Su Songti wrote: "Because I am curious about the culture here, I heard that it is a relatively intact part of the ancient Central Plains culture, and the local language also retains many ancient Chinese usages and elements. 】
How in line with her status as a child of a teacher!
When Su Song said these words for the first time, that was how he mocked himself in his heart.
She even felt very sorry for her true feelings, obviously because she liked someone, but she couldn't say it bluntly, but she had to find excuses to cover it up. And that excuse has to be noble. It must not only conform to the personality of one's graduate from a prestigious school, but also respect the years of parental teachings.
How false!
But a false person, sometimes she has no choice.
From the outside world, too many people are pressing for questions. The limitations of her internal character and growth did not allow her to say, "Because I have a crush on someone, so I went back to his alma mater to teach." Such words.
Everyone knows someone with self-constrained expectations. And if that person is not what he expected, he will be treated differently.
Su Song not only understands this truth, she is also a smart person. So, how could she take such a risk!
Whatever others want to think of themselves, just do it according to other people's ideas!
This time is the wise approach, Su Song knows.
Too often, sincereness requires the risk of paying the corresponding price, but it may not get the corresponding sincere treatment.
The Lord's Su Song, the injured Su Song, how could he not understand!
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Qin Huaiyang handed a new note.
[Then do you want to learn the language here? I can teach you! And, did you know? I used to be a student in Mianzhong. His life is only 23 years, and only 4 years have not lived here. 】
After reading those words, Su Song looked up at him in amazement, and made a simple calculation. So, he is in the same class as Senior Huaizhen? Moreover, it is very likely that they knew each other
No, he must have known Senior Huai Jue.
That person, but Wu Huaiyue! No matter where you are, there are always people who shine.
As a result, Su Song began to think carefully in his heart, not to be ignored and extremely humble.
Maybe before that, I was just thinking purely, just chatting to pass the time. However, now it has a clear purpose.
Why does Su Song want to come to Mian'an No. 1 Middle School so much? Isn't it because he wants to know the person who changed his life track, his past, his high school, and the bright youth in his mouth.
I want to know how such a person grows into such a way.
I want to hear how a classmate who existed in his past thinks of him.
Even, how much I thought, listening to the people at the time, casually talked about the stinky things that he might have at that time, or just a sentence, "That stinky boy!"
If you think so much, you can step into that person's past and know more.
Even if his future has nothing to do with him.
Su Song looked at him, nodded and smiled brightly.
But she knew how false that smile was.
Myself, how humble.
Su Song looked at him, smiled so candidly, without reservation, suddenly felt pity. Because I know that such a boy must also be the "Wu Huaiyue" in another girl's heart, a moonlight person. Such a person cannot be used to be harmed.
Too clear, the next step to use is to hurt.
Su Song didn't think he was innocent, but because he really felt unbearable. I can't bear it, he is also a "Wu Huaiyue" person, but he is not the "Wu Huaiyue" in his heart.
So from then on, Su Song treated him differently. Always keep the distance deliberately, too afraid that one day I can't help but start, hurting.
Too close, it means possible use.
She didn't believe in herself because she knew her feelings for Wu Huaiyue too well.
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Su Song has been wandering, because the two villains in his heart have been fighting.
Qin Huaiyang tapped Su Song's desk lightly and handed her another note. It says: [By the way, do you know Wu Huaiyue? He is also from your school, my strongest brother in high school. 】
It turns out that one day, I can become the "you" in others' mouths with him, but it is just a modifier, because there is a real subject-"school" behind it.
After watching it, for a long time, Su Song didn't dare to raise her head. She felt cold all over. It was obviously a slightly sultry weather, and my lips were shaking.
What a ridiculous and vulgar drama!
Fate is making problems, and fate is playing tricks on people.
Destiny is a demon. He likes to create opportunities, and he likes to hook his little finger to induce mortals to let their demons go.
However, Qin Huaiyang didn't know these. He simply thought that with people he knew, it would be better to open up the topic. He grabbed this thread and went to get close to Su Song, but he didn't know how scared Su Song was.
Fear of letting go of your demons and using someone who doesn't know.
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The meeting finally came to an end, Su Song had already made all preparations, grabbed the phone and strode out.
When Qin Huaiyang packed her things and looked back, she hadn't even left her back.
At that moment, he suddenly felt that, as if dreaming, it had definitely ended without a clear start.
When Su Song walked out of the conference hall, he sighed deeply and finally stopped.
She didn't dare to think about it carefully. Just now she nodded and said that when she knew Wu Huaiyue, Qin Huaiyang's smile and eyes, as well as the note he gave.
[You don’t know, when the brat was in high school...]
That piece of paper is still tightly held in the palm of his hand.
What Su Song was looking forward to, about his past, now finally has real carrier evidence. But why is it different from what I expected
It turns out that sometimes, so-called dreams come true, it is so scary.