I have a Weibo, Sina's. I didn't know what to do with it when I first established it. Anyway, I have time to write a few words. This year, it has been going on for a long time. One day at the end of last year, there was a picture of a beautiful woman in the circle of friends. It was very sexy. She smiled and forwarded it, and there were a lot of book friends commenting. The most serious one of the people he followed actually started, and the best start today belongs to the most serious one. people wait.
I was suddenly very strange. I had a conscience of heaven and earth. I considered myself to be a soft person. Among my friends, I had always been known for being unscrupulous and joking, but now I am the most serious person. Looking back, it is true that most of my Weibo posts are serious, because I am too serious, and there is no entertainment atmosphere left. On the Internet, without entertainment, sometimes it is too much.
Why did it become like this? Looking back, it was because of Lin Chong.
Lin Chong's line has been prepared since the time he wrote Liangshan. The entire outline has been scheduled for several years and has not changed. The setting of this line is very strange. When he was alive, except for Liangshan, he almost no longer had a relationship with Ning Yi. Any intersection, of course, when the final big picture becomes turbulent, his line may be clearly reflected, but this is another story.
Lin Chong is the way of the world.
When I wrote these chapters, when Lin Chong was invincible in the world, someone suddenly clapped their hands. It turns out that the world is a violent rebellion. It is very simple to enjoy his invincibility, but what is the use of the invincible in the world? His life has been completely destroyed.
The way of the world is: when "why me" falls down and rebels violently, it has no meaning. Can't catch up.
In this world, we create causes based on simple logic, but the fall of effects is chaotic and random. In a bad society, evil effects fall randomly on everyone's head, even in a stable modern society, There are not a few people who have been unjustly, falsely and wrongly convicted because of a turbulent life, a malicious act in a shopping mall, a struggle in the officialdom, or even an ordinary person suddenly encounters a rogue in a bad mood, and then encounters a mood bad police...
On the day it really falls, if you rebel against this society, you will be run over.
People only have a lifetime, and in our lifetime, we may encounter one or two big bumps, and sometimes it will completely change your life. Most of the people I didn’t meet scoffed, saying that it’s a big deal, and I’m bloody, but among my book friends, there are also some friends who did encounter things in their families, their parents suffered debts, or they had a car accident, and then When they were treated unfairly, they told me on WeChat that they didn’t burn all the jade, they still had family members, parents, and friends… I said that this is a good thing, and it takes a lot of courage, because I’m sure, at least right, to take a step forward. You must be an even more unbearable result. Even if you survive, you will live in hardships all your life.
Seeing this clearly, the only way is to be able to do something before it happens.
However, the decline of bad luck is a probability, which depends on the civilization level of the whole society, and each of us equally assumes a possibility. If I do good deeds, it does not mean that my probability will decrease, but the entire value will decrease evenly among 1.4 billion people, which will calculate a desperate number: for example, someone does the right thing for a lifetime, and the good thing , he was able to lower this probability value... roughly the entire average, multiplied by 1 in 1,400,000,000.
This is the limit of what we ordinary people can do with their best efforts. What's the point? It doesn't make any sense at all.
But that's the only thing ordinary people can grab.
After seeing this clearly, in fact, I don't have much sense of mission. It doesn't make much difference whether I do it or not, whether I take it seriously or not. The world doesn't have to wait for you and me to save it. But it's strange. After I understand this, every time I open my mouth, it's like seeing a fallen leaf. Whether I pick it up or not, it's just easy to pick up. Even if I pick it up, it's all I can do. The 1 in 1,400,000,000 probability may be multiplied by the denominator of billions, but that's the only thing we can grasp.
Why not pick it up
In this way, as long as the mood is not particularly gloomy, I actually pick it up every time, every time in entertainment and serious choices, I actually become very serious, after a long time, I have become the most serious person on Weibo. that person.
Every time I want to speak seriously, every time I am too lazy to be entertained, talk about society and patriotism, many people talk about their butts, so they are very happy, in the carnival-style events, people can always satisfy themselves that "already in love" "I only tell myself that being irrational is meaningless, and then I seriously say unpleasant things, saying that you are clamoring for the destruction of society, which will only lead to bad results. You say that society is fine, but you are only destroying this Society... Then I feel more often that no one will like my character.
Some people always think that people like me want to save the country and save the people or something, and they think too much of themselves. I write an article, say something, and also say that this person has ambitions. In the years when I wanted to understand and haven't been discouraged, I understand my insignificance very well, I have no ambition at all, I just pick up the leaves at hand. When I can say a few serious words, why not? I can write something in the article and not starve to death, why not? A few years ago, I went to fight against piracy. The same is true. Some people say that you can't stop it. I never thought that I could do anything.
I told myself it didn't matter if I didn't pick it up, but when I thought about it, I picked it up most of the time, because it didn't matter if I picked it up.
We can only hold on to what we can only hold on to.
Lin Chong is the way of the world. In front of the world, I don't want to lie, I don't want to say that there is a way out. From the beginning of the incident, my description of him is that of a self-destructive person who wants to die. Why does he have no real feelings for Xu Jinhua, feel guilty, and even seem numb to the child, because his redemption is no longer in sight.
He was an ancient man, without the ability to speak up to defend his circumstances, but he was finally able to see the only place where he could be redeemed: he took her hand and ran away.
That was his wife Zhang Zhenniang, but he divorced her.
So his last chapter, called "Remorse."
Glad we were at least able to reach out and pick up the leaves.
This is the story of me becoming the most serious person on Weibo.