Some time ago, Xu Xingchen kept all the money in a bank card. He gave this card to Xu Dahai and said, "The password is still your birthday."
Xu Dahai thought he had accepted his proposal, so he didn't speak, took the bank card and said, "When you arrive in Beijing, you can work hard, don't worry about me, and live a good life with Xiao Sun."
He was a little regretful that he couldn't see Sun Mingzhi.
He refused to see him and wanted to see him.
Xu Xingchen said, "We have broken up."
Xu Dahai was stunned for a moment, then silent for a while, and asked, "Is it because of me?"
"No, it's our own problem."
Xu Dahai sighed.
What I wanted to say came to my mouth, and I swallowed it back.
These two men are together, can't get married, can't have children, and they're gone when they say goodbye. It's really unreliable.
But it's useless to say that.
There is only endless worry left, not knowing what to say.
"So I don't plan to go back to Beijing, I plan to stay at home for a while." Xu Xingchen said.
"Not working?"
Xu Xingchen said, "You can find another father for as long as you work, but I only have one father, and if I don't have one, I'll be gone. You let me go back to Beijing, don't worry about you, you feel at ease, how about me? Let's go here. In a local nursing home, how can the conditions be better, when you don’t know anyone, you dare not expect your own son, and you still expect them to take good care of you?”
Xu Dahai has become an old child's temper. Hearing this, he seemed a little flustered, and touched his knee.
"You were able to cut ties with me at the beginning, but now you are afraid that I will annoy you? You are right, we are not a father and a son and a filial piety, kiss, we can't go anywhere, and we can't go far, so we just make do with it. Go on, no matter how much your son dislikes you, he will always be better than outsiders."
Xu Dahai lowered his head, rubbed his knees with both hands, and said, "Maybe in the future, you will be in charge of eating, drinking, and Lazard."
Xu Xingchen said: "I'm not for you either, I may come back to live in the future, my son is in a big city, and he is famous, but Laozi fell ill, but he was thrown into the nursing home and asked me to stay there in the future. How can my hometown raise its head and go to a nursing home, don’t even think about it, and die before me.”
After he finished speaking, he opened the door and went out. After a while, Xu Dahai chased out and handed over the bank card in his hand. His dignity as a father seemed to be completely disintegrated at this moment, like a child who needs to see the eyes of adults, saying: " Then... you should take it, my brain, maybe one day I can't remember where I put it."
"Crack." Qiu Hong stood up and said, "OK, it's over."
Shen Jintai and Cai Jun came to watch the replay, only to find that Shen Ruhai and the others were here. He was still immersed in the play and called out "Dad".
Probably also touched by the content of the filming just now, Shen Ruhai said "hey" and said, "Let's see you... I told you in advance."
"I know."
Shen Jintai said and hugged Shen Xiaomei: "Let's chat in the car."
As he spoke, he asked Shen Xiaomei, "Is it cold?"
Shen Xiaomei said, "Brother, why are you crying?"
Shen Jintai's eyes were slightly red, and he said, "Brother was filming just now and cried for a while. It's not really crying."
Liu Qi also brought something to eat, which was given by the Yan family at the beginning of the year. She picked out a few snacks and brought them over.
Probably touched by the plot, Shen Jintai has some kind of cherishing for them.
In fact, he always felt that Shen Ruhai was also a little pitiful. When I was young, I had a bad relationship with my son. Now I am old and reconciled with my son, but I don't know that his son is no longer in this world.
If he hadn't come through, Shen Jintai would have jumped off the building and died.
Now, where did the original Shen Jintai go
Maybe just like him, he somehow went to another world and started a new life again
Seeing him looking at him like this, Shen Ruhai smiled and said, "You act very well, and I finally know how you work."
Everyone chatted in the RV for a while, and Xiaotang talked about the hardships he suffered when he was filming "The Pilot": "Now we are shooting the films of Mr. Yan and his company, and the shooting conditions are much better."
Liu Qi heard that he was injured when he was blasting, jumped over the river, and said, "It seems that it is not easy to do any job."
"Don't work too hard in acting. Safety should be the first priority." Shen Ruhai said, "I worked too hard when I was young, and I suffered from a lot of problems. At that time, my stomach was bad, and I wanted to maintain it when I was old. It's too late."
Yes, it's not easy to do any job, Shen Ruhai has worked hard all his life, he was middle-aged, suddenly bankrupt, his hair turned white, and he turned around to find the place where his son who had a bad relationship wanted to live. Not much.
As Xu Xingchen, he can understand Xu Dahai, and as Shen Jintai, he should try his best to give Shen Ruhai the same understanding.
Maybe he will never be able to be as harmonious and happy as a family with a loving father and a son, but at least he can do his best like Xu Xingchen.
Before Xu Dahai didn't know him completely, Xu Xingchen took Xu Dahai to Beijing, visited the Forbidden City, and watched the national flag raise on the ***, and even took him to Sun Mingzhi to work on a whim. where he looked at Sun Mingzhi from a distance.
Xu Dahai shook his head and said, "Not as good as Yu Chenglin."
Xu Xingchen laughed.
The doctors in Beijing could do nothing about it. After returning from Beijing, Xu Dahai's condition worsened. Gradually, he needed to remind him to remember who he was.
"who I am?"
"you are my son."
"What is my name?"
"Xu Xingchen."
"Then what's your name?"
Xu Dahai laughed and said, "Xu Dahai, Xingchen Dahai, the name your mother gave you."
"Then what's my mother's name?"
"Her name... her name... can't remember."
"Her name is Lu Mingfen."
Xu Dahai smiled and said, "Yes, yes, Mingfen."
Another winter, Xu Xingchen was worried about leaving Xu Dahai at home alone, and led him to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, passing by Yu Chenglin's fish stall, Xu Dahai said he wanted to eat fish.
"Do you still remember him?" Xu Xingchen asked.
Xu Dahai shook his head and asked, "Do I know him?"
"Master, I'm Yu Chenglin." Yu Chenglin smiled a little embarrassedly.
Xu Dahai shook his head again, stared at Yuchizi and said, "I want a fish, crucian carp."
He didn't even remember Yu Chenglin's name.
Xu Xingchen had been in his hometown for a year, and he and Yu Chenglin had become acquainted again. When picking fish, the two chatted for a long time, but Yu Chenglin still refused to accept his money.
"Okay, I'll invite you to drink another day." Xu Xingchen said.
After coming out of the vegetable market, Xu Dahai said, "This guy is not bad."
Xu Xingchen smiled, his eyes a little wet.
More than ten years ago, he called Yu Chenglin out of the school, beat him hard, scolded him pervertedly, and told Yu Chenglin's family, as if boys like boys, which is extremely disgusting and incomprehensible. A few years later, not knowing whether Yu Chenglin was straight or curved, they all jokingly wanted to match the two of them.
The past is forgotten.
Forget it, just remember that his name is Xu Dahai, and Xu Xingchen is his son.
I only know that Lao Tzu is old and sick, and it is a matter of course to rely on his son.
The two drank fish soup at night, and every few days after that, Yu Chenglin came to their house to deliver fish.
Xu Dahai was sitting in the yard, watching Xu Xingchen standing on the ladder picking persimmons, and asked, "Do you like this kid Yu Chenglin? I think he's pretty good."
He even went to the vegetable market secretly and asked Yu Chenglin if he liked his son.
"My son is not a pervert. He doesn't know. I'm asking you without telling him. If you're not, don't scold him. Do you like him or not? My son is a college student and works in Beijing.
Yu Chenglin smiled, surprised and touched, and said, "I am."
Xu Haimei smiled and said, "Then think about it, he still likes you. He is single."
Xu Xingchen received a call from Yu Chenglin and ran to pick him up. On the way back, Xu Dahai said, "I am dead, what should you do? There is no one around. You are old, who will take care of you, and you have no children. You still have someone around to take care of you."
Xu Xingchen was tired of hearing these words, so he didn't answer, the father and son went home with the fish.
Winter has passed, and spring has come.
Xu Xingchen gave him a pot of hot water and let him wash his feet, while he sat next to him and watched TV. Xu Dahai soaked his feet for a while, feeling a little dazed. Xu Xingchen turned off the TV, sat next to him and asked, "Have you washed it yet?"
"All right."
Xu Xingchen went to pour out the foot-washing water, then wiped his feet, and asked, "Who are you?"
"I'm..." Xu Dahai was stunned for a while, then smiled, seemingly embarrassed and sluggish: "Who am I."
Xu Xingchen stopped the movement in his hand, squatted on the ground and looked up at him: "Think about it, who are you?"
Xu Dahai thought hard for a while, then said with a smile, "My brain is confused now, hehehe."
"Xu Dahai, you are Xu Dahai."
"I'm Xu Dahai."
"Then who am I?"
"Who are you?"
"Don't you know who I am?"
Xu Dahai smiled awkwardly, rubbing his knees with both hands.
Xu Xingchen said, "I am your son."
Xu Dahai didn't respond, only said, "My son is Xu Xingchen."
Xu Xingchen laughed and said, "Yes, I am Xu Xingchen, your son."
Xu Dahai laughed, embarrassedly.
Xu Xingchen put both hands on Xu Dahai's knees, raised his head and asked, "Don't you know me?"
Seeing the change in his expression, Xu Dahai was a little panicked and said, "I'm sorry, you... you are, who are you?"
Xu Dahai remembered that his son's name was Xu Xingchen, and Xu Xingchen was right in front of him, but he didn't recognize him.
This day has finally come.
Xu Xingchen buried his head on Xu Dahai's lap and said, "I am your son. My name is Xu Xingchen. Xingchen Dahai was built for me by Lu Mingfen. Lu Mingfen is my mother... it's you..."
When he finished, he burst into tears. Xu Dahai touched his hair with warm hands, he was at a loss for a while, his expression gradually turned sad, and he also began to cry.
Xu Xingchen still has a father, and Xu Xingchen has no father.
At the moment of loss, love reached its peak, and they became the closest father and son. There was no estrangement, only endless reluctance and love.
Shen Jintai finally didn't have to suppress himself, his snot came down from crying, but the camera didn't give him any close-up, only a long view of their father and son.
After filming this one, the crew went to film the rain outside.
Patter, in the movie, the first spring rain of that year.
There are not many elements in the whole movie about "spring nights like rain".
When Qiu Hong introduced the background, he once said that Xu Dahai was a teacher of the people, and his favorite poem was "Rainy Rain on a Spring Night". In the first year of the father and son reunion, it was raining in the spring and Xu Dahai was facing the yard. In the rain, recited this poem.
On the wall of Xu Dahai's room, there is a word on it, and it is also written "Spring Night Joyful Rain". Participated in the calligraphy competition held in the county and won an award. After returning, I wrote this poem to Xu Dahai, and the word has been pasted on the wall of Xu Dahai's room.
The film doesn't feature this character, but every shot of the room brings it to it. Shen Jintai felt that this poem probably had a special meaning for Qiu Hong, so Qiu Hong used this poem, which seemed to have nothing to do with the theme of the film, as the name of the film.
Perhaps the relationship between the father and son is like this spring rain. It moistens things silently and leaves no trace. It is also like this movie. It comes slowly, quietly and restrained. When I see it from the beginning to the end, I find that it wets the whole heart, which is both warm and comfortable. Sadness.
The last scene of the movie is that after a night of spring rain, everything recovers, Xu Xingchen holds Xu Dahai's hand and walks on the field. The flowers and plants are moist, with red flowers and green leaves, very delicate and beautiful.
At that time, Xu Dahai didn't know Xu Xingchen anymore, but he relied on him very much. He knew that he was his closest person, like a young child. He probably didn't know what parents meant, but he depended on his parents to take care of him.
The movie ends here, and the meaning is still unfinished, and there is no need to say more clearly and more.
After the filming, Qiu Hong, who has always been calm and restrained, covered her face and cried bitterly. After crying, she folded her hands together, bowed to everyone, and said, "Thank you, thank you."
"Good rain knows the season, when spring is here.
Sneaked into the night wind, moisten things silently. "
Shen Jintai sat in the car and looked at the spring outside the window. The weather is getting warmer in February, and after a rain last night, there are green leaves and new flowers in Nancheng.
"The wild paths and clouds are all dark, and the rivers and ships are only bright."
He closed his eyes and said, "Xiao look at the red and wet place, Hua Zhongjin's official city."