Among the people in the Orthodox Academy, Zhexiu's state is not the highest, but his combat power is definitely the strongest. If life and death are to be fought, even Chen Changsheng is not his opponent, because he has extremely rich combat experience and has been tempered between life and death. The terrible will, but he has no experience in this kind of thing, let alone any understanding.
"Doesn't she hate you very much?" He asked directly the doubts in his heart.
Chen Changsheng smiled, not knowing how to answer this question, but this smile made him feel the rust-like taste in his throat. That's the smell of blood. His expression changed slightly, his consciousness moved slightly, he sat and watched himself, and then fell into a long silence, his face was very pale.
It turns out... that's what happened. Could it be that my twenty-year-old deadline has come early
He could clearly feel that all the meridians in his body had been broken once, but he didn't know why, the thousands of blood spots on the meridians had been burnt and coagulated now, and they stopped bleeding. Immediately afterwards, he Understand why, because he felt her blood flowing in his body.
The clear and slightly cold lake water slowly flowed around the wooden pillars of the small building, and with the sound of footsteps, Xu Yourong and Tang Thirty-Six walked into the building. Tang Thirty-Six motioned for Zhexiu to leave with him, so only Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong were left in the building, the lake water was still flowing slowly downstairs, the little black fish was no longer as excited as before, but I don't know where the candied date's core went.
Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong looked at each other quietly, no one spoke for a long time, the room was very quiet, and even seemed a little deserted. He thought to himself that he was a man after all, and he should say some things by himself, he pursed his dry lips, looked at her and said seriously, "I'm sorry."
There are many meanings in this simple sentence of sorry, for example, he concealed his illness, for example, his life was bad, and it hurt you, for example, he couldn’t continue to walk with you.
Xu Yourong looked into his eyes quietly, and said, "That night, you said you had a secret you wanted to tell me, and that was it?"
"Yes, I have been in poor health since I was a child. After I was ten years old, my soul overflowed from the broken meridians. Master concluded that I would not live to be twenty years old, but..."
Chen Changsheng was silent for a while, then continued: "I thought I could live to be twenty years old. I still have more than three years. I thought it was really possible for me to change my destiny. I wanted to give it a try, but it didn't work out. Thinking about it, my twenties have come early."
Xu Yourong said, "Then?"
Looking at her snow-white face, Chen Changsheng could think of how much painstaking effort she had put in to save himself, and said softly, "I'm sorry."
Xu Yourong walked to the window with her hands behind her back, looked at the night sky full of stars, said after a while of silence: "You wanted to tell me, I didn't want to hear it, so there's no need to apologize."
Chen Changsheng was silent for a long time, and said, "Fortunately, the engagement has been broken."
"Otherwise I will become a widow?" Xu Yourong didn't look back, her voice became cold.
Chen Changsheng could feel her emotions at this moment. Some were moved, some were comforted, but more of them were uneasy. He looked at her back and said, "I will die."
Xu Yourong's voice was even colder, even a little indifferent: "Then?"
Chen Changsheng said: "Zhexiu's disease may be cured, but mine really cannot be cured."
Xu Yourong still said those two words: "Then?"
Chen Changsheng continued: "Senior Su Li is so unrestrained and open-minded, and he didn't agree to let his daughter marry Zhexiu. How could your parents agree to you marrying me?"
Xu Yourong said: "I don't need orders from my parents, my teacher is gone, my marriage is my own business."
Chen Changsheng said: "What about the lady? She dotes on you so much and takes care of you so much, don't you need to listen to her opinion?"
Xu Yourong's voice was very calm: "I never listen to other people's opinions on my affairs, and if you are really Prince Zhaoming, then no matter whether you are sick or not, whether you are about to die or live forever, your empress will not agree I'm married to you, so your question doesn't make any sense."
The starlight fell on the lake, was reflected, and fell on the small building, a piece of silver, which also outlined a silver edge on her figure, looking very beautiful, as if she might go away against the wind at any time.
Looking at her figure, Chen Changsheng felt that she was getting further and further away, and said in a low voice, "Then what about me?"
Xu Yourong turned to look at him, her skirt was blown up by the wind, her voice was as cold as the wind: "So what about you?"
Chen Changsheng looked into her eyes without any intention of giving in: "I won't let you marry a dying person, I don't want you to tell the world about our relationship, our engagement has been broken, as long as we don't admit it, Then after I die, no matter who you marry, it will be much more convenient, for example... Mr. Qiu Shan."
After waking up, he confirmed that his meridians had been cut off, his vitality was gone, and his days were numbered, so he began to think about some issues. This is his true thought, this is his own decision, he thought he would accept all of this calmly, but when he said that she should marry Mr. Qiushan in the future, for some reason, he still felt something in his heart. A hint of sourness.
Xu Yourong looked at him quietly and didn't speak for a long time. Just when Chen Changsheng thought she would walk away, she suddenly said: "As you said, the engagement between us has been broken, so we There is no relationship between them, since that's the case, what qualifications do you have to use the tone of your fiance to discuss how to arrange for me after death?"
Chen Changsheng didn't know how to respond, because everything she said was correct.
"But I'm going to die, and I'm going to die soon."
"Everyone will die, Emperor Taizong and Zhou Dufu will die too, this is a common thing."
"I'm just worried about you."
"You can rest assured that while you are alive, I can die for you, just as you can die for me."
These are the warmest words of love, the most sincere confession, but Xu Yourong said it calmly and indifferently, as if he was telling the most simple and simple truth, water flows downward, the sun will rise again after sunset, everyone will die, We are lovers who go together in the same way, and naturally we can dedicate our lives to each other.
If it were someone else, they would definitely not be able to adapt to the contrast between love words and mood, and would be speechless. But Chen Changsheng's temperament is also very special, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it, on the contrary, he felt that this was the one he liked. Because he is also a similar person, whether facing life or death or love, he will put his emotions in the deepest, and face and deal with them with a calm attitude.
"...but I will not live for you. While you live, I will live my life, and if you die, I will live well."
Xu Yourong looked into his eyes and said, "But first you have to fight for your life, and I also want to fight for your life. I don't want you to die."
This conversation about love before life and death has come to an end.
She won the debate quietly.
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