Yunyue's unhappiness was obviously due to those things in the court.
Why is he unhappy after finishing Huainan's affairs beautifully and being greatly admired by the emperor
the reason is simple.
Because of his father.
He clearly saw that his father did not sincerely appreciate him because he did well, but with a purpose. The purpose of the father is to kill him, hold him to the highest point, and become a high-profile man. Targeted by everyone.
Ever since he embarked on the road of fighting for power, Yunyue has been following a low-key line. He knew very well that being too sharp was definitely not a good thing.
If you show your edge too early, the final result will only be a target for everyone to deal with.
He was really sad about what his father said in Chaoyang today.
I thought I had hurt enough for these people, but I didn't want to. It turned out that his heart would still be uncomfortable.
It's because he is his own father, so no matter what, as long as he hurts him, he still suffers from pain, right
So, how does his father feel when he hurts his own child? Probably there is no feeling.
As long as he had any feelings, he would never hurt him again and again.
"Does my existence really hinder his eyes so that he can't wait to get rid of me? Tiger poison doesn't even eat seeds, but why can he always hurt his eyes without blinking? And me."
This is the first time Qin Youran has seen Yunyue be so emotional, as if the usual one is just his disguise. At this moment, the person with this wounded face is him, the real Yunyue.
But if possible, Qin Youran really would rather, she could only see Yunyue's disguise instead of the distressing side at this moment.
It turns out that the heart really hurts when it is not being attacked.
It turns out that the kind of heart-wrenching pain described on the Internet is really not an exaggeration at all.
Qin Youran covered her heart, and an urge to cry emerged from the bottom of her heart.
She was surprised to find that she actually wanted to cry.
Not for himself, but for Yunyue, the man who was hurt by his father.
No one doesn’t want love, sometimes they don’t want it, but it’s because
Can not get it, but can only pretend not to want.
This man who is so powerful that countless people are intimidated by him will have a fragile heart. He will also want his father and his love...
The more I thought about it, the more distressed Qin Youran’s nose became sore, and his eyes were hot, and tears were always flowing out. I didn’t want Yun Yue to see her embarrassed appearance, but also wanted to comfort it. Qin Youran'rubbed' for a while. Suddenly got up, hugged Yunyue, put his head against his chest, and hugged Yunyue who was sitting in a standing posture.
Yun Yue stunned slightly, a little surprised at Youran's sudden move, but he felt the warmth and leisurely comfort, and the gentle comfort made the wound in his heart heal little by little.
Perhaps, he could really not want the so-called fatherly love.
Because he has found a person who is worthy of his love and loves him.
There is no need to say anything, but Yunyue seems to have heard the thousands of words in the heart of his sweetheart.
Well, I will be fine.
"I will love you in the future, I will not hurt you, I will protect, so don't be sad, okay?"
Hugging Yunyue for a while, adjusted his emotions, and made sure that he no longer had the urge to cry, Qin Youran had just spoken.
She stretched out her hand and touched Qin Youran's head.
Yunyue's heart has been completely healed.
At this moment, he gradually became happy, and the previous haze had been dispelled by the sunshine and warmth that Qin Youran brought.
Yunyue's slender hand patted Qin Youran's thin waist lightly, motioning her to release herself, but Qin Youran didn't insist, and obediently let go of Yunyue. After releasing her, her hands were held tightly by Yunyue. Hold it tightly in your hand.
"Youran, you want to comfort me, don't you?" Yunyue's handsome face still has a sad look that makes people feel distressed.
Qin Youran only took a look, and her heart continued to hurt again.
"I hope you can stop being sad, because you still have me. Your father doesn't love you, but I will love you, so don't be sad, okay." The first time I saw Yunyue look like this, Qin Youran felt really uncomfortable in her heart.
Especially uncomfortable, unspeakable uncomfortable.
"But my heart is still hurt, what should I do?"
"I..." Qin Youran even more
Distressed.
"Leisure, can you do something that can comfort me?" Yunyue said again.
"Yes, yes, what do you want me to do?" Qin Youran agreed without thinking about it.
What she worries most now is that she doesn't know what to do to comfort Yunyue. It is rare that Yunyue himself is willing to say it, and Qin Youran simply can't ask for it.
As for what Yunyue would let her do, Qin Youran hadn't thought about it at all, because at this moment she was really only thinking about comforting Yunyue, so that Yunyue would not be sad, and Yunyue could be happy.
"Will you kiss me, leisurely."
Qin Youran: "..." She really hadn't thought about this kind of action.
just…
If she changed to normal, she would definitely refuse it, the kind that she didn't even want.
But today is different.
This man is sad and fragile at the moment, it is the time to comfort him, and now, his requirements are not very high, if she refuses, it is really too much...
Besides, it's not that they have never kissed. Whether it's a touch of water or a deep tongue kiss, they have all. As a modern person, it seems that they shouldn't be too conservative in this regard.
Too conservative is a soil bun.
In modern times, her twitching will be called a soil bun, and she will be cast aside.
There is no reason why she came to the ancient times as a modern person, and the degree of openness is not as good as that of the conservative ancient people
Qin Youran fell into deep thought.
Yun Yue looked at her like this, but his eyes were low but disappointed.
"You don't have to be embarrassed. I'm just talking about it. It doesn't matter if you don't want it."
"Ah? I didn't say that I didn't want to." Qin Youran said quickly after being pulled back to his senses while thinking.
She really didn't lie about what she said. She really didn't want to be unwilling. She was just thinking, thinking, thinking... all kinds of thinking.
Qin Youran's words made the sadness on Yunyue's face disappear as much as possible, replaced by a handsome and charming smile.
Qin Youran is a little speechless, is it so worthy of joy
But I just want her to kiss him. How can he be kissed by her, is it such a thing worthy of his happiness
Qin Youran felt a little more sense of accomplishment in her heart.
Ahem, what is the sense of accomplishment
(End of this chapter)