Not long after, Ning Yi, who went out to pour the water, came in through the door with another towel, and saw Jin'er lying beside the bed, struggling to reach out in one direction. Seeing him coming in, he stepped back again, sat up on the bed with his knees bent, his hands wrapped around his knees, and under the cover of the white skirt, a small section of her slender bare feet was exposed. Ning Yi kicked the embroidered shoes in the direction of her hand, walked over to the bed, put a towel on her face, clasped the back of her head with the other hand, and wiped her face vigorously.
Just now, he burst into tears, and his face also looked a little miserable. At this time, Ning Yi wiped it hard for a while, and when he let go, he showed a delicate and delicate face, and even turned red, only the bulging cheeks were silent. It hurts to say this.
Ning Yi ignored her, went out, and came in again, the girl was rolling into the back of the bed, looking at the wall, the ceiling, and then watching Ning Yi come in, there was a feeling of self-defeating in her eyes, and she sniffed.
Ning Yi was still thinking about what to say, and Jin'er said, "I messed up your manuscript papers, will it be okay?"
"Huh?" Ning Yi turned his head to look at the things on the desk, then shook his head, "It's not an important thing, it can be sorted out if it's messed up."
"But you're writing these days, it must be important..."
"Let's see what the concept is." Ning Yi smiled, "It's really okay, although it may play a big role in the future, but..." Of course, these things will play a big role in the future, but for him, they are definitely not. Probably more important than the people around you. This sounded a bit nauseous, and he didn't know how to express it.
However, Jin'er obviously understood, she sat up with her legs curled slightly sideways: "I heard before that when you're actually doing things, what you write on paper is useless..."
"Heh." Ning Yi laughed, "Some things really have to be done first, but if it's really a big framework and there are some standards that can be used as a reference, early planning is still very important."
speak up. Although he used an almost arrogant attitude to force Jin'er to talk to him, and Jin'er agreed, but at this moment, he was still a little embarrassed and wasn't sure what to talk about. Emotional and family matters are what he wants to treat with sincerity, but he and Su Tan'er are married first. And then there are some relationships that will come naturally with Yunzhu over time, and there is no need for too much formal discussion with Xiaochan. What can you say to Jin'er at this time? If two people want to formally determine a relationship like this, they should Say something. He was a little embarrassed.
It can't be to talk about future life prospects, like how long she will stay with her in the future. It may be a bit reliable in modern times, but it is a bit nondescript at present. And he wasn't sure if that even solved the problem.
Whether it’s Yunzhu’s side, or Tan’er Xiaochan’s side, speaking of which, if I really want to keep Jin’er by my side, there won’t be much of a problem with either side. But it is their right to understand that they will not obstruct the matter too much. On their own side, they can't take it for granted. This is the self-knowledge and respect they should have. After all, the things in the world, the kindness that others are willing to give, is a kind of human kindness. Whether you are grateful or ashamed, you should be conscious of it. He would always be hated by others, if Ning Yi did that, it would be almost shameless.
How to explain this matter, even in the most gentle Yunzhu's side these few days, it is not easy to take the initiative to mention it. Perhaps Yunzhu's side was watching the joke between him and Jin'er with a kind heart. Such embarrassment, most of Jin'er also have it. I said a few words about the manuscript. Ning Yi finally smiled and said, "Hey, what you said... I'll settle it when I come back from Shandong."
It was almost noon, and cicadas chirped in the distance. There were also voices, his voice was not high, Jin'er hadn't spoken yet, Ning Yi smiled and looked at her again: "Anyway... You don't plan to leave your sister Yunzhu, do you?"
"I... don't want you to pay for it." The second sentence Ning Yi said was finally voluntary to recognize the relationship between the two, Jin'er nodded, and then said it, a bit arrogant. Ning Yi smiled and waited until the room was quiet. This conversation was like a family discussing simple things.
In the past, when interacting with Yunzhu and Jin'er, although occasionally because of Yunzhu, the two would raise a bar and quarrel, but if you really want to talk about it and get along with each other, it's just the feeling of talking in front of you. Ning Yi's mind may be complicated, but in front of Yunzhu and Jin'er, he speaks simply and honestly. Therefore, there is no need to guess so troublesome to communicate with each other.
In the past few days, Ning Yi and Jin'er were a little embarrassed with each other, but it was mainly about others. Ning Yi didn't know how to explain to Xiaochan and Yunzhu. When Jin'er faced Yunzhu, My heart is somewhat troubled. Jin'er couldn't resolve the matter in her heart, so she had to vent her anger at Ning Yi. Of course, she was somewhat uneasy about Ning Yi's answer. But as long as Ning Yi is willing to answer, or if he is more aggressive, arresting her and beating her like today, she will not be so resistant to Ning Yi after all.
Even if they wanted to talk before, the rest of the family was there, and the two of them felt a little guilty about it, which was why Jin Er wanted to run away when he saw him. Everyone went out today, so we can really be frank in private. Ning Yi sat in the chair and looked at Jin'er who was sitting on the bed with her legs curled up. After a moment of silence, she felt that it was a bit inauthentic that she had just made such an ambiguous statement.
He took a breath, and decided to use the way he was better at confirming it once: "Actually... I'm a little embarrassed, so you don't plan to leave Yunzhu. In fact... It's really like the three people getting along like before, I very happy."
Looking at each other, Jin'er looked at his slightly serious eyes, a little strange, and then nodded: "Mm."
Ning Yi felt that he didn't express himself a bit, he thought for a while, then stood up: "I mean... It's not because the three of us are used to being together, I'm just saying this today... Of course, I didn't say how to come back from Shandong. , but things will definitely be resolved when the time comes. As for the things you liked, I didn't say it because of Yunzhu. Today's matter, I don't want you to think it has anything to do with Yunzhu... Uh, you can't listen understand?"
Jin'er sat there and looked at him, blinking, and after a long while, he slowly shook his head suspiciously: "Mmm... no... um. I don't... understand." I understand... Well, I understand." She made sure and continued to look at Ning Yi. Ning Yi was stunned.
"...Understood?" He was rather strange, "The one I said... I shouldn't have made it clear... Did you... really understand?"
"Understood..." Jin'er nodded, her eyes did not leave him. After a while, his lips moved, "… let's do it."
"..." Ning Yi stood there and blinked, not knowing what to say.
In fact, all he wanted to say was "I like you because I do like you as a person, not for any other reason to keep you." As a modern person, he thinks this seems like something to a girl. Very important. only. If you really want to put it in your mouth, it's really numb.
On the other hand, I haven't obtained the understanding of Tan'er and Yunzhu yet, so I told Jin'er that it would be a bit bad to marry you into the house as a concubine or something. So what he told Jin'er was to solve this matter after returning from Shandong, although the problem should not be big. But what state will it be at that time, after all, it will be at that time.
Ning Yi hoped that Jin'er could understand his intention of making a promise to her. On the other hand, his confession was too nauseous, and he felt frivolous in his state. I simply wanted to get organized, and I wanted to make a business negotiation. In the end, I didn't even understand what I was expressing. Fortunately, Jin'er sat there and looked at him at this time, and did not smile. Ning Yi let out a sigh of relief, sat down again, looked at Jin'er and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"Then I... should I understand?"
"Yeah." Jin'er nodded. In fact, she could somewhat understand what Ning Yi meant, but she just didn't quite understand why Ning Yi took so much effort to explain this.
She lived in a brothel since she was a child, a matter between the talented and the beautiful. Although at the beginning, they were both tentative and guessing, and if you entered, I would retreat, but as long as you enter the stage of real confession, the next step is actually quite simple. women of this age. If you already like someone, there are still so many opportunities for a second choice, even for a brothel woman. Once it is determined that I like you and you also like me, then it is enough to take people away directly. As long as there is action, it is necessary to say so clearly.
Jin'er has a straightforward temperament, but she is by no means a carefree person. Su Wenyu is interested in her, and she can immediately refuse without hurting anyone. Today, she will be hugged by Ning Yi like this, thrown on the bed and beaten, and then let him manipulate herself. She didn't resist desperately, it was already an attitude. In fact, even though Jin'er was angry with Ning Yi from the very beginning, she didn't understand that it wasn't Ning Yi's fault. When Ning Yi was acting so strong, she naturally couldn't bet any longer. Of course, Ning Yi would do those things to her, and she was still very shy after all.
For women of this era, the reasons for liking don't have to be so clear, as long as they don't like your money. I like your talent, I like your temperament, I like your beauty, even if I like the way you look in bed, that's fine. As for the reason why I like the real you, who are full of Western philosophical speculations, and that each person is a unique individual type, Jin Er will somewhat understand, but he may not necessarily understand the meaning of Ning Yi's speaking of this matter alone.
As far as she is concerned, after Ning Yi nodded and said those few words, it already contained several meanings: after returning from Shandong, everyone will not be entangled, and she and Sister Yunzhu will be together, no matter whether it is his woman's. What kind of relationship is still in the identity, since this relationship exists, the rest of the things will be much more convenient, I don't have to avoid his intimacy with Sister Yunzhu, and the three of them can live happily. As for other trivial matters such as his own body, of course, there is no need to think about it, he can do whatever he likes, and there is no need to discuss it, it is only natural.
After saying this, the room became quiet again. This relatively clumsy confession had just finished, and the atmosphere was somewhat ambiguous. Jin'er waited for a while, and when he saw that he didn't speak any more, he moved to the bedside and began to put on shoes and socks under his gaze. Ning Yi frowned when she saw that she was on her side: "Is that... does it still hurt?"
Jin'er lowered her head, stopped moving, and said softly after a while, "Actually... I know it's annoying you these few days..."
"Uh?"
"...It's not your fault either. You've been doing so much recently, and I've been pranking with you all the time. Just now you found out that I was pretending to be dizzy, and I was embarrassed, so I wanted to run away. I know it's a bit unreasonable..."
"No matter what, it's always like that..." Ning Yi shook his head, wanting to apologize, it was an embarrassing thing to do, it would be a good thing if he could apologize like this naturally, but on Jin'er's side, he didn't finish his sentence.
"Actually, I used to be in Jinfeng Tower. I know stylish people, and they like to beat people. If they vent, they will tie people up. They are usually upset because of a lot of things. Liheng, you... I like this..." She lowered her voice. , biting his lip, "... there's nothing strange..."
"...Ah?" Ning Yi was stunned for a moment, "Why do I like this... I wasn't..."
Jin'er glanced at him: "But... you've been doing so much recently, maybe you're in a bad mood and want to... hit someone..."
Ning Yi's hand stopped in the air, looking at Jin'er's blushing face, for a moment, he looked at his own hand again, recalled it with a complicated expression, and touched his chin: "Uh... if it is... maybe... "
Speaking of such a thing, the two of them were somewhat embarrassed. Jin'er sat on the edge of the bed with her body bent and her head lowered, moving her fingers to put on her embroidered shoes, her face covered by the drooping hair was as red as a tomato.
"I, I'm in the Golden Wind Tower, and I know a lot of these things..." While bowing her head, the words were as thin as mosquitoes. , "Liheng, you... If you want to, I will endure it, you don't want to beat Sister Yunzhu... And I can do many poses... I can... I will show you... I-I'll go first..."
After saying this, Jin'er left the room, Ning Yi sat there for a while, with a complicated face, then laughed "haha", he stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, as if he had experienced the most interesting thing, he couldn't help laughing .
It's really a... bad confession, it's a masterpiece.
Even after many years, I will remember...