Today, when he thinks of the phrase "it doesn't matter" that doesn't have any emotion, just a mechanical smile, the boy suddenly closes his eyes and hugs the person in front of him tightly.
She said it didn't matter, it really didn't matter.
Even if we go back with him, we will get along with each other at a distance. She was always ready to be abandoned again.
Respectful, alienated.
Being thrown away, so, as if she recognized her own position, and treated her respectfully as a human being towards God, she thought that it would be sooner or later for her to be abandoned again, so all her emotions in the face of him became flat.
He came back to find her, and she obediently followed him.
Talk, she answered obediently.
But if, let her leave at this time.
The teenager can be sure that she will turn around and leave. Maybe before leaving, I will say goodbye obediently.
He began to feel slightly dazed.
As the main god, he brought her back again. At first, he just thought that it would be good to raise her well.
Why was he so frightened and flustered in the orphanage? Perhaps it was because he took the little girl as his responsibility.
Or don't pick it up at all.
Now that you have picked it up, you can't be irresponsible halfway.
Only by being responsible can you feel at ease, so raise them up.
He can leave her side only when she grows up, can live independently, and fulfills her responsibilities.
He knew what human life should be like. Birth, old age, sickness and death, study and work, marriage, and childbirth.
He never has to worry about his studies, and his future work will surely go smoothly. The Lord God thought, it was just her boyfriend, because it was about half of her life, so she had to check it out for her.
He thought so.
But when I heard the phrase "it's okay", I felt rage and powerlessness, and I was separated from my rationality.
She's okay.
It doesn't matter if you leave him. If you tell her that you can live alone, she will leave quietly.
If she chooses a good boyfriend, she will say thank you and accept it as if it doesn't matter.
Or unwilling to accept his arrangement, maybe she fell in love with someone, and finally for the sake of that human being, she took the initiative to leave him and told him that she wanted to live by herself.
She didn't care about him at all.
Even a few months ago, he was the only one.
It turned out that it wasn't one side's abandonment of the other.
It's both sides.
— until that memory reset.
In this cold and indifferent life of the Lord God, the only time he was flustered was in front of the orphanage, but the most painful and bewildered time was in that small plane.
The little girl who reset her memory told him that she wanted to leave him to live alone and marry a human being.
That was the future he had thought about, but when she proposed this kind of future, he was the one who couldn't accept it.
Reset the memory by default, there are many considerations, no matter from which aspect, it is the best choice.
He had thought about what would happen if she didn't remember, but he thought that he could resist the stranger's eyes.
... It turned out not to work.
Not only is it not working, but it is losing ground.
She has always been cold and cool, but that time she couldn't think about the overall situation rationally, almost begging her not to reset.
But without resetting, how should we face it
The young man wrapped his arms around the girl's shoulders, with a cold profile, eyes half closed, leaning against her neck quietly.
Yu Chu was hugged by him, and felt that the drunken pieces were very quiet, cold, but sad.
She thought for a while, raised her hand to hug his neck, rubbed the boy's broken hair, and asked in a low voice:
"Is it very incomprehensible?"
The man raised his eyes.
The clothes were halfway off, and some parts of the upper body were white and bare. The beautiful young man lowered his eyes and looked at the skirt.