The four of them, Yu Shan and Ye Xiaoman walked in front, Team Lin and the young man with panties followed behind to the school's Fengyu Auditorium.
They were walking and chatting. It turned out that the boy with big pants was named Dong Yuting and his nickname was fourteen. The reason was that the pronunciation of the boy with big pants was like the fourteenth in English. It turns out that they, like Yu Shan and Lin, are also childhood sweethearts. Moreover, the four of them were actually put into the same class.
Fate is such an unreasonable wonder for people who must meet.
After a while, Ye Xiaoman suddenly turned back and asked why Lin team came to Mian'an No. 1 Middle School. She was really curious.
When she asked, Yu Shan visibly stopped next to her, but quickly moved forward without any problems. How can she show care now, she must not care. While thinking in my heart, I would like to see what kind of excuse you would make in front of outsiders. In other words, she wanted to check the reason she had anticipated and his false reason.
Yu Shan pretended that there was no wave on the surface, but his heart was already tense uncontrollably, and his ears were also clever.
Team Lin said lightly, "Close to home."
Just three words? Yu Shan frowned, but what could be the surprise? Don’t you understand him yet
On the side, Dong Yuting, a very second-degree and straightforward big boy, directly expressed the aspirations of everyone. He put his hand on Team Lin's shoulder with wide-eyed eyes, buckled and asked, "Brother, you are too contemptuous of others for reasons like this!"
The corners of Team Lin's mouth moved without a trace, with a calm tone, "I didn't despise anyone, I just believed in myself more."
You said this sentence. In the second half of the sentence, Team Lin looked at Yu Shan deliberately.
She stopped.
Then they stopped together.
"What's wrong?" Ye Xiaoman asked Yu Shan.
Yu Shan shook his head, and then continued to move forward.
[Be more confident in yourself! 】
Yu Shan said this to Team Lin.
Dong Youting sighed and sighed for the difference between people. "The great master of learning is the great master of learning. When we were still foolishly believing in the learning environment, people have already jumped out of this prison of thinking."
"The environment is not something I can decide." But in most cases, I can decide by myself how I want to work hard.
After Team Lin finished saying this, everyone was silent.
Dong Youting finally understood why he could appear so sincere when he said "I just believe in myself more" just now with a blatant arrogance. Not only because he has the confidence and qualifications, but also because he has a self-awareness and humility that many of his peers do not have.
Know that your bottom line is there, and at the same time know that the outside world is beyond your ability, so focus on yourself more!
The environment is not up to me.
This is indeed a very heavy sentence. Everyone knows before they are an adult that there are too many things in this world that they cannot decide. However, who would have such doubts, in that case, why not just focus on the limited matters that you can decide
Don't be tired of external standards.
"Follow your heart" but you don't have to "do what you want", but you must "act".
"Desire" is only close to static satisfaction, while "movement" is an insatiable struggle.
Many people don't understand, but Team Lin understands.
He has his own clear standard of measurement. He knows what he wants or not, what is "as he pleases", and why he "moves".
For three years in high school, what he wanted to strive for was the current opportunity to grow up with that person.
The so-called high school environment and future college entrance examinations are just a way to grow together, not a goal.
Team Lin understands and understands the real purpose behind it.
It may be because of his life experience, so he has understood from an early age that the future is unfathomable, and the only thing he wants to hold fast is the present. The external standards always face the illusory future. As a result, those criteria for decision-making can only be a yoke to the real present, firmly detaining the present one I really want.
He understood it all, so he made a choice that made everyone stunned.
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After the freshman meeting was over, when the people went out, except Team Lin, they kept talking, and also during the meeting. In a small group with many people, Team Lin has always been the most silent person.
After walking for a while, the crowd gradually dispersed, and Ye Xiaoman and Dong Youting also walked away with interest, giving two people who were always absent-minded a separate space to get along with.
Team Lin and Yu Shan mingled in the crowd behind him, without talking to each other, and kept walking.
Some of the people walking around were whispering. It's just that the words whispered secretly, as if deliberately wishing to be heard, were clearly in their ears.
"The two of them are the two who quarreled."
"That's Team Lin! He looks so handsome! It just seems very cold."
"I heard people from the same school they used to say that the boy didn't go to the No. 1 High School because of the girl..."
Hearing this sentence, Yu Shan stopped and looked at the person who was talking fiercely. Team Lin saw that her whole body was shaking slightly, so he took a step forward and took her hand to continue walking, walking to the playground and leaving the crowd.
When he walked under the banyan tree in the playground, Yu Shan's anger completely exploded.
When she is really angry, she is always quiet. He didn't shout or scream, just desperately trying to take out his hand, but he knew too much how strong his strength was. Seeing his wrists were red, he was also discouraged.
Yu Shan stopped moving, letting him clenched his wrists.
"Every time." She said lightly, because she was holding back tears desperately, "What the hell do you want to do?"
Having been forbearing all the time, Yu Shan couldn't help it after all. She didn't understand, she just didn't understand.
But when he raised his head and confronted him, when he saw the cautiousness in his eyes, he was very unconvinced, and his anger was extinguished at once.
In fact, it's not that I don't understand, but that I know the answer too well, so I don't want to understand it, so I'm even more angry. Too clear, it is not that he was angry that he lied to himself to go to the No. 1 Middle School, but that he was angry that he couldn't do better in the exam. Then he doesn't need to be like this. In order to wait for himself and slow down, Qu Cai was in Mian'an No. 1 Middle School.
He can have better choices, but he doesn't.
This is something that Yu Shan never had to think about before the third year of the junior high school, because she had always naively and firmly believed that she and him would be together forever.
Together forever, this is a big lie.
People will always grow up, and everything will always change. And each person's growth direction will gradually be different. So how is it possible to be together forever
After completing the last subject of the high school entrance examination, handing in the test papers, Yu Shan walked out of the classroom with the flow of people, and when he left the school, he watched the flow of people rush in different directions. At that moment, Yu Shan clearly knew that growing up is the same as getting old, which means parting. Just like when my grandfather died when he was ten years old, grandma told Yu Shan, "When a person gets old, he partes."
[When I grow up, I leave. 】
Is it the same
It has always been like this! Bid farewell to elementary school and junior high school. When they grow up, so many playmates in the past are gone. The best friend in the first grade has long since been disconnected, and even forgotten each other's faces and favorite snacks.
After knowing the results of the senior high school entrance examination, Yu Shan knew that he could only go to Mianzhong, while Team Lin could go to City No. 1 High School. Yu Shan began to avoid him deliberately.
She thought, they are finally going to leave.