Xiao Chen felt a headache. He had never imagined that the saint, who was nominally the supreme leader of a country, was actually a runaway girl. Was this the sequelae of the pampering plan of the executors of the judicial organs
He said, "Take you out, where do you want to go?"
"I will go wherever you go. If you return to the East Continent, I will follow you there.
Staying here is the worst choice for me. The old men downstairs come to me for such meetings every month just to make me wake up earlier. After each meeting, I have nightmares at night after being instilled with so many things by them. I dream about how the saints in the past dealt with similar problems. "The saint's expression was solemn.
Xiao Chen said: "But according to my understanding, the memory of the saint's inheritance should be imprinted in your soul, right? I guess even if you leave here, it will still awaken from your body."
The Saint's face twisted into a ball: "But what can I do? It's better than being here, right? At least I don't have to face things related to the Saint every day, which may awaken all kinds of memories at any time.
If I go to a place that has nothing to do with the saint in the past, live there peacefully, and maybe I won't awaken?"
"This is a very difficult task. If I take you away, it would be like kidnapping the nominal leader of this country. Neither the sages nor the judicial authorities will agree to it." Xiao Chen said.
"They wish I would disappear. I can tell from the look in their eyes when they talk to me that they actually hate me and hope I disappear. Think about it, if I were gone, wouldn't they be even more unscrupulous in their fight for power
You have seen today how the sages treat me. Of course, I am of some help to them after I awaken, but wouldn't it be better without me? The sages can do whatever they want.
The judicial organs are bound by the laws of the Saint, and it is inconvenient for them to do anything except arrest wizards. If they were not bound by the Saint, they would be able to compete with the Sages according to their abilities. "
Xiao Chen felt a sense of disharmony. The angry and spoiled girl in front of him suddenly became so insightful. He asked, "Did you come up with these words yourself?"
"Yes, if you can only think about these things when you are bored, you will figure out a lot of things." The saint said: "However, it is difficult for me to leave this palace. Many things outside are told to me by my playmates. For example, Amanda."
"Who is Amanda?"
"She was one of the playmates. She was there when Vargos committed the murder. She is a very clever person and can always find out all kinds of information.
The wise men say that my playmates are holding me back from making progress, but that is not true. At least some of them are willing to help me and are my true friends. "
"What about the one who died today?"
"He's not. He's just a coward who listens to the executioner obediently. But no matter what, he is mine. I'm still angry that he was killed." Seeing Xiao Chen looking at her face, she said, "Yes, I cried, because those old men thought I was a transitional product. Once I awaken, I won't care about the past. So it doesn't matter how they offend me. What they care about is never me, but the old immortal saint who has lived for a very long time!"
Xiao Chen clearly felt the hatred in the Saint's heart. He asked himself, if he was treated like this, the hatred in his heart would probably not be much less. However, the request made by the Saint was a big trouble. He said: "But the risk of taking you away is still too great. If we need the people of the Western Continent to unite, we can't go too far."
The Saint frowned and said, "There is no room for negotiation. I am the only one who knows where the crystal is. I have seen it in my dream. It is a secret in the Saint's memory. None of the people in the Sage Council and the Inquisition know what it is or where it is. If you don't cooperate with me, forget about finding it."
Xiao Chen said: "But if you awaken, maybe you will agree to cooperate with us."
The saint turned her head away and said, "I have thought about it a long time ago. If one day I really become a person that I don't even recognize, I might as well die.
I don't want my body to become someone else's. They keep telling me that part of my soul will be preserved and become part of her. But I know that it's just a little unconscious habit and instinct. I've experienced how powerful she is in those nightmares. When she eats me, all that's left is just some residue. "
"You want to commit suicide?"
"Yes, I am very determined. I am the kind of person who would rather die together with others if they want to harm me. Do you know why I haven't really awakened yet? Because she also knows that I will commit suicide, and she is afraid. I know this."
"Have you ever had a conversation with the consciousness passed down by the previous saints?" Xiao Chen asked.
"It can't be called a conversation, because we didn't communicate like talking, but in the nightmare, when she touched me, I would resist violently. I used my soul to hit her soul. In fact, although she was strong, she was not that determined. She was also afraid of something, and that was my death.
I guess if I die, it will be very difficult for her to find a reincarnated person in her current state. There will definitely be some extra cost, so when I didn't care about the life and death of my soul and was determined to collide with her, she finally backed off. Do you think she was afraid of me?"
"So you have the confidence to move to another place and live peacefully?" Xiao Chen now admired this little girl a little.
"I don't have any confidence. But... I still want to give it a try. I've seen many shadows in my nightmares. Maybe they are saints from generation to generation. They revolve around her like puppets, completely controlled by her. I don't want to become one of them. So please help me."
"I must discuss this matter with my companions before I can give you an answer."
The Saint said, "I can wait for you for a few days. You already know where I live. I believe that with your ability, you should be able to come in easily. But remember, if I die, you will get nothing in the next life when the Saint grows up and awakens for more than ten years."