Yu Wu

Chapter 98: do you hate me?

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Although Mo Xi didn't elaborate, the others were not stupid, they immediately understood that he wanted to go to a place far apart, and then exposed his whereabouts, using himself as bait to lure Wuyan away.

Jiang Yexue immediately said, "How is this possible? It's too dangerous."

"If I can't even settle for a group of bats." Mo Xi adjusted the hidden weapon box on his wrist, "I don't need to be the commander of this northern army anymore."

Jiang Yexue knew that he was stubborn since childhood, so she could not persuade him, so she could only look at Gu Mang.

Gu Mang's expression in the bonfire of uncertain light and dark taught people to be indifferent, and he didn't know if he wanted to take care of this matter, but after a while, he finally opened his mouth:

"Xi Hejun went alone to ask what the group of bats did. Are you in such a hurry to be the uncle of the bat queen?"

Hearing the phrase "Send to the Door", Mo Xi glanced at him, turned his face away, and said in a low voice, "I have a bad temper, I'm too violent, I like to shout and kill, no one can see me ."

"… "

This is what Gu Mang said when he bullied Mo Xi just now, but he didn't expect Mo Xi to take it down and write it down, and at this time he took it out as it was. No matter how thick-skinned Gu Mang was, he was a little embarrassed for a while.

Mo Xi fastened the buckle of the hidden weapon case, turned his head and said, "Let's go."

"Hey, wait a minute!"

Mo Xi paused and turned halfway across his face: "What?"

Gu Mang touched his nose: "People don't look down on you, so it's not necessarily a monster."

"… "

"I heard that demons only look at people's skins. Although your temper is a bit boring, your face is still very beautiful, and you are pure and innocent. When you don't speak, it is perfect. If the old bat looks at If she doesn't get on you, then she is blind, and she has to go to Jiang Fuli's mansion to get a treatment for her eye disease."

"..." Mo Xiqing, with a handsome face, left with a flick of his sleeves.

Gu Mang looked at Mo Xi's back and sighed, "Alas, I didn't feel any great feeling when I lost my memory. When I wake up and compare, it turns out that he has such a bad temper all these years after I left the country. No, it should be worse. Now, I can't even make a joke."

Hearing this sentence, Mo Xi finally couldn't bear it any longer, and turned his head suddenly, as if he wanted to be angry, but he could not bear it, only his eyes were red and he said: "... Gu Mang, did you only know that I have a bad temper today? "

"… "

After Mo Xi said this, he left, and his figure gradually drifted away under the whirling moonlight. When he was about to disappear completely, Gu Mang turned his head silently, and said to the other people in the cave, "How about... I'm still Follow him, right? The young man is unreliable, I still watch him and go with him to lure Wuyan away."

Jiang Yexue said: "Come on, one more person and one more care."

Gu Mang smiled bitterly and said, "I'm afraid that he will get angry when he sees me. When you see him leaving, his face looks bad."

Having said that, people quickly followed.

Mo Xi stomped on his tin-embedded military boots among the dead branches and fallen leaves, and walked alone for a while, when he suddenly heard rustling footsteps behind him.

"Xihe-kun."

As soon as Mo Xi heard this voice, his heart felt extremely uncomfortable. He didn't look back, but quickened his pace.

Gu Mang chased after him: "What are you doing walking so fast."

Mo Xi ignored him, just lowered his head and moved forward.

"What about you, don't you want to talk to me?"

Mo Xi was silent for a long time, and finally said, "What are you doing here?"

"You've been in the army for so long and fought for so many years. You won't be clear about this deployment of troops. What do you think I'm here for?"

Gu Mang broke a dog's tail grass and played with it in his hand. While banging wild flowers on the roadside, he continued:

"Jiang Yexue and the others are dispelling Gu in the cave, and they must not be disturbed by anyone. In this case, the more people outside, the better to attract Queen Wuyan's attention, but just in case, the cave must be guarded by someone. , but the person left behind is obviously Murong Chuyi who is more suitable than me. Because he is the uncle of Yue Chenqing and Brother Jiang, he is more willing and should be their last line of defense."

After some analysis, Chao Mo Xi smiled: "So why are you acting so emotionally because you don't want to see me?"

Mo Xi stopped talking. The two stepped on the dead branches and leaves and walked into the distance step by step. At this time, they had not removed the magic spell that concealed their spiritual power, so although they could see some bat spirits wandering and searching in the forest, But not worried.

After walking side by side for a while, Mo Xi suddenly said, "Gu Mang."

"Um."

"There's no one else here now, can you tell me the truth?"

"Um?"

"Do you really hate me?"

Gu Mang: "...Why do you suddenly ask this?"

Mo Xi said, "I didn't bring you here, not because I didn't want to see you, but because I felt that you hated me so much, and I didn't know how to face you."

Gu Mang was quiet for a few moments, the surroundings were very quiet, only the lingering moonlight, the sound of rustling leaves, and even the mocking crows and birds seemed so far away.

Mo Xi paused: "Are you really resenting me all the time?"

"...What do I hate about you?" In the breeze and moonlight, Gu Mang's white clothes were fluttering and glistening. Too many lives and deaths, and his face is numb and particularly pale, "I blame you for not being able to be by my side when I was in trouble? Or I blame you for only taking me as a drink when I needed it most. Drunk and joking?"

"… "

Gu Mang smiled softly: "In the Time Mirror, you have asked me the same question. No matter eight years ago or eight years later, my answer is the same."

He raised his long eyelashes like spring flakes, like a curtain on the curtain, and the bright moonlight suddenly poured into his blue eyes. Gu Mang's blue eyes that were no longer yesterday looked at Mo Xi.

He said, "Mo Xi, I didn't hate you for these."

Mo Xi stopped abruptly, and he looked down at Gu Mang's face. Since he reunited with Gu Mang, he has almost always been strong in front of Gu Mang, and he can't say otherwise, but at this moment, facing Gu Mang who has regained his memory, what is left of Mo Xi

Gu Mang watched him grow up. Gu Mang had seen all his embarrassment, hardships, and difficulties, and tolerated all his willfulness and immaturity.

In front of Gu Mang, who had lost his consciousness, Mo Xi might be the lord, his companion, or Lord Xihe.

But in front of his brother Gu Mang, Mo Xi was just Mo Xi. The armor and bayonet were removed, leaving only a blood-stained heart.

With a trembling voice, Mo Xi asked in a low voice, "You don't hate me... why do you treat me like this?"

"What's the reason for this? It's like you treat me like this." Gu Mang said, "It's just our own choice, just like you chose Chonghua, and I chose Liaoguo. Time Mirror's curse saying It's good, to cross the sea of misery, there was no chase yesterday - since the past has already happened, it is useless to entangle. I have already put down those bad things in our past. With a ruthless hand, is there any other way to go?"

It was as if a smoking gun was burning directly on the flesh and blood of his heart, and Mo Xi's heart spasmed violently.

"You all let go?"

"It's already been put down."

Mo Xi closed his eyes, his long eyelashes trembled, "Gu Mang..." His throat rolled, and he finally sighed, "It's been seventeen years."

Gu Mang was startled: "What?"

"I've known you for seventeen years since you took me to the school to complete the first appointment, from young to weak, from classmates to battlefield... It was you who said that you would always be with me, you said that you were poor or poor. Tatsuya was by my side, it was you who used to—"

It's you who said you love me.

But what can Mo Xi say now? So this sentence stuck in my throat, and it was full of taste and sweetness.

Mo Xi closed his eyes, suppressed the trembling in his voice, took a deep breath, and said tremblingly.

"You have taught me a lot, taught me forbearance, taught me magic, taught me human affairs, taught me romance. Now you tell me to stop pestering you. Good."

"I can also try to do it." Mo Xi said, "Just before that, Senior Brother Gu, I want to ask you one last thing—you teach me, it's been seventeen years, and it's been half my life. You teach me how to let go."

Gu Mang: "…"

Mo Xi opened his eyes abruptly, poking at his heart: "Can you teach me how to relax?" His fingertips were trembling slightly, and his eyes were red.

"How come the three souls and seven souls are short of two souls, can I have less? I still have memories and consciousness, I can't let go! Going back to eight years ago and knowing that nothing can be reversed, I will still ask you if you can. Mutiny, I'll still hope you stay, even if you think it's useless!"

"Ink extinguished..."

"What is going through the sea of hardships, there is no chase yesterday, I have lived in yesterday for eight years! From the day you left, I have been living eight years ago - I hoped that you could restore your memory, but you did, But you told me that you had already put it down... Gu Mang, Senior Brother Gu... What the hell am I in your heart these seventeen years?!!"

When he finished speaking, his voice suddenly became hoarse and crossed.

The words condensed in his throat, and he choked up. He felt tears rolling in his eyes, but it was too shameful. He cried several times in his life, but almost all of them were in front of Gu Mang. It was forgivable when he was young, but he didn't want to be defeated in front of the same person after so many years. .

So he turned his face away suddenly and strode forward.

The birch forest is bleak and bleak, and the fog at night stumbles in the woods. Mo Xi was walking in this misty fog. After a while, he heard Gu Mang chasing after him. Gu Mang's footsteps followed closely behind him not far behind—they did the same many years ago, rushing to attack the enemy. Whether it was a camp or a deer in the countryside, wherever he went, as long as Gu Mang was there, he would follow him wherever he could see it as soon as he turned around.

That was the first peace in his life.

Later, Gu Mang betrayed the country and left, and when he was marching to fight, he and his partner no longer had such a tacit understanding. Sometimes he ran fast on a snowy ride, leaving all the generals behind, and he couldn't hear any sound accompanying him, as if he was the only one in the world galloping on a horse, rushing towards a glorious place. And lonely ending. He was not reconciled, so he ordered his personal guard to follow him a step away from now on, but even if the sound of footsteps and hooves came back, his face was no longer the one he remembered.

From that time on, Mo Xi knew that the death of the old friend was painful, but what was more painful than the death of the old friend was the change of the old friend.

Thinking that that person is still in the world, but it is impossible to return to the past, affection has become corrupt, the road has become a stranger, and the lover has become an enemy, that is the pain that hurts every breath.

"waste!"

An angry scream came suddenly from the front, jerking his thoughts back from the mud.

"It's all trash!"

Mo Xi's footsteps stopped abruptly, and Gu Mang apparently heard it too. He also quickly swept to Mo Xi's side and looked into the depths of the mist in front of him: "Is it Wuyan?"

Although the relationship between the two is complicated and the atmosphere is awkward, they both still understand the priority. Immediately, they glanced at each other tacitly, lowered their spiritual flow, and approached the direction of the sound without making a sound.

They searched for the sound and came to the back of a big tree surrounded by three people, and looked out quietly.

This look really surprised both Mo Xi and Gu Mang!

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"How to curse"

Mo Xi: Get out!

Murong Chuyi: Get out.

Jiang Yexue: Your Excellency is shameless.

Yue Chenqing: You are the little turtle! !

Pharmacist Jiang: Even if I spend my whole life, all my financial resources, and all the medicines in the world, I will not be able to save the IQ of your pig.

Murong Lian: Baby, you are so flirtatious.

Murong Mengze: ... It's not right to swear at people, kindness is the best.

Gu Mangmang: (The 10,000-character fancy curse is omitted below, but the ending must be—) But you are beautiful!