When I woke up in the early morning, it was still dark outside, and a painting boat sailed past the river outside the small building, dimly lit. At this time, the people on the boat should have already slept, but if you listened carefully, there was a slight sound of music over there, and I didn't know who it was.
"The plane tree, the rain at the third day, it's hard to leave the relationship... It's a more leaky tune, which ship is it?"
There was no light in the room, and seeing the floating light from the window lattice, Nie Yunzhu had already woken up, wearing a moon white clothes and intending to sit up, and then was hugged by the bed partner next to him, and slammed back down, Jin'er was with her. His shoulders were arched and arched like a sleepy little pig.
"Well, not sleeping in the middle of the night, disturbing people's dreams..."
"It's almost dawn."
"I don't sleep when it's dawn, so I will definitely doze off during the day." Jin'er yawned, her closed eyes didn't open, and she muttered after a while: "The plane tree, the rain... , in order to give new words to express sorrow..."
Yunzhu laughed in the quilt: "People are talking about divorce, but you have to talk about the season... Maybe someone important has left."
"Sister Yunzhu, you care about separation recently..."
"That's why I took the opportunity to meet him."
"I'm really not ashamed..." Jin'er muttered, "Sister Yunzhu, have you really figured it out? Everyone already has a wife, really... No way."
Similar words were actually said many times a few months ago. Yunzhu's attitude was firm. Jin'er didn't say it during these days, but he only kept himself separated between Yunzhu and Ning Yi in terms of actions, so they didn't make much progress. . But to be honest, even if there is no progress, the two of them can go along with the situation, and they will feel satisfied when they get together to play the piano and sing.
She understands that Sister Yunzhu has such a disposition, but in the past, after a man who was more romantic and open-minded, after winning the favor of a woman, all he thought was to enter the house and gain the innocence of a woman. After so many years in the Golden Wind Tower, Jin Er Also clearly. Ning Yi could not be moved by this, but it really made Jin'er a little admired.
In recent days, it is said that Ning Yi will go to Suzhou and Hangzhou with his wife after the summer, and it is estimated that they will stay there for a few months. Realizing that there are not many days to get together, Yunzhu also cherishes the opportunity to meet each other even more. Jin'er felt more and more troubled when she saw it. Women of their identities can't be the wife of men with identities, let's just say it's life, that's okay, but on Ning Yi's side, it's hard to even be a concubine, which is... too much.
For friends, for enemies, or even for the benefactors who were able to support him when he was in Jinfenglou, in all fairness she would appreciate a man like Ning Yi. But just in this matter, she rationally told her that Sister Yunzhu and Ning Yi might as well be separated, otherwise there will definitely be a lot of sadness in the future. So at this early morning, she couldn't help but ask the question again.
Yunzhu smiled and said, "It's already very good to find a man who can be trusted in life."
"How can I entrust you if you can't marry all the time? Are you being raised like an outsider?"
"...Jin'er, let me tell you." Yunzhu thought for a while before he said, and then added, "Don't laugh at me."
"Um."
"I thought about it for a while, but then one day I felt that when I was sixty years old and became an old woman, I would be able to get up early, and then before dawn, he walked over from there. , I'm still here waiting for him. That's a good thing too."
"..." Jin'er fell silent.
"I know Jin'er, you want to laugh at me, so I haven't said anything... I sometimes think that maybe he comes to talk to me every day because I'm still pretty-he may not think so in his heart, but There must be such a reason, some literati do not write poems for the sake of standing out in front of women, but writing poems in front of beautiful women is always more interesting than writing poems in front of an old woman."
Yunzhu smiled and said: "Maybe in a few decades, he will not like to listen to me, because I can't say anything interesting, but most of the time, I am still willing to believe him. He is willing to talk to him. I speak not just because I am beautiful. Jin Er, I always feel that if you are born as a woman, you are liked by people just because you are beautiful, then when you are not beautiful, it is a matter of course that you will be hated by others. Well, there must be something else, like Liheng arguing with you, not necessarily because he thinks you are beautiful, Jin'er, but thinks that you are interesting... I probably have other things that I can like."
"Of course there is!" Jin'er said, "But Sister Yunzhu, you don't have to tell me about it, I don't think he's funny at all. Stinky man!"
"If it can last ten years, the accumulated feelings will naturally last for twenty years, and then thirty or forty years. Maybe if he passes by here every day and talks to me, it will become something that cannot be lost. Jin Son, I think that since I can have some confidence and I know that Liheng is not the same as others, I will probably have some confidence in the future. If this is not enough... At that time, I can only say that my life is suffering, but I just thought about giving myself to him, so what can I do?"
Jin'er was silent for a while, and then hugged Yunzhu even tighter. The two of them were women anyway. They usually sleep together and hug and hug each other, but this time the hug felt a little different, but Yunzhu didn't. I can't even feel what the difference is. Just a moment later, Jin'er muttered: "Then give it to me..."
"Heh, Jin'er, you will also meet the man you want to entrust in the future."
"No, I want to accompany Sister Yunzhu, and when that Ning Yi becomes a heartless person in the future, we will become two old wives together."
"I don't want to be blamed. And Jin'er, you just haven't met someone you like..."
"I have it."
"Um?"
"I told you before, Sister Yunzhu. A few years ago, there was a boy from Bianjing. He was so beautiful that he looked like a girl, but I'm sure he wasn't a girl, um. , I fell in love at that time... But I'm still willing to accompany you, Sister Yunzhu."
Yunzhu narrowed his eyes angrily: "...I'm very moved."
"Well, Sister Yunzhu, you're talking like that hateful Ning Yi... but I won't let you two be together..."
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Just like those days before, after chatting in bed for a while, Yunzhu got up first. At this time, the lights in the living room were actually lit up. Jin'er's maid, Kou'er, got used to the schedule of the two masters and got up earlier than them. She had warmed up the hot water for washing her face and waited for Yunzhu to get up and use it.
Putting on her usual simple dress and dressing up a bit, Yunzhu turned off the lights and went out to the living room. While waiting for Ning Yi to come over, she would make a good pot of tea. During this period, she would read some books and try to figure out the music. As she said, what she likes about her is not just her beauty.
In the past, in the brothel, figuring out and dabbling in various things was to make various people like her, but at this time, the purpose of her dabbling was to change from many people to one person. Although it is said that when Ning Yi did not appear, Sister Yunzhu also had these hobbies when she was alone, but at this time, she must have been thinking more about what Ning Yi would like in addition to her hobbies. , but Jin'er knew that Sister Yunzhu cared about that guy like that.
The girl was lying in the quilt, wrapped in warmth and felt warm. This warmth comes from the quilt and the body temperature left by Sister Yunzhu, but it also has an emotional aspect, which comes from the words of Sister Yunzhu just now. She felt physically and mentally relaxed, but she couldn't fall asleep.
She felt that she fell in love with Sister Yunzhu.
She also liked it in the past. Sister Yunzhu is very powerful. When she was in the Golden Wind Building, when Sister Yunzhu hadn't opened a shop, she felt that Sister Yunzhu was very powerful. You can get yourself out of the country without hesitation and cut off the previous contact. Such a sister Yunzhu is really amazing. Later, she followed Sister Yunzhu to sell preserved eggs, and of course there is a reason why selling preserved eggs is very profitable. She is not that strong, and everything has to consider the reality level. But Sister Yunzhu is very powerful. Although Mama Yang and others say she is weird, Jin'er thinks that she is like the sun. If she can follow her, maybe she can become almost as powerful and reach an amazing place.
She has always liked Sister Yunzhu, there is no doubt about that. But after Sister Yunzhu said these words, she felt that she liked it more, and it was a little different from the previous one. It was a more personal and closer like. Listening to her talking about her liking for another man here, she actually felt warm. Originally, she should have been angry for her "not self-love", but at this time, I just felt that I liked it more.
It is still impossible to distinguish this kind of feeling well, but in this warmth, she has already decided. The relationship between Sister Yunzhu and the villain Ning Yi is doomed to be fruitless, but it doesn't matter even if it is, just give her your feelings.
At this time, Yunzhu, who was outside the house, did not know the decision made by Jin'er in the room. She sat on the steps for a while. The moon-white dress looked beautiful in the fragrant yellow light. The long skirt covered the embroidered shoes on her feet. The exiled fairy. Since she met Ning Yi and met every day, her clothes are still the same as before, but she is actually more thoughtful than before when it comes to dressing up.
Inadvertently, something dripped on the back of her hand, and it was cool, she raised the back of her hand to look at it, and then raised her head.
"It's raining… "
The falling raindrops fell from the sky. Before and after the Qingming Festival, it was the season of cloudy and rainy seasons, so it was not a strange thing. It's just that there is only one month left before summer, and one morning after the rain, she has missed a chance to meet Ning Yi. Thinking about it like this, she can't help but feel a little lost...
After a while, Jin'er also got up. Looking at the raindrops falling outside the door, she also looked a little regretful: "Huh? That guy can't come today... I still have something to say to him."
In the spring rain season, it usually takes a long time at once. Fortunately, this time the rain stopped in the afternoon. The next morning, Jin Er also got up with Yunzhu. When Ning Yi came over, he was ready to ask. Talk to him. Of course, in her opinion, this should be called negotiation.