After a while, it finally stopped.
Yu Shan helped Team Lin go out and vomited a few times. Su Song moved slightly, and Wang Zhao groaned, making Su Song afraid to move.
Su Song, who was extremely bored, stared at Yu Shan and suddenly became curious. If you were 18 years old, how would you react if you were surrounded by alcohol tonight
Obviously, it certainly won't be like being kind. Even 18-year-old Su Song would feel very disgusted.
That year, she didn't have the opportunity to really get in touch with the lives of these workers at the bottom. Even if she had a chance to run into it, she couldn't understand it, and would even accuse her with a high attitude.
She would only think, doing such a hard job, she didn't even know what skills she should learn outside of work to make a good effort to change her destiny? Even so embarrassed to have fun here, a life of meat and wine? ?
No wonder! Deserve to live that kind of life.
This is what the 18-year-old Su Song really thinks.
But now!
22-year-old Su Song would not be so immature and only see the surface. She knows that under the so-called "happiness, life of wine and meat", they also have love and passion in their hearts.
Those “love and heat” that may be dim, in fact, have the same dazzling and scorching eyes as any outstanding young man in the world.
The "love and enthusiasm" in my youth comes from my personal dream-who I want to be.
And the "love and enthusiasm" after the prime of life comes from the people I love-thinking about how to better protect them.
Just like when Yu Shan and Team Lin wanted to continue drinking, several people who were already fathers grabbed their bottles. Su Song knew that part of their vision of Yu Shan and Lin team came from the thought that there was a child like this in their own family.
They all have a family behind them, supporting their "love and passion".
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Su Song couldn't help but smile at himself faintly, seeing this is part of his growth!
What is growth
For the former Su Song, it is necessary to do his utmost and highly effective to fight for all the tasks that have been set-study, examination, and advancement.
But for Su Song at this age, the definition of growth has long since changed, and even changed in the opposite direction.
She began to know how to slow down and see things she couldn't see before.
Whether it's an outsider's, your own, or the world's.
Or to be younger, face up to the fear and desire in your heart through everything, and then learn to resolve and pursue it.
Once Su Song thought about it, it was "destined" to happen. So she can only accept it.
She is afraid of "fate", so the way she accepts it is to escape.
Two years ago, when I came to this small city, I was escaping—avoiding that big city, escaping that incident, and even escaping myself.
But now, she feels that the former "escape" seems to have changed and become "not to be done".
She originally escaped to come to this small town, but she met Yu Shan, and then unknowingly imitated Yu Shan’s attitude towards life, and began to do a lot of things that she thought would violate her upbringing-all very Yu Shan style things.
And Wang Zhao, he also tried to tell Su Song, bravely go crying and laughing!
It's okay to put your nose on your clothes.
While thinking like this, Su Song unknowingly stared at the boy next to him for a long, long time, and finally she reached out her hand.
Rubbed Wang Zhao's cheeks.
Hmm... It really is a boy! Unlike Yu Shan's cheeks, they are soft.
When Su Song wanted to withdraw his hand, Wang Zhao suddenly reached out and held Su Song's index finger tightly.
"What are you doing!" He still used his usual sly tone.
Seeing him still closing his eyes, Su Song asked dubiously: "Are you awake?"
Without answering, Su Song defended his behavior and said, "I just want to see if you really fell asleep."
Wang Zhao turned his head and rubbed his head like a cat, and said in a low voice: "I... half asleep, half asleep."
Su Song's heart was so soft and soft by the young man's frank words.
"Smelly boy."
The scolding was too gentle, and Wang Zhao was smirking.
Just pretending to be asleep and listening to those older brothers and uncles talking about the sister-in-law and those warm things at home, Wang Zhao thought, something like this "shoulder" should be what they said, "Your sister-in-law will cook for me at home. No, I can’t say go back to eat. She said, save it for supper."
The shoulders are the same as the rice, they can comfort the aggrieved heart.
Wang Zhao said, "Su Song, your shoulders are much wider than I thought, and they are very warm."
When he pretended to sleep, he hesitated for a long, long time.
If you consider and consider, at this moment, there is no need for any prelude, just say it like this.
Bold and straightforward.
The young man was panicked and helpless. Fortunately, he could have a shoulder to hold everything in full bloom.
Su Song looked at him and thought of being on the top floor that night, she was leaning on Wang Zhao's shoulder, which was what she thought at the time.
The shoulders of a teenager are immature, but they are also very powerful.
Su Song pursed his mouth and smiled softly, while Wang Zhao curled his mouth and smiled wryly.
The surroundings are noisy, there are rubbish on the ground, and bones on the table. They are the only ones who are quiet here.
Such a moment is so beautiful that it should only be experienced once in a lifetime.
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When they walked out of the food stall, it was already past eleven.
This small southern city, even if it is already autumn night, is still just right and cool.
The evening breeze blew gently on them, and everything was pleasant and beautiful.
They are people who are returning home.
At the beginning, Su Song always heard the continuous chattering of Yu Shan behind him, but after a few intersections, the sound disappeared.
Su Song turned around to look, but it was gone.
Wang Zhao, who was beside him, saw Su Song’s worry and explained, “Don’t worry! Team Lin will protect the octopus.”
Su Song nodded hesitantly, only then did he discover that the street was really quiet, and the only pedestrians on the road were them.
"Let's go home." Wang Zhao said.
we. Home.
Let's go home.
Su Song passed these words over and over in his heart.
Su Song suddenly felt like she was just a very small girl, and then a big brother who was a little older said to her, "Let's go home!"
Fearless, brave, blatant.
How did this feeling come about
The remnants of wine, or Wang Zhao
Wang Zhao was beside Su Song, his fingers were not at ease for a moment, and he kept touching the back of Su Song's hand, gently, like a chick just trying to fly.
"Wang Zhao." Su Song called to him.
"Yeah." Wang Zhao responded.
Su Song turned his face to him and smirked, "I am also very happy today."
"Why?" Wang Zhao asked the little boy again.
Su Song said, "Not why."
You don’t need a reason to be happy, just like you can’t give a reason if you like it.
"I am very happy too! Because of you."
When Wang Zhao, a young man, faced Su Song, he always had the shame of a little boy.
The evening breeze blew on her body, so gentle and unbelievable.
His words were also blowing softly in his ears, and they were equally tender and outrageous.
The moonlight is clear and the night is quiet.
She and his figure disappeared into the night, their figure blurred, and the road ahead was long.
Will she and him walk together for the rest of their lives
Nobody knows.
But she and him will have very long and warm memories about two souls who depend on each other and cherish each other.