But before he could finish his words, Mo Xi's hand that he stretched out was snapped open by Mo Xi.
"… "
The smile on Gu Mang's face faded, and the deep blue eyes seemed to flash with some subtle luster, but that flash was only fleeting, and he resumed his thin and cool smile.
"Angry?"
Mo Xi didn't say a word, he just forcibly endured some kind of emotion that was about to overflow, and stared at Gu Mang.
At this moment, the expression on his face was like that of a dog whose heart was broken by its owner, but also like a cat whose tail was stepped on. Sadness and self-esteem converged on that pale face at the same time, and there was water vapor in his eyes. However, he still held on arrogantly, biting his snow-white teeth, staring at Gu Mang fiercely and arrogantly.
After a long while, holding back the trembling in his voice, he said softly, "I will believe it. I'm not like you, I can use anything I want."
"..." Gu Mang was silent for a moment, then sneered, "Look, you are still laughing at Wuyan. Isn't that the same with you? She insists on reluctance, but you believe in it."
The veins on the back of Mo Xi's fair hand were slightly bursting.
Gu Mang acted as if he didn't see it, and only said, "So you and her are actually not that different. It's all because you feel that your efforts will not be rewarded, and you have been resentful for so many years."
"Do you think I've resented you for hating you all these years, just because I don't think I'll get anything in return for my efforts?"
Gu Mang looked at the light and shadow in Mo Xi's eyes, and felt a little sympathetic.
But he was silent for a while, then said, "No way."
Mo Xi closed his eyes abruptly, his eyelashes trembled, and the emotion he had been suppressing suddenly opened the mouth, he burst out, "If I really just don't want to be here, you can still stand in front of me like this and tell me this. Words?! If I was just unwilling to do so, how many ways could I have already made up for my unwillingness, occupying you, humiliating you, poisoning you, I would not do these methods, but you think I really don’t know? Gu Mang! I treat you as my companion, as my best friend, as my…”
my sweetheart. my god.
What I hate is your betrayal and change. You have abandoned not only me, but also your brother, your dreams, and the radiance of your past.
And your former self.
"Go the other way, even if you have no entanglement with me for the rest of your life, I will not blame you."
"… "
"Gu Mang. You almost dug out my heart back then."
Gu Mang's fingertips trembled slightly.
Mo Xi's voice was hoarse, he looked up at him, his dark eyes were dark, like the stars had gone out: "Have you not understood it yet?"
"… "
Gu Mang was speechless for a while. Those black eyes are so annoying.
Gu Mang still remembered that when he first saw them, they were not like this. The first time he saw Mo Xi, Mo Xi was standing under the osmanthus tree in the school palace, dressed in a black serpent-patterned robe embroidered with gold edging, a blond belt with a high ponytail, and a jade waist around his arms. Bow, looking at the bullseye in the distance.
The wind picked up, and his wide sleeves were blown away, aware of the gaze behind him, Mo Xi brushed the broken hair on the side of his face, turned back and glanced at Gu Mang inadvertently.
Those eyes were still and deep, clear and translucent, like lakes that had not been soaked in the world. They had no emotions, and they moved lightly from Gu Mang's body.
Later, Gu Mang saw him several times in the school, once he saw him sitting by the stone steps reading a book, once he saw him eating under a tree by himself, and once he saw him just graduated from school The palace's cultivation stake field came out, biting his head rope while walking, and tied his ponytail. A long, white neck protruded from the edge of the wide black robe, sweating finely.
He was never alone.
"The young master of the Mo family is really arrogant."
"Spiritual power is a good thing. It's too strong to be abnormal, but that's not necessarily the case. Who knows if he is cultivating some unknown evil law."
"Don't talk nonsense, Young Master Mo relies on hard work. Haven't you heard the palace master praise him every day? I heard that since he entered the school, he has been training at the shooting range every day until Hai Shi. Hehe, I don't know who is doing it for such diligence. ."
Gu Mang actually heard a lot of such conversations back then. Before Mo Xi didn't know who "Gu Mang" was, Gu Mang had already heard the name Mo Xi like thunder. Learned many pieces related to this person.
Among these princes and grandsons, there are those with surly temperament, those who do not live up to their names, and those with wolf ambitions... There are too many of these. At that time, Gu Mang also thought that Mo Xi was probably taking the blame for himself, and he didn't have a good impression of this person.
until that day.
On that day, he inadvertently passed by the school grounds and saw two school servants kneeling in front of Mo Xi. Mo Xi's hands were filled with the light of magic. He thought it was this son who was using his power to oppress the school servants. When I went out to speak for others, I heard one of the servants kowtow again and again, and said:
"Young Master Mo! Young Master Mo, we were really wrong! I, we didn't mean to steal your money, it's just... just..."
A yellow-faced and skinny maid next to her trembled: "It's just that I'm really hungry. When I offended Young Master Murong a few days ago, the chief executive punished us and punished us for not having enough to eat... We were starving, and seeing you always 1. One person... only got the courage to come... steal... steal your purse."
"Wuwu, I'm sorry... Young Master Kaien, please spare us, my sister has not eaten a meal for three days... She is still so young... I am really afraid that she will not be able to live, so if you want to punish me, punish me, please forgive my sister..."
"Brother, woo woo..."
"..." Mo Xi stared at the brother and sister, silent for a while, the red light in his palm gradually extinguished.
He didn't speak, he lowered his head and picked out his purse from the Qiankun bag, untied it, and put it on the stone steps without a word, then turned and left.
His actions really made Gu Mang standing in the distance stunned. You must know that because of the old history of Hua Po An, apart from the servants brought by the noble family, the disciples of the Academy are not allowed to have any dealings with ordinary servants, let alone help - that is a taboo in the Academy.
But Mo Xi did it without hesitation, without making a sound, and without asking for anything in return, as if it were a natural thing.
Gu Mang looked at the silhouette of this young master with his robes and sleeves flying, and suddenly there were some vague and subtle feelings in his heart.
But if that's the case, Gu Mang's attention to Mo Xi might not be as deep as it was later. What really surprised him was that a few days later, a news broke out in the academy:
Fu Lingjun's widow, Mo Xi, was punished with whipping for violating the rules and regulations.
"Oh, the beauty of Mo also capsized in the ditch?"
"Looking at him for so long, this whip finally caught his majesty!"
"I heard that he gave his purse to a pair of servants, brother and sister, and violated the rules. He is a man who pretends to be hard on weekdays, but now he pretends to be pure and kind. If you want me to say, it's really hypocritical enough."
At this time, when the audience was talking about him, Gu Mang had a completely different feeling in his heart. After returning to his residence, he suddenly heard Murong Lian's unbridled laughter from Bieyuan:
"That person surnamed Mo is really an idiot, but it's just a bitter trick. It's surprising to be hooked so easily, hahahaha!"
"My lord is extremely intelligent, how could Mo Xi be your opponent?"
"Humph! It violated the taboo of the Academy. No matter how strong his technique is, he can't be regarded as a talent in the Academy, so he can compete with me?" Murong Lian sneered, "He is still too tender."
Only then did Gu Mang understand that the so-called "servant-slave-brother-sister case" was specially designed by Murong Lian in order to deceive his opponent. That pair of siblings took Mo Xi's purse and shells, and then they handed over everything to Murong Lian. Murong Lian sued and went straight to the school's elders, saying that Mo Xi Openly violated the rules of the academy, and privately taught and received from servants.
As the only son of the Mo family, although Mo Xi was not expected to be severely punished, this was a taboo in the academy. In addition, the elders were already family friends with Wang Shujun's family, so they naturally favored Murong Lian, so Mo Xi was punished because of this. .
Gu Mang was Murong Lian's person at the time, and he had no relationship with Mo Xi at all. Even if he was upset, he couldn't say anything to Mo Xi, let alone visit Mo Xi, and he couldn't make it public.
It's just that since then, Mo Xi has planted a seed in Gu Mang's heart. In the future, Wanhe, Songtao, Ying, Ying and Fei will grow up. All kinds of things are due to this.
The so-called fate is determined, the fate is written, it is destined to escape.
A few days later, Gu Mang walked along the green road of the Academy. There was no one else on the jasper-washed lawn, only a young man was sitting alone against a birch tree.
Mo Xi sat quietly under the shade of a tree, biting into the white glutinous rice dumplings in small bites, while looking down at the bamboo slips spread on his knees intently. There was still a whip mark left by punishment on that snow-white cheek, but it didn't affect anything, Mo Xi's lashes were still so thick, his eyes were still so clean, and there was no resentment.
Gu Mang stood behind the tree and stared at the lonely and beautiful silhouette for a while, until Mo Xi finally noticed the overly focused gaze, raised his head from the scroll, and met his gaze.
Gu Mang: "…"
Mo Xi: "?"
This was the first time that Gu Mang had looked directly at these dark eyes. He actually had night sweats in his palms. A person who was always cheerful and bright, had actually become clumsy.
He licked his lips nervously, and wanted to smile at Mo Xi, but he was a little overwhelmed. At this time, Lu Zhanxing came up to the road and saw him, so he waved at him and called him, "Meng'er! What are you doing standing there?"
Gu Mang hurriedly stammered in response, turned his eyes away hastily, and with red tipped ears, he ran into the distance as if he were running away.
The noble young master Mo didn't know him at all at that time, and he didn't even remember the first time they looked at each other on the boulevard.
But Gu Mang remembered.
Those black jade eyes...
In his memory, he was clean and unsullied, and he wanted to protect the pure land.
Gu Mang sighed and looked at the eyes that were so close at hand in the thatched hut today. There is hatred, resentment, pain, and unwillingness in it, and there is even a paranoid and violent luster in the depths. But Gu Mangming remembered that when he saw Mo Xi for the first time, what was in his eyes were only Shen He and Qing Zheng.
They still are.
Gu Mang turned his eyes away.
He was afraid that if he continued to read it, some words would no longer be able to be hidden. His heart that was broken by the spiritual core had already started to feel sour.
The thatched hut was quiet, and there was no sound from all around. Gu Mang didn't speak again. He sat down on the haystack, which sank softly, laying his head up in the middle of the fluffy rice stalk, staring at the zenith in a daze.
He knew that he should draw a clear line with Mo Xi, Mo Xi was his poison, one blow was fatal and there was no cure. He tried his best to build a wall between himself and Mo Xi, but when he saw the manic-depressed, sad eyes on the other side of the wall, his hands that were laying bricks trembled a little.
In fact, he really wanted to leave this cramped straw house. In addition to the smell of straw, the only thing he could smell in this room was the faint fragrance of Mo Xi's body.
He has a hard and cold mask, but he doesn't know how long this mask can last by Mo Xi's side.
"..." The two of them didn't speak again. The atmosphere was frozen to the extreme for a while. Gu Mang couldn't help getting up in the end, patted the grass clippings on his body, came to the door of the house, and glanced out from the gap.
Those bat spirits are still looking for a match, they are in a mess, and it is not a good time to go out.
Gu Mang had to go back to Mo Xi and sit down again, holding his cheeks in a daze. He didn't intend to provoke Mo Xi to be sad anymore, but the result of trying to provoke Mo Xi was that he himself was not so happy.
The two sat for a while, and Gu Mang glanced at Mo Xi.
Mo Xi lowered his head and lowered his eyelashes.
After a while, he glanced at Mo Xi again.
Mo Xi still didn't say a word, ignored him, and didn't know if he noticed Gu Mang's wandering eyes. In fact, since his emotional outburst just now, he has fallen into this kind of unwilling silence.
Gu Mang knew that he really hurt him.
In fact, Gu Mang knew very well, how could Mo Xi be like Wuyan
After all, they had really fought to death so fiercely. He was willing to sleep with Mo Xi, but now he accuses Mo Xi of being unreasonable. He obviously saw Mo Xi's return, Mo Xi's despair, Mo Xi risked his life to change his mind...
But with their current situation, apart from letting Mo Xi hate him and stay away from him, what more suitable path could he take
Mo Xi's heart is soft, and people are upright. He seems to be ruthless, but Gu Mang knows that he is kinder than anyone else. And this kind of kindness is like the helping hand he gave to the servants of the school, and in the end it is often easy to become a knife and gun used by others to calculate him.
Therefore, since Gu Mang has chosen this path, it is enough for him as long as Mo Xi has pure hatred for him. There is no need for "sympathy", "injustice", "unwillingness", and no need for even a little love.
It's just that when he was so close to him, when he smelled the familiar scent on him, Gu Mang's heart would still be as unsettled as yesterday. Even if he knew what he should do, he still couldn't help but feel a little bit of pity. Xiao thought.
Xiao thought that if everything could be changed, he would still be able to approach him like before, hug him, and linger with him... If he could use love again, he could say it again without any scruples. "I love you".
How good would that be.
After being silent for a while, Gu Mang finally spoke to break the suffocating silence, although he deliberately staggered the topic: "Cough... Suddenly I remembered, where is Yue Chenqing's life spar?"
Mo Xi still didn't look at him: "In my universe."
"Take it out and see."
The stone adorned with agate dzi was taken out, and the luster of the stone was abundant and became more and more moist. Gu Mang held it in his hand and looked at it for a while before returning it to Mo Xi.
"It seems that everything is going well on Brother Jiang's side. We don't have to rush out for a while. Let's wait until those bat spirits are almost in the thatched hut."
"… Um."
The two of them had their own thoughts, sitting in a haystack in a trance, waiting for the bats outside looking for a mate to disperse.
Silent for a while.
Suddenly, a pair of bat spirits tangled and bumped past their door, breaking the silence. Through the hanging bamboo curtains, they could see the gluey silhouettes of their kisses, and could hear the difference between the two demons. of flirtatious laughter.
"Don't worry."
"We are accumulating primordial spirit for the king, why not hurry?"
The female bat giggled, accompanied by a vague kiss from time to time: "Well... you will talk about the king, and you will say it in a high-sounding manner, don't you want to... "
The next sound was drowned out in their watery kiss.
"..." Gu Mang couldn't help but glance at Mo Xi, Mo Xi noticed his gaze and turned his face away. Just when Gu Mang thought that Mo Xi was going to pretend to be deaf, he suddenly heard him ask—
"What are you accumulating primordial spirit for the king?"
"Oh." Gu Mang said, "Wuyan seems to be able to absorb the spiritual current generated by the bat monsters below. This is the characteristic of the fire bat clan."
Mo Xi didn't say a word, but looking at his little half-faced face, he could see that he seemed to be saying "it's ridiculous".
"It's not surprising that fire bats are sexual masters." Gu Mang said, "When they all enter the nest, we will leave."
The pair of bat monsters who were crooked in front of their door were hungry and thirsty, and they could feel the warm atmosphere before them just by looking at their shadows. Seeing that they were about to push the door and come in, the male bat suddenly stopped: "Oh, this room is already occupied."
The female bat demon's voice was so soft that she could squeeze out water.
"The next door is still empty, go next door."
The two birds and boys went next door. Mo Xi was breathing a sigh of relief, but suddenly he heard a muffled "dong" sound from the wall that was far away from him, and then the voices of the pair of birds and birds were more clearly transmitted to their walls. in the hut.
"Baby, let me kiss again..."
"Don't be in such a hurry..."
"… "
At this time, Gu Mang secretly glanced at Mo Xi again - and found that Mo Xi's face was already dark.
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