight shone in through the carved old wooden window. Looking at the sun, I thought it was the hour. Good morning, Yu Wenxi went to the morning court, and she hasn't come back now, it's normal, could it be that I thought too much yesterday, and today I really thought of myself as Feng Ziqing, that's why I'm in this state of mind
maybe,,
It seems that I was wrong, because I forgot one important event, that is, after getting married, it seems that the day of the wedding is today, take care of yourself, I just realized that Yu Wenxi did not go to court, at this moment He walked slowly from the door, followed by a group of people, each holding a bright red thing in his hand, his face was full of joy, and he completely forgot about yesterday's unhappy appearance.
He smiled and said, "Are you awake? How about going out for a walk with me?"
I nodded blankly, just remembered the marriage seal he said to me a few days ago, before I had time to think about it, I uttered a good word, but I saw the maid who arranged the wedding room, feeling flustered in my heart, But it was hard to say anything, or before she could think of words, she was dragged out of the room by the always carefree Yu Wenxi, and let a group of people quickly arrange the room.
"What are you thinking? I've been in a daze." Yu Wenxi, who was walking in the imperial garden like me, looked at me, waving her hand in front of my eyes, and her words were a little funny.
I stared at him blankly, but before I recovered, I only knew to say: "I'm not Feng Ziqing."
But he just smiled, seemingly indifferent: "It doesn't matter if you are or not, today is our wedding day, I just know that the person I marry is you."
Look, how carefree he said it, how natural it is, but it was too carefree, I was a little startled when I heard it.
What kind of mentality should this be? The majestic king of a country, the emperor who is worshiped by thousands of people, is now so happy and free to marry a man, and he is not afraid of being criticized and spurned by thousands of people.
He doesn't care what other people think, only what I think.
A sentence came out of no reason, and it made me sweat a few drops. Yu Wenxi didn't spend much time with me. Of course, I may understand a little about his personality, but I don't know anything about him. What was I thinking in my heart, and the thought just now seemed to see through him, so sure, it made me shudder, could it be, no, no, no, this is absolutely impossible, he is him, I am me, and I am the same dead How can a person who has lived for more than a hundred years be alone
reincarnation...
Who believes in the theory of reincarnation, ghosts and gods, it is simply ridiculous, it is all nonsense, how can it be believed? !
Suddenly, a man's words appeared in his mind,
"Don't you think I don't know that there is only one person in Jingguo named Liu Siqing, who is the prime minister's son, but that son drowned to death two years after his birth, and Da Luo God couldn't save him."
The Immortal Da Luo couldn't save the life... The Immortal Da Luo couldn't save the life either, so, then I... I, who am I? Can you believe that? There is no need to lie to a person who can kill me in any way, but I don’t know where he went, and he will have to avenge his revenge. It’s okay to live in peace like this, but it’s a headache to endure it.
Uh... Now is not the time to think about others. Judging from what he said and the situation just now, could it be me... Could it be, could it be Feng Ziqing? !
Otherwise, how would I understand other people's thoughts, or how would I think of Si Ran, Si Ran, etc. I guess Feng Ziqing is a very important person, otherwise, how could I say it unconsciously.
Vaguely, I saw an unusually familiar but also unfamiliar scene, a person sitting sideways beside a lonely grave, stroking the tombstone with his hand, as if stroking the person he admired, and the obsession on his face was visible from a distance, he said, "Siran... Hurry up, hurry up, in a few days, I will come to accompany you, just come..."
Ninety-eight past events
That scene seemed real but not fake, it seemed familiar, oh no, it was so familiar that it couldn't be more familiar! How...how could this be? ! Could it be... Could it be...
No, no, this, this... This is absolutely impossible, I am me, I am Liu Siqing, only Liu Siqing, not some Feng Ziqing, maybe Feng Ziqing is also good, Jingwen, he... Jingwen, he will like it fuck me...
No, it can't be like this, I don't need to use my identity as Feng Ziqing to win Jingwen's sincerity, I want to prove it myself, I think... Maybe Jingwen will like me, maybe he won't, but so what? I liked it before, and I have no wishes or regrets for giving everything, even if I can't get anything in the end, it doesn't matter, as long as he lives happily.
Alas, I didn't realize it. When did I go back to the same path, on Gong Ziqing's persistent and painful path, but I didn't want to stop and turn back.
"Ziqing, what are you thinking again? You're so preoccupied." The hand dangled in front of my eyes again, but changed from the funny look before, and frowned, obviously displeased.
"Siran is you..."
I didn't regret it until I finished speaking in a daze. Didn't I obviously admit that I might be Feng Ziqing? How can I be so stupid!
As expected, Yu Wenxi's slightly frowning brows loosened, and then she took my hand with one hand, with a happy expression on her face: "Ziqing, do you remember? That's great..."
All of a sudden, I felt like this... It's still pretty good, if I don't admit it, I just really don't want to watch him go from joy to dejection, maybe...
No possibility! No matter what, you can't live in the shadow of others, you are yourself, why do others!
Even though I was thinking so much, it was still difficult to say something delicious. I really couldn't bear it. Where did this unbearable come from? I wouldn't be stupid to go into it. Fortunately, a maidservant came, and I guess it was Xitang or something who had taken care of it. It's ready, sure enough, "Wang, the wedding hall has been arranged."
Listening to these words, it seems to be saying that everything is arranged, and it is only me and Yu Wenxi who are the east wind.
Yu Wenxi nodded with a smile, and signaled the maid to go down first, and he and I would arrive later.
It's hard for me, the marriage or something, the hasty promise, this was done in a hurry, and I didn't have a chance to regret it now. If all the civil and military officials come, I will talk about regretting it again. Didn't it make this majestic king of a country lose face? Alas, it's not right, if it weren't for him, I'm afraid that I would have died twice now, and the debt I owed to him would never be fully repaid.
I went back to the room with him, passed on the wedding clothes to each other, but fortunately, the wedding clothes were worn by men, not women, which calmed my shameful heart a little.
However, all civil and military officials gathered here, maidservants and servants stood respectfully on both sides, and the avenue in the middle was paved with red, Yu Wenxi, who had spoken to me before, was standing on the main hall dressed in red just like me , but what is different from me is that he has a heartfelt and joyful smile on his face, while my face is full of embarrassment and unnatural embarrassment, alas, can it be different? I never thought that one day I would marry someone else like I am now, and it would be ugly if I didn't think about it.
I just couldn't regret it, so I had to bite the bullet and go on it.
Yu Wenxi came up to meet her, smiling like a flower, walking with me holding hands, the faces of the people next to her seemed to be trying to be calm, with a stiff smile hanging on their faces, it seemed that it was still difficult to accept that their respected king married me like this This man is still from an enemy country, that's just human nature.
Zeng Ji, this side seems to have known each other, only the faces of the two are childish, and the temperament is also, and one is smiling, but the other is awkward, just like the current situation, "Siran, let's get married, you Look, I've got everything ready, so you can't go back on your word now." With a smile, she raised the two sets of wedding clothes in her hands, a little indescribably cunning.
"Who... who said that he would go back on his word." The man grabbed the clothes with one hand, and his words were still so awkward.
"Siran."
"You..." The man stammered.
"Okay, let's stop making trouble, put it on quickly, although it's just me and you today, it's good, so no one will bother you, Si Ran, what do you think?"
"Okay." The clear and elegant voice was gentle, not as lazy as it is now.
"Heaven is the matchmaker, earth is the proof, I'll be the officiant," looking at the man's puzzled face, he said again, "Si Ran is so beautiful today."
Before the man got angry, he pushed the man's head down carelessly, "Bow to heaven and earth~" in a melodious and joyful tone.
Si Ran...
"From today on, Si Ran is my concubine, so, no matter what, this king must protect Si Ran well, and not let Si Ran suffer any grievances."
Si Ran...
"Siran, we'll just be together like this. We'll never be apart for the rest of our lives. Even if we die, we'll die together, okay?"
"Don't talk nonsense," the low voice complained a little, and just said softly, "Okay."
After a while, there was noise in the ears, as if someone had forcibly separated the two of them.
"Siran, the blue sky and the yellow spring will always be with you, I, Feng Ziqing, will never let you down in this life!"
In an instant, I became the person in this picture, but I knew in my heart that this is the backyard of the palace, but in reality, I have never seen it before. There are many people surrounded by this courtyard, all of whom are looking at each other coldly. Disdainful and mocking, with some disgust, I don't care about that much, I only know that my leg hurts, it seems to be broken, and it is difficult to move, but when I turn my head to look, I realize that the little bit of blood is so red. There was bleeding from the legs, and the color of the blue clothes she was used to wearing also changed, becoming dark green and still black.
It doesn't matter, the one pain that the leg pain can't overcome after all is the heart, the eye can see, the person surrounded by the crowd, the eyebrows are delicate and intoxicating, the smile is like a flower, there is always a little pampering, that person is my princess .
"...Siran!! You let him go, it has nothing to do with him, I forced it, it's all me, it has nothing to do with him... I beg you, let him go..."
A moment of enlightenment, a moment of heart-wrenching pain from the bone marrow, a little bit of pain on the body is nothing, I only know that Si Ran has been beaten to pieces, how painful it must be, I can't imagine, I only know, I seem to be suffocating.
Climbing, but I couldn't climb very far, so I had to hug the person near me, begging constantly, but it was useless, I only knew that the person in the bright yellow cloth threw away my arm, just looked at it indifferently, and sighed, There is a posture of hating iron but not steel.
"Prince, this indecent love affair will only hurt my royal face. I don't blame you for now. After all, I...but he is too much for the world!"
What an embarrassment in the world, what a royal face! It has nothing to do with me, nothing to do with him, we just like it, nothing wrong with it!
"Ziqing...you, you should listen to the emperor's advice." Someone said, but I was like a drowning person, clinging to the last straw.
"Daddy, Daddy, please save him, he is your child, Daddy, please..."
It's useless, the foolish and loyal father will only obey what his brother said in everything, even if it is his own son, he will not save him, he just sighed, and finally glanced away.
I can no longer watch Si Ran suffer like this, and I can no longer hear the faint groans of pain. Now, I have only myself, and I can only rely on myself to fight again!
Like a miracle, he climbed up from the ground with desperate strength, although he was on the verge of falling, but fortunately he did not fall down, taking advantage of everyone's astonishment, he grabbed the remaining knife and swung it away like crazy. Si Ran's man, hugging Si Ran covered in blood, I was relieved, fortunately, he is still alive.
Even now, he still smiled at me with his lips curled up, silently comforting me.
Si Ran...
The only way out now is to kill the man in the dragon robe who claims to be his father, and only by killing the envoy can he win Si Ran's life!
But, it was because I didn't think too much, that hurt Si Ran, but when I went forward, I didn't think that my leg was shaking with pain, it must have reached the limit, and it was a bit difficult to move, those servants were the protectors Yes, I just protected that person, drew the knife and swung it towards me, before I could dodge, I only felt that my life should be lost here, but I didn't want to block the knife for me.
I can see Si Ran's body leaning against the apricot tree that met him, flesh and bones can be seen in the wound on his body, his complexion is pale, but he has no resentment, he puts his hand on my cheek and is still smiling It seemed to be comforting, with a little pampering.
I... what the hell did I do? !
… Why? Why don't you blame me, don't blame me, and still laugh.
The deep blackness of the pupils gradually dissipated, turning into ashes.
Si Ran, talk to me, Si Ran, don't sleep... Open your eyes and see me, okay? Just one look, just one look...
Si Ran, Biluo and Huangquan will always accompany you, even if you die, I will walk with you on this road to Huangquan, I can't let you be alone, wait for me, come here, raise a knife, but whoever exclaims, whoever stops in a hurry, only As soon as I hit the head, I fell down, but my breath was still there, but... I didn't fulfill my usual promise.
Si Ran, don't blame me...
If I don't avenge this revenge, I will be in vain!
I only vaguely remember that one day, I was recovering without any injuries, but my legs were able to walk, so I sneaked into the emperor's bedroom in the palace by myself. The emperor sent him to Huangquan Road. I vaguely remembered that the emperor was smiling, but he didn't understand why he could still laugh when he was about to die. The matter, the father is for your own good, and you can't bear the infamy on this emperor's road."
For my own good? Haha, ridiculous! It's ridiculous! Is Siran who killed me doing it for my own good? Then I am in such a state of mind, who should I blame for being crazy.
Your Majesty, Your Majesty, your death was caused by your own hands. You should never have stopped me from going to the underworld with Si Ran!
ninety nine remember
Afterwards, I had nothing to do with how the situation was disturbing, and the hatred in my heart seemed to never go away, it was just not enough, not enough... All those who looked at each other coldly and hurt Si Ran with their hands that day deserved to die.
Yes, there is also my father, he can obviously save Si Ran, but he is indifferent, at this moment, maybe if I kill him and others, I can calm down the hatred in my heart.
As soon as the picture turned, I looked down at the person in front of me, that person was my father, his face was pale at the moment, and the sword Si Ran gave me passed through his chest.
"Ziqing... Daddy knows he is ashamed of you and Sixuan, Daddy doesn't blame you..."
In fact, my father treats me and Si Ran very well, he doesn't hate me like my mother does, he only treats me as his own child.
Maybe... I'm really wrong.
As long as you walk on this road, you will never regret it, and if you go on, you can't turn back even if you die. Only I can repay Si Ran's revenge.
Jumping on the horse, the horse froze, and returned to the palace, the news of father's death was told by Xingren to me in the next few days, I pretended not to know, but no one knew, father died by my hands.
As soon as the picture changed, Feng Yin was beside me, and I was sitting in the room drinking tea, with my mind full of thoughts.
"Ziqing, it's good to have such a quiet day, don't you think so?"
The tea-drinking animal paused insignificantly, Feng Yin said this, he must know my plan, and tell me to stop? Impossible, everything... too late.
Has anyone ever said that,
"My lord, forgive Qing Heng for speaking bluntly. The person Qing Heng likes is Lian Er, who has never changed. Being with the lord is also a helpless act. Thinking about it now, I just feel disgusted."
After listening, how do you feel? Is it anger, or something else, I know that I am passionate, but if I like it, I like it. Every time I can't help but like someone else, I am sincerely moved, and I have never adulterated. Don't like people who say this, you will be warm Anger is also natural, so what happens next? Be ashamed, how ignorant I am, let this person who is as clean as Si Ran feel disgusted, disgusted, I really... oh.
"Ziqing..."
I didn't see him on the road to Huangquan who was thinking about it day and night. Needless to say, how disappointed I was, but in a moment of reincarnation, he appeared beside me and grabbed my hand. He only called out in a low voice, still so gentle Change.
Si Ran...
"Why hasn't Siqing woke up yet? How dare you lie to me!"
The voice was so familiar, it seemed to be Feng Yin's.
Slowly opened my eyes, it was indeed Feng Yin, at this moment he was looking at me with surprise, I just wanted to avoid it, I knew I owed him too much, but I didn't pay attention, this little arm and leg What kind of trouble is it.
As time goes by, maybe voluntarily, maybe escaping, I put the past in a corner of my heart, a corner that I can't find, from now on, no matter who I used to be, now, I am Liu Siqing, and I am just Liu Siqing.
"Ziqing? Ziqing...? Ziqing! Why are you crying? What are you thinking?"
Wen Wen's voice was the same as the one in my head, it hadn't changed from before, I responded with hindsight, and stared blankly at the person in front of me.
He just opened his arms and embraced deeply, full of longing and reluctance, which is self-evident.
It's a gift from God that I can still think about it, and it's also my luck that I can still see him, "Ziqing, are you okay?"
But Si Ran, who was already in the wedding room with me at some point, looked astonished, avoided, and then touched my forehead with some doubts, then touched his own forehead, and said to himself: "It's not stained either." Shangfenghan, how did you change your temperament?"
I froze by the bed and couldn't move. Although he called me Ziqing, it wasn't like that in his heart, "Xi, who do you like?"
I don't know if my head was kicked by a donkey. I asked such an ill-considered question, but I just knew that I was jealous. This jealousy belonged to Liu Siqing, that is... my own, Si Ran raised her eyebrows: "Of course." It’s Ziqing, do you still need to ask?”
But I refused to let go: "Who am I, do you know?"
"Of course I know, you are Liu Siqing, you have told me no less than ten times, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter who you are, as long as you are you."
"I want you to say clearly whether you really like Feng Ziqing or Liu Siqing."
... My head was really kicked by a donkey, right
"Liu Siqing." After thinking about it for a while, he answered like this, which was beyond my expectation.
After hearing it, I really expected it, I thought he would say Feng Ziqing, alas, I really care about it, it's clear... It's clearly me, but I'm still disappointed.
Silent didn't know what to say, so he got up, sat on the stool by the table, poured a cup of tea and drank it in one sip, the so-called replacing wine with tea, using wine to relieve worries.
Hearing the sound behind his ear, it should be that Si Ran also came forward, and sure enough, he looked at me and frowned, "What's wrong with you today? If you don't want to marry me, that's all, I won't Force it." Slightly narrowing his eyes, there was an indescribable loneliness.
The suffocation that has been suffocated in my heart from the previous life has not disappeared, I just snorted, continued to drink tea, and dreamed of getting drunk.
After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly spoke up after being silent, and said something with a serious expression that made me almost choke on my tea: "You are not Ziqing, who are you?"
I am not Ziqing...
Tsk, I'm not Ziqing, who could I be
Pressing the throbbing forehead, my child's xinxing went up to a higher level: "You still blame me for forgetting you, but now you are like this, who should I blame?"
At the end of the sentence, Si Ran was slightly taken aback, and then she was so happy that she even stuttered: "You are... you are Ziqing?!"
I took another sip of tea, looking quite meaningless, I just opened and closed my lips, and said these two words in a neither salty nor light way: "No."
He was puzzled again, "Then you are?"
Feeling joking, I pulled my lips together, only staring into his pair of black peach eyes, the spring water was very deep, and it was still so intoxicating.
"Liu Siqing."
The smile on his lips collapsed again, and he looked a little lost, which put me in a good mood.
"Really?" Those peach blossom eyes looked at me, and if I was slightly shocked, the expression would darken, which made me a little unbearable.
"Fake." At this moment, I can no longer pretend to be so serious, laughing and laughing, and because of Si Ran's face, I can only tremble my shoulders and try my best to hold back the smile.
"Siran, I haven't seen you for a long time, I finally... see you again."
How many years? Maybe it's more than a hundred years, I clearly remember, it's been a day since my death, a hundred years, gratifying, he still remembers me.
Si Ran hummed lightly, and then her face was a little blushing, she was thinking of something, and on her lips was a gentle smile that I was only happy with, "My queen, the spring night is short, you and I should turn off the lights earlier Let's go to bed~"
... Originally he was thinking about this, but looking at Siran's snarky face and the specially accentuated word "queen", you can tell without thinking about it, he must be thinking about what will happen to me in the future.
It's a rare reunion after a farewell, and I, naturally...will not do what he wished, even though I thought about it, I just beamed with joy, bent my eyebrows with a smile, and took the last sip of tea. Putting the cup on the table, I placed the person standing next to me, untied the belt of the corset very naturally, covered my lips again, and said something vaguely that no one might be able to understand.
"Your majesty, this spring night is worth a thousand dollars, so let me serve you well~"
The word "concubine body" is awkward, but it's okay, the so-called spring festival is worth a thousand gold, and now, let's stop talking first, don't miss this auspicious day.
The next day, the sky was getting brighter. Today, I am in an unprecedented mood. Looking at the sleeping person next to me, the eyelashes are trembling slightly but there is no sign of waking up. I must be too tired, so I let The little father-in-law who was guarding the door went to report that the emperor was not going to court early today. Thinking about it, it should be okay if it is not early in the day, right? After all, he needs to rest, and it's not good to disturb him.
I stared blankly at this place, didn't notice much, but saw the sun rising three poles, the person next to me slowly opened his eyes, just smiled at me sleepily, and frowned slightly: "How many days is it now? Hurry up Bring my court clothes, and I won’t be able to go to the court later.”
"I can't go anymore," I said leisurely, and then smiled, "Don't worry, I asked the little eunuch who was guarding the door to tell the ministers that you are not coming early today."
He heaved a sigh of relief, and lay down again, his jet-black hair was completely attached to the bed and pillow under him, and then he became playful, squinting his eyes as if in a false sleep, and raised the corners of his lips But he said: "If I don't go to the early court, you are not afraid of being accused of deceiving the emperor and the matchmaker?"
I smiled: "Of course I'm not afraid. I was used to being accused of being a treacherous official earlier. This accusation is the same."
He smiled, stopped talking, and slept peacefully on my arm as a pillow. After a long time, he did not wake up. He was looking at a pile of memorials on the desk, thinking about his childish and wronged appearance for a while. funny.
So, I moved my arms lightly, put on a single coat, put on my shoes and socks, and sat down at the desk. I picked up a pen and helped him review the memorial. For the way of the king, it is not a problem to review the memorials and so on, and the complaints on these memorials are all insignificant and trivial matters. Leng Shen, I don't know if I think it's funny or what.
This book should have happened a few days ago. The appeal is to beg the emperor to accept his concubine or something, saying that men and men are against the laws of heaven and morals, and saying that the woman he recommended is as beautiful as a fairy, beautiful and wise, virtuous and virtuous Germany, quite the demeanor of a country.
Tsk tsk, I don't know what Siran will think if he sees this booklet, and what will he say.
But I didn't think about it, at some point Si Ran had already woken up, and she was lazily lying on the couch, with her chin resting on her hands, with a slight smile on her lips and her peach blossom eyes looking at me fascinated.
As soon as I raised my eyes, I met his eyes, and when the four eyes met, his smile deepened. I coughed twice uncomfortably: "Wake up." Booklet, "Look at it."
He took the booklet and flipped it over casually, glanced at it indifferently, and handed the booklet back to me, smiling complacently: "Why? Are you jealous?"
One hundred determination
jealous? Would I, Feng Ziqing, be jealous... Well, uh, so what if I was really jealous, it's Siran and nobody else, so there's nothing to worry about.
Just smiled, "I'm the one who was jealous, what do you think of the book, that girl...seems to be pretty good, um... quite the demeanor of a country."
Si Ran smiled, and lay back on the bed again, "Don't worry about him, a queen like you is enough for me."
Hmm... This sounds reasonable, so I put it aside and ignore it.
Si Ran was lying on the bed without the quilt covered. Although my eyes are not very good, I can't see clearly. Although Si Ran's face looks a little sick, it is not like the man who was in the dark prison. As scary as I said, I thought I was recovering from a serious illness. I pulled the exposed chest and arms over the quilt to cover them.
Si Ran fell asleep quickly, in the blink of an eye, he had already fallen into a deep sleep, and seemed a little dissatisfied because of my movement, I shook my head helplessly and smiled, then sat back at the desk and helped Si Ran Reviewing the memorials, I am afraid that he will be tired, and it is better to be able to review a little, than to bury his head in the table and get his neck sore every time.
When he woke up again, those memorials were almost finished reviewing. Seeing it thoughtfully, he smiled and bent his brows and eyes, quite happy.
After he got up, put on his clothes, and had his meal, he took me to sit in the courtyard and enjoy the flowers with great interest. Sometimes, the neck can't bear it, so it's good to go out for a walk.
Sitting in the courtyard, Si Ran talked about some interesting things about me with great interest. I listened with a smile on my face, and occasionally said a few words. When I saw that the teacup he was holding was empty, I picked up the teapot and refilled it for him. Have a drink, wait until his mouth is dry as he said.
Alas, my thinking has changed, I am not as talkative as usual, and this appearance is not seen in the past, although the elegance and elegance are there, it has changed.
It's just that I think too much. Over the years, people will always change. What's more, Si Ran is the emperor now. I don't know what he has experienced before. This reminds me of the past. I haven't seen him for a long time. Si Ran in the palace looked so old-fashioned like a teacher, it made me want to laugh.
There are always passing maids and servants whispering, and a few pairs of eyes looking at me and Tong Siran from time to time, presumably they are discussing me as a male queen, and the emperor who likes men for some reason, but it’s okay , What other people say has nothing to do with me, I just think about it and don't think so.
Si Ran's voice stopped abruptly, and he stared at me unblinkingly with his peach blossom eyes, until I couldn't help but blushed. Since then, why are you giggling here? Let's hear it..."
"I remembered the things about you and me when we were children. Do you remember the meeting next to the apricot tree in the backyard of the palace that day? I still laugh that you haven't seen you as old-fashioned as the emperor for many years..."
This time it was my voice that stopped abruptly, I remembered some bad things, I remembered the appearance of Si Ran... when he died, it hurt my heart, but that's all, no matter what, it's hard to forget, even if it's by my side now What I'm doing is Si Ran, but I still can't forget it. At that time, if I hadn't put all my eggs in one basket, Si Ran wouldn't have...
As soon as I thought about it, Si Ran patted my head with my hand, and when I came back to my senses, I stroked the patted spot with my hand. Although it didn't hurt very much, I couldn't help being surprised, thinking But what did he want to hit me
Si Ran frowned a pair of willow-leaf eyebrows, and looked at me slightly annoyed: "What are you thinking about? What are you fussing about after the past is over? You won't listen to me if I tell you. Do you feel uncomfortable seeing you like this? In the past, I just wanted you to live happily. I never thought that you only know how to mourn and abandon yourself by the apricot tree with a cup of tea all day long. You can’t blame the servant for your appearance. would think you're crazy."
Si Ran scolded me, I could only listen in a daze, I didn't know how to answer, looked into his eyes but felt quite aggrieved.
"Siran..."
Xu Shi felt uncomfortable being seen by me, he sighed lowly, changed his warm and angry appearance just now, and said softly: "Ziqing, don't be so childish, you should think about the feelings in my heart, and don't indulge in the past anymore In the middle of it, I was secretly annoyed and sad."
I nodded blankly, as if I had overlooked something very important, and it took me a while to remember: "Siran, how do you know that I always bring tea to the apricot tree in the backyard?"
Si Ran coughed twice: "I was by your side at that time, and my soul has never been willing to go to the underworld, so I have been guarding you..."
Uh...how did I think of something vinegary...
"Stay with me all the time?... Inseparable?"
Si Ran nodded, a little confused, "What's wrong?"
I took a deep breath, not knowing what to do.
Si Ran has been following me every step of the way, that is to say, it's okay for him to have a panoramic view of my crazy appearance. When I was with Qing Heng this and that... Si Ran also saw it, When I was ambiguous with Feng Yin, Si Ran still saw him. I dare not imagine that Si Ran was in the mentality of Mr. He at that time. If I were Si Ran, I would risk my life for the safety of the person I like, but I just watched Seeing him flirting with other people, this, this... I absolutely cannot accept it.
Thinking like this, Si Ran seemed to see through my thoughts, and sighed helplessly, "I don't blame you for what you did, I know you care about me, and that's enough."
"Siran..." Calling like this, no matter how affectionately staring, it could have naturally deepened and deepened the relationship, and then naturally hugged together, but it was a pity that it was interrupted by something that fell from the sky.
Si Ran smiled lowly, and I looked at the things that fell on the stone table beside me with annoyance, a white carrier pigeon, but the pigeon's wing was injured and an arrow was stuck in it, and the feathers were stained red. No longer pure white.
I met Si Ran's eyes, with some doubts and other emotions mixed inside, and then Si Ran reached out to pick up the dying pigeon