Yu Shan stopped and laughed for a while, laughing at the self at that time, a little stupid and a little naive. But it doesn't matter, people grow up like this.
After being strong, you can laugh at yourself.
It's all over anyway.
"It's silly! Right! It's clearly your own life, why do you have to get praise from others before you can run forward? If you don't get it, you have to be discouraged and give up?"
Yu Shan paused, and when she talked about it again, she had returned to a normal Yu Shan.
"These are all secrets, the secrets I have been holding back, and I haven't told anyone about it. Sister Song, thank you for your willingness to listen. It turns out that I really feel more comfortable after I say it."
Yu Shan laughed loudly and turned a little sad.
"What you say is like it's not your own business. The person who tells it becomes a bystander. Is this the truth?"
Su Song hesitated to answer, "Maybe so!"
Su Song hasn't tried, she doesn't know. She also has a secret, but she has not said it.
"Sister Song, do you know? Actually, I am still very lucky. I feel wronged and angry at home all the time. After escaping from the house, I can pull Team Lin's hand and go crazy to play and throw all the troubles behind me. .
My Captain Lin has been here.
When the high school entrance examination results came out, the people around me felt sorry for me and even blamed me. Only he told me, it's okay, the road is still long! Just keep working hard, he will accompany me.
When I gave up on myself, he, who was already ahead of me, walked back and stood beside me. He said to me, let's work hard together! Take the same university. "
How does it feel to work hard with one person? Su Song blinked and wondered, but again, there was no answer.
"Sister Song, I also know that Jitangwen always persuades with unusual rationality from time to time, and strives to be good for himself, not for anyone.
However, I think this is a nonsense! For me, it is obviously to stand with him.
I also admit that perhaps the reason why I think so is because of my own reasons!
Children who grew up in such an environment have always been afraid of being forgotten or even discarded, and have always been too lack of love. Although my grandmother and grandfather have always loved me, the love of my parents can hardly be replaced. Therefore, there is always a big hole in my heart, a hole that I can't make up, a hole that needs help from others.
I think that person is Team Lin. "
Su Song saw the Yu Shan tonight, and the other side Yu Shan, and she was thinking at the same time, would she have such a night too? Bravely, pull the other self out, face to face, or question, or affirm.
"Sister Song, in fact, I was able to think so openly and let go later, more because when I grew up I found that there were too many female classmates around me like this, not just me.
However, unlike me, they can have a boy by their side, Team Lin. "
The last sentence is very light, like a feather flicking lightly, it seems there is something like nothing, but the touch is so deep.
Deep enough to make people nostalgic.
Yup! It is so enviable that there is a boy who can grow up with him when he grows up.
This, not everyone can have luck.
At that time, with emotion and envy, Su Song suddenly remembered their first meeting, and finally understood what was hidden in the bright eyes that Yu Shan looked to him at that time.
In addition to a little girl's natural worship of an older sister, it is more of a longing, longing for herself in her twenties in the future, another self who is different from the weaker self now.
Su Song that night was finally able to look like a normal big sister for the time being, touching the back of Yu Shan's head naturally and gently saying, "Come on! Captain Lin's Octopus girl."
When a person is alone, he always longs for someone to talk to, and also longs for a well-meaning person, hugging himself and saying, "Come on!"
It's just that there are many times when you can't get it.
Su Song, there are too many moments like that, but if he can't find the person he is willing to talk to, it is naturally impossible to get a kind embrace.
Now, she has become the one whom Yu Shan is willing to talk to, needed and embraced. Then she should respond and be the kind person.
While responding to others, he was also responding to himself. Su Song was also warmed by a certain power, even slightly healed.
How good this is!
Su Song told himself that everything will be fine too!
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Taking back the long rope of memories, Team Lin, who is the first on the red list, and Yu Shan, who is ninth, although there are seven people between them, although I don’t know what the real result will be a year later, the two years have been good for Shan. The progress is very obvious.
Although reason is telling conclusively, it is far from enough.
However, it is "not enough" to make the present full of motivation and the future full of power!
That agreement is unlikely to be realized. In fact, everyone knows it well, but everyone is not willing to give up.
When a person dares to give it a go, when a person dares to do something with sincerity, the desired result is just as powerful as a tiger.
Anyway, it is a "tiger" in itself, and it is already cool in itself.
When affirming Yu Shan's efforts over the past two years, Su Song is not affirming himself!
Su Song also retracted his gaze and turned his head to look at the kapok tree next to him.
Yup! Everything will be fine!
Whether it is Yu Shan's grades or her own condition, it is getting better.
Yu Shan, who was originally just pressing the line to enter Mian'an No. 1 Middle School, is now firmly in the top ten of the year. As for himself, in the morning, he could take the initiative to embrace Wang Zhao, who was of the opposite sex, unharmed.
Moreover, he was greedy for the warmth of the hug.
Like is a force, it is undeniable.
Moreover, after growing up, the category of favorites will expand, not only for people, but also for life and the world.
With the power you like, keep going forward and make everything better.