After that, Murong Chuyi and Jiang Yexue became estranged.
Jiang Yexue wanted to apologize to him several times and wanted to make things clear, but Murong Chuyi was so frightened that she kept avoiding him and did not want to be alone with him.
It's no wonder that Murong Chuyi has always kept an upright mind. Even if he has no blood relationship, he has always regarded Jiang Yexue as his nephew. I wonder which uncle would not be scared by such a move
After hitting a wall several times, Jiang Yexue finally understood that Murong Chuyi would never pay attention to him again.
Jiang Yexue knew very well about the ethics of Gangchang. Although the relationship was unstoppable, he always knew that there was absolutely no possibility between him and Murong Chuyi. The light touch on his lips that day was a move that he never thought about when his heart was broken, and it was the only time he had let go of the reins in the years he had spent with Murong Chuyi.
He just wanted to let Murong Chuyi know that he had never dared to expect anything. But even with such a chance to make up for it, Murong Chuyi did not give him after all.
After he had a bad relationship with his uncle, Jiang Yexue became a complete loner in the Yue family. No matter how sage he was, he was still a young man with no experience in the world. Unwilling, lost and confused. Fortunately, he never knew how to suppress himself, and was always trying his best to relieve his emotions.
Until the late autumn of that year.
In the autumn of that year, a group of Yuefu went to the north to refine the armor because of the mission.
At that time, Yue Chenqing was still young, playful and ignorant. Rao was told by his father many times, and he couldn't help sneaking to the countryside to play every now and then. But the northern border is the junction of Chonghua and Liao Kingdom, and it is not a comprehensive place. One day Yue Chenqing sneaked out, but did not come back very late.
Yue Juntian was in a great hurry, lest his son be ambushed by the assassins of Liao Kingdom, he ordered everyone to go out to find him.
Jiang Yexue and Murong Chuyi were no exception.
—
"Do you still remember that experience?" The light of the blood pool in Huantian Cave reflected on Jiang Yexue's face and Yue Chenqing's face, "You were so arrogant and self-willed back then, relying on everyone pampering you, I don’t know how high the sky is, I can do whatever I want, I can run wherever I want, and in order to find you, we have searched all the most dangerous places in the north, but we can’t find you anywhere.”
He raised Yue Chenqing's jaw and said sensibly:
"In the end, I tried to use the magic weapon I made myself to finally find out your whereabouts."
Yue Chenqing looked extremely collapsed and confused.
His eyes were blurred, and he didn't know how much Jiang Yexue's words had been heard.
But Jiang Yexue didn't seem to care whether he poured all his words into his ears. After so many years of secrets trapped in his heart, it was finally time to tell others, even if Yue Chenqing was deaf and blind. A corpse, he probably doesn't care so much.
"I tracked you down and found that you actually crossed the barrier of Chonghua and ran to the border of Liao Kingdom."
"When I found you, your situation was almost as miserable as it is now. At that time, the monarch of the Liao Kingdom repeatedly conducted demonization trials on the border, and there were a large number of evil beasts infested by demonic energy in the countryside. I don't know if he was injured by some monster, and fell into a haystack, unconscious."
When Jiang Yexue said this, he snorted coldly as if he was self-deprecating: "At that time, no one else has found it yet, and it seems that there are only me and you in the world. As long as I move my hand, you will be dead. Those Everything you take away can come back to me, whether it's those boring dead things, or a living person like Murong Chuyi, or even the Yue family. Anything can be mine."
He raised his hand, slowly stroked Yue Chenqing's throat, and approached, as if he was asking someone else, but he seemed to be asking himself.
He said softly, "Yue Chenqing, why was I so stupid at the time and didn't kill you."
"… "
Huantian Cave was quiet and deep, and only Jiang Yexue's voice was the only sound.
Mo Xi, who was trapped by the poison, Murong Chuyi, who was seriously injured and comatose, and Xiao Laner, who had long been made into a puppet, were all just ants in front of him at the moment.
It's a testimony to his victory.
As he spoke, his expression was a little distorted. When he stared at Yue Chenqing's eyes, he could no longer overlap the person there with himself who was once a gentleman like the wind.
But so what.
He had already let go of his past self.
"You stupid brother." Jiang Yexue whispered, "He is really stupid, his life has been so miserable by you. But he thinks that you are Murong Chuyi's nephew and himself. His own brother, so he not only didn't kill you, he was worried for you. Seeing that you were dying, he sent a message and fireworks, he ignored the infestation of demonic energy, and took away the demonic energy for you, who was dying, and sent spiritual energy. Here, hang your life."
When Jiang Yexue said this, she raised her head and smiled softly: "How ridiculous do you think he is... How ridiculous I was back then."
"In that breath, I was hanging for you until Yue Juntian arrived, but I was eroded. But our father, when he saw you hurt like that, he just hurried to bring you back for healing. But he didn't pay attention at all. in my case."
"But..." He closed his eyes, unable to see his emotions when he said this, "it's a good thing he didn't notice my situation."
"In order to prevent you from being swallowed up again, I transferred all the demonic energy you couldn't bear to myself at that time. This move was extremely dangerous. Because once this layer of demonic energy could not be dispelled in the end, according to Chonghua's law , is to put the infected person to death - fortunately, after Yue Juntian found us, he only saw you, and completely regarded me as nothing." Jiang Yexue sneered, "In his eyes, I have always been a dispensable person. My son, if it threatens his reputation and becomes his stigma, he will sacrifice me recklessly and be sentenced to death."
"My mother is right. Yue Juntian is mean and unkind. In order to protect himself, he can do anything and give anything, not to mention me, who has long been annoying to him?"
"So, I didn't tell anyone about the fact that I was poisoned. After returning to the camp with you, I quietly went back to the room by myself while everyone's attention was still on you— Yue Chenqing." He sighed, "You can never imagine how painful I was that night."
He said the word pain very lightly, but the color at the bottom of his eyes was extremely deep.
"Five fires, life is better than death, whatever you say is light."
"Oh." Jiang Yexue paused and smiled lightly, "Sorry. I forgot that you are the young master of the Yue family. You have been cared for so well since you were a child, and you have never suffered any hardships. I tell you this, so what about you? Can you understand?"
"Afterwards, I tried many methods to detoxify myself, but to no avail. That kind of demonic poison is something Chonghua has never encountered before, and I couldn't restrain it at all. Instead, it spread more and more in my body. During that time, I often felt struggling and distressed, and felt that my inner resentment and unwillingness had become so clear, so clear that I felt unfamiliar to myself.”
"… "
"I struggled for a long time."
The bloody nightmare has passed, and the confrontation between human nature and demon nature was painful at the time, but now it has become an understatement in his mouth.
Jiang Yexue paused for a moment and said, "Until one day, I suddenly felt that I didn't have to struggle anymore."
"Yue Chenqing, I became like that to save you. But when I am in so much pain, who can I tell? From childhood to adulthood, forbearance, tolerance, concession, humility - in the end it ended up in such a situation I've had enough, I finally figured it out, what about brothers and sisters? I hate you! I don't want to be that fool again!"
Although Mo Xi's body was numb and numb, he could hear Jiang Yexue's words. He closed his eyes, and in front of him seemed to be Jiang Yexue's gentle and submissive appearance when he was young. He was gentle with everything and treated everyone very well.
Suddenly, the shadow shattered, and Jiang Yexue's sneering sarcasm was in the cave.
"My mother is right, you did take everything from me. If it wasn't for you, those things should have been mine! Why should I let you? Even your life... Yue Chenqing, it was I who gave you alms. Twice, you have been allowed to live more years in this world! And your fourth uncle... "
Speaking of Murong Chuyi, the viciousness in Jiang Yexue's eyes was covered with wet desire, "Do you think he ignores you, alienates you, scolds you, doesn't look at you, because he doesn't like you?"
"Hahahaha... What a big joke! I tell you, it's not at all. The person he loves most in Chonghua is you, because you are your mother who is above and beyond... Murong Huang's son, so he Even if you don't want your own life, I will protect you!"
Yue Chenqing's body was shocked, and she raised her head in tears.
"The real reason he ignores you - it's actually because I attacked him."
Jiang Yexue's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said slowly, "After I live my life in harmony, the demonic energy in my body no longer causes me pain, but can be used by me. Then I discovered... the place where the demonic energy can be used is really. There are too many. And what I like most is that I can use it to infect a person's body, and that person will never be able to get close to anyone other than me."
Yue Chenqing's wet eyelashes trembled, and the anger of the departure rose from his chest. His lost expression was still there, but the shock and anger made his empty eyes focus.
He murmured: "You control him..."
"No. I never controlled him." Jiang Yexue said calmly, "That demonic energy is impure, and it doesn't have that great effect. It's just that every month when he looks around, he will feel extremely hot and tormented, and he will only drink my neck. It can only be relieved by taking the blood between the two, or taking the highest quality heart-stimulating grass."
"It's a pity, usually, he would rather meditate and survive the syzygy rather than come to me by himself. Only when the calming grass can't relieve his pain will he lose his mind and be forced to come to my side. "
Speaking of which, he turned his head and glanced at Mo Xi as if he had remembered something.
He smiled and said, "Xi and Jun Bingxue are smart, you should understand that the day you came to the academy to find me, and saw my house scattered and blood on the quilt, it was for this reason. Came to me. He lost his mind that day, smashed things around in my room, I fed him blood and calming grass, and then carried him to bed…”
Hearing this, Yue Chenqing interrupted him angrily: "Jiang Yexue!! How dare you force him like this - I will kill you!! I will kill you!!!"
Jiang Yexue trapped him with Ji Kuo in his wheelchair, and wrote lightly, "What are you making a noise about? I will never force Chu Yi. He was in pain and called me a beast. I could insult him directly, but I never did that. I did. I just fed him my blood as usual that day, and then went to bed with him in his arms, and I had no interest in rape at all."
"Rather than being forced, I'd rather watch him lose his mind bit by bit, and see him break down more than before with each poisonous haircut. I just want him to kneel and beg me to fuck him. That's what I love. situation.”
Yue Chenqing was really going crazy, and Jiang Yexue was even more happy when she saw his expression.
He said: "My principle to him has never changed before or after my mentality changed."
"I just want him to say he wants me. If he doesn't say it, I won't move him. Of course, I have to keep him by my side, and no one is allowed to look at it, and no one is allowed to get close to me... For this reason I cast a black demon curse, as long as he is too close to someone, the poison in his body will spread to that person, and I don't allow him to say this, once he says it, he will immediately lose his mind and become a mere stalker. Because of my beast of desire - so, look." Jiang Yexue sneered, "Although I can't get him, there are no more obtrusive people around him."
"I can wait for him. Ten, twenty years. I can even allow him to be stubborn and not submit to me. But I will never allow him to be surrounded by others. Especially you."
Yue Chenqing said: "You... you are a lunatic!!"
"So what?" Jiang Yexue said calmly, "I'm tired of being a gentleman, and there's nothing wrong with being a lunatic. Besides, you don't have to be so angry, there are so many truths in the world that make your spine chill even more. What - for example, do you know that the fact that I hurt people with the anger of the black devil has long been known to the present lord, and he has fully supported me to do it?"