There is a wall on the top floor of the complex with students' graffiti.
When Yu Shan was upset, he liked to stay there, watching the thoughts of the boys and girls left by the previous seniors.
For example, what you want to say to the ta you like, the university you want to get into, the complaints about the teacher you hate, and what you must do after graduation, and so on.
Promise, complain, expect, dare not speak out blatantly...
All those sincere feelings were left on this wall that has nothing to do with time, naked, naked, and frankly accepting the later young faces to look again and again, guess and understand.
People who came back later will continue to leave messages, such as the sentence that has long been said to be bad-"Thank you for your hard work at that time."
Yu Shan knew that no matter how many years later, they would still remember that they had left a message on that wall when they were young, although they would inevitably forget what they wrote. But the timidity and anxiety when writing the message, and even the eagerness to respond, must be remembered.
Yu Shan saw a comment on it, from someone she knew.
The handwriting is not new, the strokes are heavy, and they are signed.
[I long for someone by my side, take my hand and say, don’t be afraid. —Wang Qi】
In this case, when I was a teenager in Huaichun, it was too ordinary, and there was nothing to be moved. But at that time Yu Shan was moved, and couldn't help crying.
These are what Yu Shan deliberately ran to Su Song's room to tell her when she was about to go out.
The intention is too obvious.
Of course they all know who this Wang Qi is.
At the beginning of the school, after confessing his brother to Team Lin, Wang Zhao deliberately and solemnly told Yu Shan that he had a nickname called Wang Qi. Because of Zhao Zi, there are seven strokes.
This means that his younger brother Lin's nickname is "Wang Ba".
So Wang Zhao immediately received fifteen palms from the octopus girl. Yu Shan said, "This is called King Fifteen with King Seven and King Eight."
These are all vividly visible. When Su Song was in the shower just now, she couldn't help thinking about the words he wrote on that wall.
"I long for someone by my side, take my hand and say, don't be afraid."
That year, she also yearned for it.
She waited for a long time, but the person who could hold her hand and say "don't be afraid" still didn't show up.
Later, she woke up. She knew it was just a delusion. So she was also desperate.
When she picked up the pencil sharpener and stroked her wrist, she was actually happy, because that kind of delusion would no longer torture her, and she really didn't need to be afraid.
It's just that, in the end, it didn't die.
The evening breeze outside the window was blowing, and Su Song looked at the light-emitting window and thought, did he not die at that time because he had a premonition that he would meet such a Wang Zhao? Just like a dream that morning, she lay sick and pretended to be dead, and Wang Zhao was rogue threatening her to wake up soon.
Is that so? Su Song found it interesting and messy.
Now she was walking on the walkway in front of the room, and she walked to the window at the end of the walkway, where she wanted to blow the wind and sort out her thoughts.
This window is facing an alleyway behind Mian'an Street, and the street lights at the alleyway are hung at the same height as the window on the second floor.
The light of the street lamp was pulled away in the dark, shooting down in all directions.
The dim light was not dazzling. Su Song stared at the light, stepping forward, standing in front of the window and watching for a while, thinking about all the things Yu Shanhe Lin had said to him, especially Lin’s team. The phrase "he is different from us".
Standing in front of the window at this time, Su Song remembered that she was standing like this early in the morning. At that time there was a teenager standing downstairs, waving at her. So Su Song immediately looked downstairs subconsciously.
Surprisingly, there were people sitting under the lamp.
The distance is very close, and the back figure is also very familiar, it is them.
The scene when Su Song looked towards it happened to be that Yu Shan stretched out his hand and plunged into Team Lin's hair.
At this moment, Su Song heard his heart tingle harshly and harshly, with a long reverberating ding.
That morning, she also put her five fingers into Wang Zhao's hair like Yu Shan, and the fingertips touched Wang Zhao's scalp in the strands of hair.
The hair is like a psychedelic forest, and the scalp is like the land, making Su Song want to be there forever down to the ground and blurry.
That kind of touch is a touch that mingles all the senses, making people fall into or even fascinate.
Su Song was relieved for a while before he withdrew from that emotion.
That is the back of true youth, so it makes people want to cry.
Suddenly, Su Song seemed to understand.
Understand why the topic of youth is so enduring, whether it is a film or a literary work.
Su Song wondered, is it because most people who are in their youth can't really know how irresistible this period is, and those who have lost have to witness the youth generation after generation.
So, we all know what regrets we have left in our youth only after we have become witnesses, so we struggled to make up for it. And there is a feeling of pushing yourself-if you don't make up now, you will regret it for a lifetime.
For example, Su Song now.
Su Song finally looked directly at his feelings for Wang Zhao rationally.
He is her late youth that she can make up for. If she doesn't catch it, she will definitely regret her lifetime youth.
Unconsciously, Su Song had already cried quietly.
Yes it is. She admitted that she was eager for love, especially love from the opposite sex who accompanied and admired each other. Like Yu Shan and Lin team.
When she first learned that Yu Shan and Team Lin were childhood sweethearts, Su Song quietly asked herself if she was envious
The answer is absolutely certain without even thinking about it.
correct! My own growth is so boring and depressing.
During such long years of growth, there were few relatively close boys of the same age who accompanied him to grow up. From about the fourth grade, her parents began to restrict her communication with boys. Even after she went to college and lived on campus, her parents still taught her to focus on her studies and not to make friends of the opposite sex.
Su Song always remembered that the subject of a night meeting in the university was the first time he had a passion for boys. The earliest one turned out to be in kindergarten, and the latest one was also in the first year of junior high school.
When it was Su Song's turn, she lied. She said she was in the fifth grade, but in fact she was in the sophomore year.
She has seen a lot of works about love, whether it is film or literature. But when this kind of wonderful thing happened to her, it was really too late. It was late when she met Wu Huaiyue.
Moreover, because Wu Huaiyue was so good, she immediately raised her threshold of affection very high. So afterwards, Su Song didn't feel moved to other boys anymore. So Su Song felt that he was going to be alone for life.
But, thinking now, it doesn't seem to be anymore.
Because of Wang Zhao.
Because Wang Zhao's appearance told her again-your heart is very restless!