In my memory, the last time Zhong Wenjin cried seemed to be several years ago.
When Zhong Wenjin was a child, he still loved to cry. His appearance carved in pink jade made him very cute when he cried. Every time Xie Zhaoxue saw him cry, he wanted to hug him and kiss him.
But later, Zhong Wenjin grew up and became a hedgehog, especially every time he met him, the hostility was very obvious.
At this moment, Zhong Wenjin looked very fragile, with tears hanging on his eyelashes, trembling slightly, but the strength in his hand was extremely firm.
Tears fell from the corners of his eyes, Zhong Wenjin was originally afraid that Xie Zhaoxue would throw him away and beat him violently.
He had thought it all over, even if it was beaten, it was worth it.
However, Xie Zhaoxue did not move at all, and Zhong Wenjin felt even more bitter and sad in his heart. He could even imagine Xie Zhaoxue looking at him coldly, like a prick piercing the apex of his heart, and the pain was severe.
Zhong Wenjin wanted to use his sharp teeth to bite Xie Zhaoxue's lips to bleed, at least it gave him pain, he could remember it, but he couldn't bear it, so he just used his teeth to grind his lips.
Just when Zhong Wenjin was trying to remember this moment, his soft, moist lips moved suddenly, wrapping his lips around his.
Before Zhong Wenjin could react, Xie Zhaoxue's hand ran along Zhong Wenjin's back to the back of his head. He didn't know where he pressed it, and he felt a numbness in the back of his neck, his eyes were plunged into darkness, and he completely lost consciousness.
Before fainting, Zhong Wenjin scolded Xie Zhaoxue, and then thought, did he respond
Zhong Wenjin fainted for an unknown amount of time, and it was already dusk when he woke up.
He was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt, and knew without thinking that it was Xie Zhaoxue's handwriting.
Zhong Wenjin straightened up and sat up from the bed. His eyes were dark, his boots were placed beside the bed, he recalled his previous impulsiveness, he was embarrassed and sad at the same time, depressed for a while, and suddenly turned into anger again.
What are you afraid of? This step should have been expected long ago, so what if Xie Zhaoxue doesn't wait to see him again? He was leaving anyway.
Thinking of this, Zhong Wenjin lifted the quilt out of bed vigorously, lit the lamp and began to pack his things. There was not much in all. After packing, he went to Xie Zhaoxue's room.
At the very least, we should talk to each other, Zhong Wenjin thought.
Xie Zhaoxue's house was very close to Zhong Wenjin's. There was a cobblestone road. When Zhong Wenjin walked up, he glanced at the flowers planted on both sides of the road. Although they withered a lot, some of them were still beautiful.
When he was about to get there, he saw Ding Ziyun coming out of Xie Zhaoxue's room, saw Zhong Wenjin, a moment of panic flashed in his eyes, and then he hid himself very quickly, turned indifferently and left.
Seeing her like this, Zhong Wenjin's nose turned out of anger. If this was in the previous Zhongfu, he would have to teach this maid who doesn't know how to be polite.
After thinking about it, this is Xie Zhaoxue's maid, he doesn't seem to have the right to go to sex again.
He straightened the folds on his clothes, coughed twice to give himself courage, and went straight to Xie Zhaoxue's room. After he walked in, he found no one in the room. He searched around, and finally sat down on the chair , made up his mind to wait for him to come back.
Zhong Wenjin sat in Xie Zhaoxue's room for a long time, but he never came back.
He guessed that he might have gone to cultivate a relationship with Qiao Yanci again. After all, the two of them were going to get married, so it was understandable to do so.
A sense of irritability suddenly arose in Zhong Wenjin's heart, mixed with weakness, which made him very tired.
He glanced at the tea on the table, took a sip of the cold liquid and forcibly suppressed his restlessness.
The green mountains remain unchanged, and the green water flows forever. If there is a destiny, we can still meet again.
he thought to himself.
Before leaving, he kicked over the chair to vent his anger.
After returning to the house, Zhong Wenjin took out all the things he had packed, a stack of gunpowder, some simple clothes, the silver he usually accumulated, and some small items.
Zhong Wenjin didn't have much to take away. All his food and clothing here belonged to the Xie family. He didn't bring anything with him when he came here.
But it doesn't matter, the Xie family doesn't lack these clothes anyway.
After packing up everything, Zhong Wenjin sat on the chair in a daze. After sitting for a while, he felt a little stuffy. He took off his coat and got up again to turn on the stove.
But the heat didn't ease because of this, but it became more and more intense, gradually gushing out from the heart, spreading to the limbs, and a large amount went to the lower abdomen.
Zhong Wenjin felt that something was wrong, and took off another layer of clothes. The heat still didn't abate, and he even felt that his breathing was a bit rough.
This feeling was both familiar and unfamiliar, Zhong Wenjin stood up and took two steps, and suddenly felt a burst of strong desire, which came quickly and violently, urging him to find someone to vent.
Not good, not good! Hired!
Zhong Wenjin's heart trembled, and he hurriedly poured some herbal tea. Just after drinking a cup, the door of the room was suddenly opened. He turned his head in a panic, only to see Xie Zhaoxue standing in front of the door.
He looked as usual, although he didn't smile as usual, but he didn't show any anger or disgust. The moment Zhong Wenjin saw him, the eager desire in his body seemed to find a target, and he surged impetuously.
I waited for him for a long time before but didn't get it, and now he appears again at this time, it's just terrible!
Zhong Wenjin hurriedly turned his head, gritted his teeth and forced himself to pour another cup of herbal tea.
Just as he was about to pour it into his mouth, he was suddenly stopped by a hand, and it was Xie Zhaoxue who walked over.
"In such a cold day, don't drink so much cold water." Xie Zhaoxue took out the water glass and put it on the table without refusal, and put a food box on it, opened the lid, turned around and closed the door.
"Don't knock it over this time, finish it well."
Zhong Wenjin only glanced at it, and saw that those were from the same building as the box he knocked over before, and they were all his favorite things on weekdays, neatly arranged and exquisite in appearance.
But now he was not in the mood to taste the pastries, he turned his head to try to calm his voice, and endured the veins on his forehead, "You go out first."
Seeing that he didn't want to look at her, Xie Zhaoxue was not angry, and said in a calm tone, "Even if you are angry with me, you still have to eat. I feel guilty that you want to starve to death in Xie's mansion?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Zhong Wenjin struggled to deal with it, and found that his tone was a bit unfriendly, so he added, "I'm not hungry."
"Zhong Wenjin." Xie Zhaoxue reached out and touched his shoulder, before she could speak, she was thrown away by him.
He took a few steps forward, "I'm fine, I'm fine, I'll talk about it tomorrow if I have anything to say, I'm tired and want to rest."
Seeing a clue, Xie Zhaoxue frowned slightly, turned her gaze to the side, and suddenly saw a packed luggage, her face changed extremely subtly.
He walked over quickly, unwrapped the package, and the contents inside were exposed. Xie Zhaoxue grabbed Zhong Wenjin's arm and asked, "What is this?"
Zhong Wenjin endured it very hard, saw that he had found out, so he thought it would be better to say some harsh words to drive him away, so he said coldly, "Can't you see? I said I would leave Xie's mansion."
"The Zhong family was raided, where do you want to go after leaving the Xie Mansion?" Xie Zhaoxue frowned, persuading her again and again, as if there was no other reason, "Don't mess around."
"I'm not fooling around!" Zhong Wenjin struggled, "Xiliang is so big, there is always a place for me to stay. The capital city has lost both Zhong's family and Zhong Wenjin. From now on, I will be free."
After hearing this, Xie Zhaoxue felt a little harsh, "You don't know anything, so you are looking for death if you go out?"
"Little uncle, you underestimate me too much. I'm not a useless person. Anyway, I have all my limbs. Why can't I do it?" Zhong Wenjin sneered. life on the Internet!"
"You would rather go into marriage than stay in Xie's mansion?" Xie Zhaoxue felt a little inconceivable.
"Anyway, I'm a burden in Xie's mansion, it's the same everywhere! Why stay here and look at each other and hate each other?" Zhong Wenjin endured to the limit, shook off Xie Zhaoxue's hand, and strode out the door.
Can't take it anymore! If you don't go, I will go!
However, Xie Zhaoxue didn't want to stop there, she caught up with him in two steps, grabbed his wrist, and pulled him to the wall.
Xie Zhaoxue was very strong, Zhong Wenjin knew it, before he even had time to react, his back hit the wall and he was pinned down.
He knew that Zhong Wenjin was in a fit of anger, and it would be impossible to insist on arguing with him, so he softened his voice and said, "The Xie Mansion is your home, how can it be considered a burden?"
"This is not my home! You all have the surname Xie, only I have the surname Zhong, and I am an outsider!" Zhong Wenjin broke down a little, with sweat dripping from his forehead and the tip of his nose, "In a while, you marry After reading Qiao Yan's words, having a child, and having a family, how can I stay here? Anyway, I will be kicked out sooner or later, so I might as well go by myself."
Zhong Wenjin was aggrieved and angry as he said, "Anyway, you already know it, and I'm not afraid of you saying that I just like men. Even if I'm worthless, I still have two or three points in appearance. After I go out, just find a rich kid to hook up with." , it’s better than living a hidden life here!”
Xie Zhaoxue got angry, her usually warm eyes were dyed with fire, she pinched Zhong Wenjin's chin and lifted it up, "What did you say?"
Zhong Wenjin's shortness of breath was unusual, he didn't seem angry at all, it was even more obvious when he raised his head, his fair face and neck were blushing, he shook his head trying to break free from Xie Zhaoxue's hand, "Let me go!"
At this time, Xie Zhaoxue finally noticed his strangeness, she slid her hand down and pressed it against his neck, and felt the scorching heat.
Zhong Wenjin had endured to the limit, this slight touch made his scalp tingle, and his whole body felt comfortable. When he was still rational, he stretched out his hand to push Xie Zhaoxue, "Go away! Don't touch me!"
Xie Zhaoxue's eyes dimmed, and her voice sank, "Are you poisoned by seduction?"
However, Zhong Wenjin was still in a trance, just kept pushing him, muttering, "Let me out, let me out..."
Xie Zhaoxue stared at his face for a moment, wondering what she was thinking.
"I want to get out of here." Zhong Wenjin let out a weak breath, just now he was touched, and his whole body felt uncomfortable.
However, Xie Zhaoxue's shackles were still strong. Looking at his red ears, and then at his lowered head, his black eyes became extremely deep, and he said slowly, "Zhong Wenjin, don't you want to hide it anymore? ? I will fulfill you."
As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly picked up Zhong Wenjin, went to the bed and threw him on the bed.
Zhong Wenjin was taken aback, and shouted out loud, "Xie Zhaoxue, what do you want to do!"
Before getting up, Xie Zhaoxue suddenly pressed down, clasped Zhong Wenjin's wrists with both hands, and pressed directly on top of his head, his handsome face was very close, his breath was all sprayed on Zhong Wenjin's face, and his voice was low, "Be good Yes, don't move."
Is Zhong Wenjin the kind of master who obediently listens to others? What's more, at this moment, he felt that Xie Zhaoxue was dazzled by his anger, and was afraid that he would do something unthinkable, so he struggled hard, "Are you crazy?! Be sober!"
But he hadn't eaten all day, so he didn't have any strength at all, not to mention that Xie Zhaoxue could crush him with his own strength, and Zhong Wenjin could shake him even if he risked his life.
Both hands were crushed tightly, unable to move.
Xie Zhaoxue slanted the corner of her mouth, showing a smile, which was no different from her usual gentle and refined appearance, but there was a coquettishness for no reason.
Zhong Wenjin felt that he let go of one hand, and immediately punched him, but Xie Zhaoxue threw her head back and easily dodged it.
He wanted to throw a second punch, but Xie Zhaoxue didn't give him this chance. He pulled his hairband, twisted his hands together, and tied them layer by layer with the hairband, completely imprisoning him .
Only then did Zhong Wenjin really panic. He looked at Xie Zhaoxue with some fear, his breath was short, and he stammered, "Xie Zhaoxue, you, what do you want to do?"
He bent down and pressed against Zhong Wenjin's ear, whispering softly, "You sent it to the door yourself. I have endured it for so many years, and now I don't want to bear it anymore."
After finishing speaking, she leaned over and pressed his lips to his.