Yan Qiuchi was honest for a while, and after he lay down, it took several minutes before he gradually leaned up.
Shen Jintai's heart is warm and cold, and he feels that he has to show some momentum and seize the initiative: "Put on your clothes."
Yan Qiuchi didn't speak, and after a while he said, "It's uncomfortable to wear clothes and hug..."
"Why did you wear it before?"
Yan Qiuchi said, "Now... it's not the same as before."
Can it be the same, he has tasted the most delicious meat in the world, and now only let him lick the bones, how could he be satisfied.
In fact, even if he didn't wear clothes and hugged each other, he had already made great patience. Now he wants to repeat last night, twice a day is not too much, right
He felt that Shen Jintai's physical fitness was quite good.
Not to mention his own physical fitness, he can now stand upright as long as he thinks about the feeling of being enveloped.
However, he also knows that "Spring Night with Rain" can't be delayed any longer. Now the whole crew is waiting for Shen Jintai. Tomorrow "When You Are Old" will be officially released, and Shen Jintai will have to make time for the road show.
"When You're Old" has a great reputation, and it broke through the siege of many blockbusters in the Spring Festival. The film scheduling rate has risen from 7% of the original plan to 15%. It is also at the right time and place. Several of the blockbusters of the film have not received good reputation, so it is inevitable to arrange films for "When You Are Old".
Shen Jintai fell asleep vaguely, and felt that Yan Qiuchi was tossing and turning. He didn't fall asleep in the early morning. When he opened his eyes, he felt that Yan Qiuchi was sitting up in the dark.
I really didn't expect Yan Qiuchi to be such a lustful person, as if he would suffer to death if he didn't do that.
Shen Jintai was infected by his strong sex, thinking that Yan Qiuchi was now full of thoughts about making out with him, his heart was actually a little itchy, after all, it means that the person he loves also has a stronger love for him, how much is it? A little satisfying. He hesitated for a moment, thinking that tomorrow he was going to run to the crew early in the morning and to attend the premiere of "When You Are Old" in the evening, so he held back.
And to tell the truth, it was Yan Qiuchi's appearance that he was clearly on fire inside, but he was still able to restrain himself, which made him like Yan Qiuchi more.
He finds men who can control their lower bodies more attractive.
Woke up the next day and found that Yan Qiuchi was no longer there. He got up to wash and was blowing his hair when Yan Qiuchi came into the bathroom and said, "I bought breakfast."
Shen Jintai gave a "um", saw Yan Qiuchi's look a little tired, and smiled, Yan Qiuchi walked behind him, took the hairdryer from his hand, and Shen Jintai said, "I can blow it myself."
"Just satisfy me." Yan Qiuchi said.
If he didn't fall in love, he didn't know that he would be so clingy, and he felt a little tired. He was afraid that Shen Jintai would not like it, but he had no choice. He likes to take care of people, take care of others, and satisfy himself.
When Xiaotang came with breakfast, Shen Jintai and Yan Qiuchi were already eating. He carried his breakfast to his room, and when Li Meilan came, he asked, "Sister Lan, do I need to buy breakfast for Brother Jin in the future?"
He was still a little lost, feeling that his life had been taken away.
Mr. Yan is such a busy big boss, how can he buy his own breakfast
Yan Qiuchi had to go back after breakfast.
"If I'm free, I'll pick you up from the crew."
"You didn't sleep last night, okay?" Shen Jintai said with a smile: "If you finish your work earlier, come back and sleep. I have Xiaotang and them, so you don't need to pick them up."
He said and touched Yan Qiuchi's face, and looked carefully: "Why are your eyes so easy to have red blood."
"I slept for a while when it was almost dawn." Yan Qiuchi said.
The tone is good, I didn't take the opportunity to sell the poor.
Yan Qiuchi took the coat from the hanger: "Okay, I'm leaving."
Shen Jintai sent it to his door, Yan Qiuchi turned around again, and wanted to kiss him goodbye, Shen Jintai kissed him, but Yan Qiuchi was not enough, so he grabbed his waist and kissed him for a while, as if he was holding it all night , this time to vent, press the door and kiss his neck.
They kissed for a few minutes without realizing it, and both of them were very excited.
Shen Jintai's excitement felt that it was infected by Yan Qiuchi. Yan Qiuchi had a lot of energy in him, probably because his love and desire were very strong, so it was easy to infect him.
"I'm leaving." Yan Qiuchi released him, opened the door and went out.
When he went out, Yan Qiuchi put on his coat and buttoned it up. Xiaotang had already been waiting in the corridor, and when he saw him coming out, he tiptoed slightly. Now that he saw that Yan Qiuchi had stopped bowing, he just nodded and called "Mr. Yan".
Yan Qiuchi said "um" and went into the elevator.
Shen Jintai wiped the wet corners of his mouth, feeling his tongue a little numb.
Because it was the first day after the new year, Shen Jintai prepared a red envelope for every member of the crew. When he arrived on the set, Xiaotang carried the box and accompanied him to distribute the red envelope.
"I heard that you were sick yesterday?" Cai Jun asked with concern, "Are you feeling better?"
"Much better." Shen Jintai said embarrassingly.
His makeup today was relatively long, and it was mainly used to cover the hickey on his neck, but after a day, the hickey on his neck turned darker, and there was no way to completely cover it with makeup alone.
Yan Qiuchi lost control for a while, which really caused a lot of trouble for him in filming. In the end, he had to change his costume. But in this way, it was not connected with the previous filming. In order not to continue to delay time, everyone Re-shot the original scene again.
Xu Dahai's illness became more and more serious, his forgetfulness became bigger and bigger, and the memories of the past began to occupy his brain, but the father-son relationship between him and Xu Xingchen became more and more harmonious.
Xu Xingchen felt that Xu Dahai became more and more like a child, and his temper was still stubborn, but it was easy to coax.
It was cold in the winter, and the small county was also somewhat closed. The days were short and the nights were long, and there was nowhere to go. Xu Xingchen cleaned several houses at home, inside and out.
This cleaning has brought out a lot of past memories, his textbooks in middle school, his childhood toys, and two of his diaries.
He has been in love since the third day of junior high, and the diary is full of young boys' thoughts. Now sitting on the bed and reading a few articles, he can see goosebumps all over.
He didn't even remember when he was so Qiongyao, there were stickers of Xiaolongnu in his diary, Cui Zhiyou in "Stairway to Heaven", and Lee Junki in "The King's Man".
He remembered the first same-sex movie he watched in his life, "The King's Man". After the college entrance examination, he and Yu Chenglin went to the Internet cafe on Huimin Road to watch it together. At that time, the two of them were still in an ambiguous period, and the Internet cafe only had one chair. A headset, two people crammed into a chair, leaning against each other, using a large headset.
After watching the movie, they went to play billiards in the billiard hall south of the movie theater, and Yu Chenglin taught him hand by hand.
It was also that day when he came home and bumped into a woman who came out of their master bedroom disheveled. Xu Dahai was lying on the bed shirtless, snoring loudly.
He lost his temper and fought with Xu Dahai for a long time. In the end, Xu Dahai beat him up. He ran away from home angrily and stayed at Yu Chenglin's house for a few days. .
Looking back now, the mood is very different.
At that time, he could not accept Xu Dahai's remarriage at all, and was very resistant to having a stepmother, not only for the sake of his deceased mother, but also for his own self-esteem, and felt ashamed.
Ironically, when he was about to come out later, Xu Dahai also thought he was ashamed, perverted and ill.
He felt that the man Xu Dahai couldn't understand him at all. He had just been exposed to the Internet at that time and knew that homosexuality was not a pervert. Many places were calling for equality of sexual orientation. Even some countries in the West accepted same-sex marriage. Even doctors said that this is not a disease. , just "fireworks of different colors".
He still had these words in his diary, and the handwriting was scribbled. It was obvious that he had just been scolded by Xu Dahai when he wrote it, and he was very angry.
Now that I have grown up, I can understand Xu Dahai.
The development of this society is too fast. One generation has the imprint of one generation. Life is a process of continuous growth and change. The regret is that people understand, but they cannot start all over again.
Time can change everything, just like Xu Dahai, who did not hesitate to cut off his father-son relationship with him in the past, but now he occasionally asks when eating:
"You haven't gone back for so long, does that person have any opinion?"
"Why hasn't your phone been ringing recently?"
Later, he even used "Xiao Sun" to address Sun Mingzhi for the first time: "What is Xiao Sun doing?"
Xu Xingchen did not tell Xu Dahai that he had broken up with Sun Mingzhi. Probably the father-son relationship between him and Xu Dahai was complicated and heavy enough, which eased his emotional pain. Thinking of Sun Mingzhi, he didn't even have any hatred anymore. After crying twice in his dreams, he was all overtaken by Xu Dahai's affairs. filled.
For example, taking care of Xu Dahai's daily life, exercising his memory, and taking him to see a doctor. Xu Dahai didn't cooperate much, and it was the place that gave him the most headache.
"I asked the doctor long ago," Xu Dahai said, "it's useless, spending money in vain, will eventually reach that point."
In the end, Xu Xingchen also knew in the past few days of seeking medicine and medicine.
Xu Dahai asked him to go back to Beijing.
"Let's talk about it later." Xu Xingchen said.
Xu Dahai stopped urging him, because the Spring Festival was coming.
On New Year's Eve, Xu Xingchen climbed up the ladder and pasted the spring couplets on the gate, with a "spring" in the middle and an upside-down "blessing" at both ends, meaning "blessing is here". Aunt Zhao and the others were holding bowls and chatting with him while eating. Xu Dahai carefully supported the ladder below, and the commander said, "Go a little to the left, and a little to the left."
The sound of firecrackers came from a distance. This was the last Spring Festival that their father and son spent together.
On New Year's Eve, Xu Dahai fell ill with a high fever, and Xu Xingchen spent the night in the hospital corridor.
When he returned from the county hospital the next day, Xu Dahai gave him all the keys, bank cards, and passbooks in his home.
"You still have so much money." Xu Xingchen looked at the passbook slips in surprise: "Then you said you didn't have any money when you saw a doctor."
"It's useless," Xu Dahai handed him a green bank card with some thin hands: "This ABC card is the one you sent me money, and I don't know how much, anyway, you're all there. Inside..."
When he wanted to cut off the relationship between father and son, Xu Dahai threatened to support him for so many years and he had to pay it back. Add up to an estimated one hundred thousand.
"Even if you don't get married, you have to have a home. I heard from them that the housing prices in Beijing are very expensive... Well, when I die, you will sell the house... Or after a few years, it may be demolished, I guess Enough for you to make a down payment. I haven't saved much in the past few years. I spent all these years seeing a doctor... Alas," Xu Dahai sighed again, and the topic suddenly changed: "You said that I am old, and you will die when you die. Now, who will care for you, and you don't have any children..."
Xu Xingchen paused and said, "These days, there are many people who don't get married. As long as you have money, it is better to live in a nursing home when you are old than at home."
Xu Dahai obviously couldn't understand it, and he couldn't accept such a thing as living in a sanatorium, but it was a dead end, and it was destined to be like this. He was worried and anxious, but there was nothing he could do.
He wept silently.
Xu Xingchen rarely saw him cry, and felt a little uncomfortable, saying, "You don't have to worry about me. The society is developing so fast, maybe everyone will not get married by then. If you think about ten years ago, you would have thought that divorce is so common now. If you haven’t been to a big city, you don’t know that there are a lot of older men and women in Beishangguang, and they won’t get married. When I get older, maybe I can adopt one. As long as I work hard, the adopted child will be no better than the biological one. Poor. When I get old, it is estimated that both men will be able to get married. Do you know how many countries can get gay licenses now?"
"It's all probable, it's all estimates, then maybe you're old and don't have a single person, and no one cares when you're sick. You don't have any siblings either."
Xu Dahai became more and more sad, covering his face and crying.
Xu Dahai is old, he is really old, the father who beat him to the ground, has now become an old man who will cry in front of him.
The camera moved from Cai Jun's back to Shen Jintai's face. Shen Jintai licked his lower lip slightly, his throat moved, his eyes were wet, but his expression was calm.
If it was his own father, he might have come forward and hugged him, but as Xu Xingchen, he could only sit there, stretch out a hand, and put it on Cai Jun's back.
Li Meilan turned her head slightly beside her and wiped away her tears.