Mo Xi wished he couldn't lift his leg and kick him to death. But because he couldn't see his face, he had to suppress his voice and said coldly, "Get out."
"Hey, how did you talk?"
Zhou Gongzi's smiling face hit a nail, and after a moment, he became fierce.
"Do you know who I am?"
"I don't care who you are? Don't you see what I'm doing? Get out!"
Gu Mang seemed to have some interest in him playing a bully. He stared into Mo Xi's eyes without blinking. The distance between the two was only a few inches. Gu Mang stared at him like this, but he felt uncomfortable. .
Mo Xi lowered his voice: "Don't stare at me all the time."
Gu Mang was very obedient, so he lowered his eyelashes and began to stare at Mo Xi's pale lips.
Mo Xi: "..."
Seeing that they were still entangled, Young Master Zhou ignored him and said angrily, "Let me get out? Don't look at yourself!"
He gritted his teeth and said, "Your brother Zhou wants him to accompany him, but don't you get to know each other and make way for your brother Zhou? Do you know where Lao Tzu is from? From the Military and Political Department!"
"Xi and Jun Mo Shuai, that's my buddy! Are you afraid? Believe it or not, I'll sue him, he can break your leg!"
Mo Xi: "..."
Zhou Gongzi's wine became more energetic, and the more he said, the more mad he said: "There is also a surnamed Gu, you little beast, last time I didn't let me kiss you, but I would be willing to change it. They all say that your soul is damaged and your mind is not complete. , Bah! If you are not mentally minded, you still pick people?"
Mo Xi snorted in his heart.
Soul damage...
Insanity
He looked at Gu Mang's face that was close at hand, and all the strangeness from the previous scenes appeared.
There was a buzzing sound in my head, and I couldn't breathe for a while.
"I think you're just pretending to be mad and foolish to make it easier! What soul are you missing? Where's your mind? You're a slut! A national thief!"
Gu Mang frowned and was about to speak.
"Don't move." Although blood gushed in Mo Xi's ears, he still reacted in time. He immediately stopped Gu Mang's intentions, closed his eyes, and forced himself to calm down.
"You don't move..."
Their lips were so close together, Mo Xi whispered, every word he said, a stream of heat brushed between Gu Mang's lips and teeth.
As soon as Gu Mang was stimulated by the heat, he instinctively wanted to get rid of him. But Mo Xi's strength was amazing, he restrained him with one hand, and said in a low voice, "Be obedient to me!"
Gu Mang didn't want to be obedient, but Gu Mang couldn't move. So the heat and breath of the man in front of him came out, rubbed into his lungs as much as possible, and then was exhaled by him, entwining hotly between each other.
Gu Mang glared at him.
Mo Xi was dazed for a while, his throat twitched, and he slowly pulled away from the news that "Gu Mang's soul is damaged". After barely stabilizing his mood, he opened his eyes and looked at Gu Mang again, fearing that he would mess up, he was silent for a while, and suddenly said hoarsely, "Have I hit you?"
"..." Gu Mang was startled and shook his head.
"Did he hit you?"
"..." nodded.
"Then listen to me and ignore him."
The distance between them was too close, and the deep breaths were sticking to each other, Mo Xi deliberately avoided his clear eyes: "As long as you are obedient, I will let him go."
"..." Nodding silently.
When Young Master Zhou saw that they were still hugging each other, it seemed that Yaxing, who was really disturbed by him, became more sullen and sullen, excited and annoyed.
"What's the matter, Gu Mang, are you still silent?"
"It's really rare, you always ignore anyone who comes to your house. Is this man very handsome or does his job very well? Or, he didn't follow our established rules and gave you a little bit of treasonous beast. money?"
Zhou Gongzi approached step by step, breathing heavily, smelling of alcohol, and muttered, "Why do you make you little bitch want to roll with him on the bed and let him fuck..."
People who have been drinking always have some inconsistencies in their speeches, and they will be hammered in the east and hammered in the west.
After provoking Gu Mang, he provokes Mo Xi again without warning.
"Brother, who are you? Turn around and show your brother to me? Look at your posture with him. I've come to him often."
Zhou Gongzi said, but he came to pull Mo Xi's sleeve in a drunken state.
"How many times have you messed with him? How does our General Gu feel? Is he hot or not? Are you still feeling good when you serve him?"
Mo Xi was afraid that he was really disgusted, and suddenly he slapped the face of that surnamed Zhou with a backhand. He was so powerful and his hands were ruthless, Zhou Gongzi was directly slapped by him and his nose bleeds, and he fell to the ground.
Before Young Master Zhou could see clearly, Mo Xi kicked him over, instantly turning his back to the sky and his face to the ground, an angle that could not be turned.
"I told you to get out." Mo Xi's eyes splattered with sparks, his silver teeth clenched, "Fuck you, you still don't understand?"
"You dare to hit me! How dare you hit me!" Zhou Gongzi shouted, "You, you rebel! Ouch!! Who the hell are you!"
"… "
"I'm going to report to you! No! I'm going to report to Mo Shuai! I'm going to report to my father, I—"
"Dang" a heavy muffled sound.
Mo Xi threw something next to Zhou Gongzi's eyelids. Zhou Gongzi looked at it in a daze, and immediately broke out in a cold sweat. He was sober for the most part, twitched comically, and said nothing.
Mo Xi was so disgusted by his previous rascal words that his face was a little distorted, and Sen Ran said, "Are you still playing it?"
"I don't play it anymore, I don't play it anymore."
"Are you still looking for him?"
"I don't look for it anymore."
Mo Xi let go of him and kicked him: "Go away! Don't let me see you again."
Zhou Gongzi staggered to get up and stumbled and rolled away, not even daring to turn his head back.
Mo Xi stood there coldly for a while to calm himself down, then leaned over and picked up the "Golden Order of the Chonghua Military and Political Department" on the ground. Gu Mang stood quietly by the wall with his hands behind his waist, watching obediently without saying a word.
The initial shock has subsided in this commotion, Mo Xi originally wanted to ask Gu Mang something more, but when he saw Gu Mang's peaceful face, he only felt that his heart was cut by a knife, and he was upset.
It's useless to ask, continue to stay and don't know what will happen again.
But at this moment of silence, Gu Mang suddenly spoke.
"He's afraid of you."
"… "
"You're also afraid of him."
As if insulted, Mo Xi suddenly turned his head and glared at him: "What am I afraid of him?"
"You're afraid he'll recognize you."
"..." Mo Xi paused for a while, his anger stopped, but his eyes were still unhappy, "What does it have to do with you?"
"Then does he recognize you?"
"...No." Mo Xi's voice was cold and hard.
It seemed that Gu Mang's scorching breath had never appeared before.
"But he saw your sign..."
"That's a token that every high-ranking official of the Military Aircraft Administration will have. It doesn't have a name." Mo Xi glanced at him while buttoning his sleeve, and was silent for a while, "...You have it too."
Gu Mang was a little surprised: "I have it too?"
His dazed reaction touched Mo Xi, and Mo Xi was no longer willing to talk to him any more. He didn't know what he would do if he continued to stay. So he pushed open the door and left without looking back.
Walking outside on the street, the cold night wind kept blowing on his face, he tried to calm himself, but it always ended in failure.
Damaged soul... Insane... Hahahahahaha... Insane? !
The night wind whistled across his face, and the corners of his eyes hurt like a knife.
He had been looking forward to the reckoning for so long, but he was looking forward to such an unresolved ending.
who did it! who did it? ! !
Is it Liao Kingdom? Is it Murong Lian? Or... or Gu Mang could not bear the humiliation, so he made his own choice - the more he thought about it, the more chaotic it became, and in the end, sadness came from it.
mentally ill.
Why does my heart hurt so much... Yes, yes, Gu Mang gave him friendship and redemption, but he repaid everything he could. He even nearly took his own life to save him from the wrong path. superior!
What else does he owe him, what else does he miss? Whether his soul is damaged or his brain is not damaged, what does it have to do with him
On the empty street in the middle of the night, Mo Xi stopped and breathed a sigh of relief.
But after so many years of obsession, I only waited until a blank page...
His hands trembled uncontrollably, and the flames in his palms burst into flames, and the ignited fireball slammed into the river in the distance like venting his anger, with a bang! A cloud of smoke hissed.
Gu Mang blamed him.
God knows how much he wants to hear from Gu Mang's mouth, "I turned my back on you, left you, deceived you, I have regrets, I cared about you." But even this could not be fulfilled, and in the end it was only exchanged for a wise man Lose the lunatic fool who forgot about him? ! Why? ! !
Mo Xi closed his eyes in pain.
After so many years, he thought he had given up his obsession, but he was deceiving himself.
Gu Mang was too important to him.
This person has taken too many of his firsts, the first time to subdue demons, the first time to have a long talk, the first time to fight side by side...
And at the age of twenty, the day he was weak, that night—perhaps he drank a little more, or maybe that drink was nothing at all—
He slept with Gu Mang for the first time.
He still remembered Gu Mang's expression at that time, and Gu Mang had a good face in this regard. Even though his eyes were wet and his lips were bitten, he still had to bite the bullet and said that he didn't leave a little red in the midst of thousands of flowers. You are nothing at all, everyone is a man, and it's good to be happy with each other. Come, come, do you want Brother Gu Mang to guide you
But Gu Mang shouldn't talk like that, Mo Xi didn't have much reason at all at that time.
One of his heart is hot, and he doesn't know how long the friendship will burn. He knew that he would not do such a thing with anyone just because of a little alcohol.
He did this just because he had a fiery desire and a deep love that could not be concealed.
But Gu Mang didn't understand it at the time. Gu Mang just wanted to save his own face, and he was talking nonsense like that. In the end, he destroyed Mo Xi's little sanity with his own hands.
Afterwards, Gu Mang couldn't hold it anymore, he began to lie between the pillows and the mattress, shaking his head and choking, he began to beg to slow down and not to exert such force, and even began to choke and confess that although he had slept with a lot of girls, he had never slept with a man before. The man who had slept with him was lying to Mo Xi, not to mention that he had never been slept by a man before.
But no matter what he confesses, what he confesses, what he pleads for.
Mo Xi couldn't stop.
It wasn't until in the end that Gu Mang was forced to cry by him, unable to speak too much, and looked at him with red eyes, and the desire in Mo Xi's eyes finally ceased to be so out of control.
He touched Gu Mang's face and said, "I'm sorry, does it hurt?"
There were tears on Gu Mang's eyelashes, his face was red in Mo Xi's palm, his lips were trembling slightly, he was really taught a bad lesson by Mo Xi. What's worse, who would believe that this military ruffian who was full of dirty jokes actually hadn't even slept with a girl at that time
Seeing that he didn't speak, Mo Xi leaned over to kiss him again. When the wet lips were intertwined, Gu Mang's tears flowed into his temples, Mo Xi touched his hair, and dried it again without any more words. .
Young people are just starting to eat meat, and even sages can't stop.
Besides, Mo Xi was not a true sage in his bones.
He just hadn't met someone enough to make him lose control before.
It was he who fell in love with Gu Mang first.
So all along, he kept his attitude so low, he never dared to ask for Gu Mang's first time, and only carefully handed the most important initials in his life to each other's hands. He refused to say how important these things were to him, he was too strong, but he still hoped in his heart that Gu Mang could cherish these pasts.
But Gu Mang stepped on his heart on the soles of his feet.
Yes, he really didn't want to stop Chonghua from judging him, or even killing him. He even thought to himself that if one day Gu Mang had to die, he wanted to be the one who judged him last, the last one who tortured him. man, and then squeezed his hand in the palm of his hand.
Kneaded into blood and mud, smashed to ashes.
This is for national revenge.
But aside from national hatred, he never really thought about Gu Mang's death, he actually just wanted to beg a truth from Gu Mang's mouth and get a sincerity.
It's been so long... In fact... In fact, he just wanted to ask, Gu Mang, when you left Chonghua, when you left... I, did you ever have any regrets
Then these years of love, hatred, and grudge finally came to an end that barely allowed him to breathe.
But the sentence "destroys the soul and insufficiency of mind".
Gu Mang forgot that there would be no pain.
And he was invincible.
No one knew about Mo Xi's private meeting with Gu Mang at Luomei Bieyuan, but in the next few days, the people in the Military and Political Affairs Bureau clearly felt Mo Shuai's irritability.
Although he usually has a stern face and always looks impatient when talking to people, but recently his emotions have become more and more obvious. Although he does not get distracted during the military meeting, his words He became more and more rude, and others said a few more gossips at the meeting. Although he did not interrupt directly, he would immediately stare at each other with a gloomy expression.
Until the other party swallows all his nonsense.
That's fine. One day, I don't know what the young master of the Zhou family did wrong. Inexplicably, he was passed over by Mo Shuai and trained for more than half an hour, saying that he was "lazy about military affairs and excessively promiscuous."
"Copy the military and administrative department's regulations a hundred times, and give it to me tomorrow." Mo Xi said, "If you commit the crime again next time, just ask your father to take you home."
Zhou Gongzi responded in a panic, and walked away in a panic.
Yue Chenqing leaned over and asked him gossip: "Hey, what did you do wrong?"
"No, I don't know..."
"If you didn't do anything wrong, how could that ice cube face be so angry." Yue Chenqing rolled her eyes and smiled maliciously, "Be honest, have you hidden the portrait of Princess Mengze?"
Zhou Gongzi suddenly showed a five-thundered expression, and his face changed greatly: "Forgive me, brother, how dare I!"
Yue Chenqing touched her chin and looked at Mo Xi who was looking at the sand table with her arms folded in the distance: "That's really weird, why does he look like he's taking soy medicine..."
After taking the soy medicine, Mo Xi couldn't hold back, pretended not to care for two days, and finally opened his mouth and asked the housekeeper about what happened to Gu Mang in the past two years.
Butlers are really hard these days. They have to be able to go to the hall and the kitchen, to be the master's think tank, to soothe the sorrow of the wife, to coax the tears of the concubine, and to resist the clamor of the son. .
The housekeeper of Xihe Mansion was named Li Mingwei, and the housekeepers in other officials' manor envied him, but Mo Shuai's mansion was simple, with no wife, no children, no concubine, and less troubles. Only Li Wei knew how hard it was to work under Mo Shuai—
Because Mo Shuai's questioning is always without warning. Some things may take a long time to ferment in my heart, and I can't bear it until I ask them. At this time, Mo Shuai's patience has often been pushed to the limit by himself. The most direct consequence is that he will want to know the answer immediately, and he will not be happy after waiting for a while.
Butler Li worked under this lord, and he always had to walk three times and four times. After a long time, he became an elite person. When Mo Xi was silent, he could already observe what Mo Shuai might be enduring, how long he would not be able to hold back his outbreak, and how he would respond after Mo Shuai broke out.
It's the same this time.
Mo Xi bit his lower lip and only said "Gu Mang..." lightly. Before he said anything about Gu Mang, Butler Li responded quickly.
"Yes, my lord, Gu Mang is completely broken!"
"..." Mo Xi said, "Did I ask you this?"
Sometimes it's not a good thing to be too smart, butler Li Wei obediently shut up.
Mo Xi turned his head coldly and looked at the hot tea on the small stove. After a while, he asked blankly, "... how is it bad."
The author has something to say:
Before boarding:
Gu Mang (shameless face): I live in the midst of thousands of flowers, without leaving any redness!
When boarding:
Gu Mang (crying face): I lied to you, I lied to you, I lied to you, don't be so fierce! ! ! !
After boarding:
Gu Mang (shameless face): I live in the midst of thousands of flowers, without leaving any redness!
Mo Xi: ... Why do some people not have a long memory? Well, the scar forgets the pain... Are you healed? Well, let me teach you again, be honest.