When he was crying, he directly wrapped Lu Jing with yin, so that she could calm down and re-enter her sleep.
Lu Tingnan looked at the scene in front of him, not sure what Shen Fei wanted to do, but he soon understood that Shen Fei didn’t want to hurt Lu Jing, nor did he want to occupy her. He seemed to be re-sealing her. The memory in her mind.
"Why is this?" Shen Fei asked Lu Tingnan as he sealed his memory.
Lu Tingnan didn't know how to answer for a while, but he suddenly remembered that he also had a different memory in his mind. After thinking for a while, he said, "Maybe it's unacceptable."
"Why can't you accept it?" Shen Fei turned his head, his face was full of incomprehension.
Lu Tingnan said: "You think, if there is an inexplicable memory in your mind that does not belong to you, even if this memory does belong to your past life or some moment. But these memories are all painful. Do you think you will accept it?"
Shen Fei thoughtfully.
Lu Tingnan continued: "Lu Jing will become like this when she recovers her memory. In fact, a large part of the reason is because of you."
"because I?"
"Well, if you didn't show up in front of her before, it was just to restore her memory. Her reaction may not be so strong. It is estimated that she will only treat these memories as a dream, and then at most the characters in the dream. It’s just sad. But from the very beginning, you appeared by her side to harass her, to make her feel scared, so when she recovers her memory, she might feel that these memories are actually not real, it’s all you The strong match gave her, deliberately made her suffer, so it became as crazy as before."
Shen Fei gave a wry smile, "Is that the case?"
"Otherwise, is there any possibility for her to become like this? Restoring the memory of her previous life is an unacceptable thing for ordinary people, not to mention that her previous life was so miserable, you think she would be willing to accept it. Is this reality?" Lu Tingnan said, "Everyone will yearn for a better life. Everyone is the same. There will be pain more or less in his previous life."
"And this kind of pain happens to be the most unforgettable existence in their hearts."
Shen Fei said unwillingly: "But, Xiaojing and I have a lot of happy times."
Lu Tingnan asked: "You may be right. You and her do have a lot of happiness, but what is the purpose of your existence in this world? Isn't it because your original life was too painful? Maybe you were very happy for the first half of your life. You haven’t experienced any big setbacks since you were young, but what really made you like this? It’s your pain. Those animals gave you painful memories. That’s why you Only then would you want to kill, and only then would you want to start over with Lu Jing. These pains kept you. If you didn't have these pains, would you stay?"
Shen Fei looked at Lu Tingnan in disbelief, thinking he was incredible, "Why do you know this kind of thing so well?"
Lu listened to Nan with a wry smile, "Don't think too much, I don't have the memory of my previous life, I just watched too much."
Lu Tingnan could not forget the other memory in his mind, especially the scene of his sister's death after being resurrected. He would remember it every night when he went to bed, and he would always think it was incredible, even if he understood those things. It's just another memory, which has never happened to the current self.
However, this does not prevent these memories from bringing pain and sadness to him.
Precisely because of this, he felt a bit empathetic when he saw Lu Jing go crazy.
"So in the final analysis, I did something wrong." Shen Fei asked Lu and listened to Nan.
"Well, you did something wrong in this matter. If you really want her to be happy and want her to be happy, you can bless her silently. After all, she has a new life of her own, compared with the one from the previous life. I have completely bid farewell. But you want to integrate everything from her previous life into your current life. Is this possible? It's completely impossible."
When Lu Tingnan finished speaking, Shen Fei in front of him stopped. He said: "The memory of Xiaojing's previous life has been completely sealed by me, but I really don't want to let it pass. Love each other, and say it will last a lifetime."
Lu Tingnan said: "I didn't talk about it all my life. Don't forget that you are a dead person now, and he is a living person. What is the point of staying with her for a lifetime? You are entangled in it. The pain of the past staying in the human world is not a good thing for yourself."
"Then you said, what should I do now?" Shen Fei already understood at this moment. His original purpose was not to bring pain to Lu Jing. He wanted to make Lu Jing remember himself and make him happy again. Life together. But when she saw that Lu Jing regained her memory and became like this, he completely gave up.
"Go to reincarnation. It is not good for you to stay in this world. You can still stay sensible now. It is entirely because your own pain supports your existence. But if you lose your faith, you Your yin will swallow you completely, and then you won’t be able to do it even if you want to reincarnate.”
"Reincarnation? Then I won't see Xiaojing anymore?"
"The past is over. It's time to let go. Besides, you may not see her after reincarnation. Maybe you will be able to see her again in the next life? The rules in this world are unclear. In case, after you are reborn, you may be able to guard her by another identity."
"Yes... Is that so?" Shen Fei was a little confused, but his beliefs had already begun to waver.
Lu Tingnan was very tired and a bit dry. He said so much to shake Shen Fei's faith. If he still kept his original idea, Lu Tingnan would not be able to solve this matter.
"That's true."
Shen Fei looked at Lu and listened to Nan, "Well then, tell me, what should I do?"
"First of all, you have to get rid of the yin qi from your body first." Lu Tingnan said.
"Okay, I listen to you."
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Guo Yan returned to the office half an hour later. He saw the chaos in the office and Lu Jing lying on the sofa, and said in doubt, "How is it, are you all right?"
(End of this chapter)