Well, 839 has been updated, and I want to say something.
For me, I haven't grabbed monthly tickets in the past two years, so the single chapters I send are often nothing tonight. Frequent reflection on this kind of thing, in fact, the effect is not much.
In fact, I have always been a very calm person. I occasionally talk to people about writing and readers. Readers are enemies that I need to take seriously. No one will give me patience because I am handsome or cute or pitiful. At this speed, everyone wants to give up on me, so writing is a serious game, and readers will for various reasons If you want to give up on me, I need to give readers a reason to stay. Whenever I don’t update for a month, I will treat the next chapter more and more harshly: If you write a chapter of garbage, then you will not even have the last reason to keep readers. , are completely lost.
I always say this to people in writing, but in reality there are often different things.
It's been seven years since I wrote this book, and I myself never thought about writing it for so long. During the seven years, many readers have read it and left, which I think is normal. For writing, I can only choose one direction, I can only find what I am capable of, and make it happen, but there are thousands of readers who choose to leave because they are tired, tired, and have different thoughts and tastes. A stupid thing, because it simply can't be done. I said before that I am very grateful to everyone who traveled with me. I am very grateful to everyone who read this article, but today I want to say that I am very grateful to everyone who saw it here.
Writing is a lonely thing. Many times I try to find the commonalities in everyone's heart and express something. However, if there are commonalities, there will be differences. Many readers who have read my books for so many years, or see the current readers, may actually find that my personality is not gregarious at all. I have been a lonely guy since I was a child, and I would rather look at the world according to my own ideas. things above. It's like writing such a broken book. The front is about family, love, then rivers and lakes, then temples, business wars, wars... and so on. Some people seem strange, and they have told me how to write this article and that article. How to write... I am a very proud person, and the words I have been pressing in my mouth are: Talking and writing, you know the shit.
When I was six years old, I read a series of revolutionary history enlightenment books. The wars written there never formed an army, but it made people’s blood boil. I was in my thirties, and the wars I wrote were actually the feeling of reading books at that time. I told this story. Of course, there are many people who say what is the mode of war texts... But when it comes to writing texts, you...
What am I trying to say? I figured things out, and then I moved forward. I wrote a book like this, because I think the book should be written like this. I tell others that it is a personal choice to stay or not, but... there are still many people who like it such a book.
I have been updating intermittently for a long time. This month, I said that I will challenge twenty more updates. What is twenty more? It doesn't count at the starting point, but I'm afraid I still can't challenge it, today's tenth update. My current writing method is extremely brain-intensive. I finish writing at 12 o'clock, and I may not be able to sleep at three o'clock. I may wake up again at seven o'clock, and my whole body is shaking. I woke up the other morning with a splitting headache. I took a hot shower and then vomited, but luckily it was fine the next day, and the next day I paid a million leagues with soot... Saying that these are not sympathy, it's just the current state of work, and then... It's been eighth a month. At the time of the ninth chapter, someone in the book review area said, "How long has this book been updated, and it has come out for hype?" Well, the effect of updating the eight or nine chapters is equivalent to hype...
There was a team activity at the starting point, and the book friends went to participate in the activity. I haven't figured out what the activity is yet, and then it was everyone's reward. Yesterday, many friends in the book group came to reward, four The leader of the alliance, "Wang Zang's sword is monstrous to kill the sky, and Jian Suyan is just waiting for someone"... But this is not what I want to thank.
Thank you for your enthusiasm for such a book, thank you for accepting such a model, for being able to understand them, for not being surprised by the turning point of this country and the world, thank you for seeing everyone who still finds it interesting ,thank you all.
Saying a few beautiful words may not cover up the boredom and boredom when the update is interrupted, but I will not compromise, there is no need to compromise, I have been writing this book for seven years, I can only try to see the limit of my ability, and do my best. I can do the best I can, I just hope that when this book is finished one day, everyone sees it in its entirety, and can remember the mood of chasing the watch, and find it valuable and interesting.
I will continue to update, don't keep saying that I will break the update when I post a single chapter...