Xu Cheng looked at the surveillance video in the corner, and continued rubbing the back of Lin Chuxue's hand as if nothing had happened.
It's already a little warmer, and the skin is no longer dry and it's starting to feel a little hydrated and smooth.
When Xu Cheng raised his head, he saw his mask through the glass mirror, and his heart was suddenly stabbed.
He touched Lin Chuxue's hand, which was still as pale as a piece of paper. During this time, the expert couldn't make a diagnosis. In his words: "Your albinism can't find any cause at all. In layman's terms, I'm afraid there is no way to cure it."
"Xiaoxue, I'm actually not afraid that it will be difficult for you to face my face, of course, a little bit, but what I'm afraid of is that the professor has said that I don't know where to start with my physical condition. What I'm afraid of is the future There is something wrong with your body. I don’t want to give you hope and bring you despair. Nothing is better than watching someone you like die in front of you. I have experienced this once. To be honest, it seems like I was stabbed fiercely by a knife. It hurt so much that I was almost suffocated. So, instead of that, when you wake up, just pretend that I am no longer here. Maybe you will be sad, but time will Heal your wounds. I have always felt that since the awakening of my inner strength, every day with you is earned, but now when I want to part with you, I feel scared and reluctant. This thief God is very good at teasing people, half of it was given to you, but the other half told me: the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, I just want to say to become a f*cking hero, but... I need to carry the army entrusted to me by my father Hun, do you know how much courage I need to make this decision to separate from you? In order to counteract the anxiety and hesitation in my heart, I can only work continuously to numb myself. I am afraid that I will no longer be able to let myself create In terms of value, I feel that the world doesn’t need me anymore, I’ve already lost you, I’m afraid that if I do meaningless things, I’ll just die, even though I’m not happy doing anything, as long as I can do something for the country Doing what I can do proves that I still have the meaning of living, right? Now I finally understand the feeling of Master. No matter how great things he has done, there is always regret in his heart, because his heart has been hollowed out. "
Xu Cheng was deeply in love, his eyes were slightly red.
"Wake up, live strong, you are only 25 years old, you still have a quarter of your life to go, if..."
Before Xu Cheng finished speaking, Lin Chuxue's hand suddenly moved.
This move shocked Xu Cheng.
"Xu Cheng..." Lin Chuxue was lying on the hospital bed, her head was full of men, as if she was having a nightmare, she kept shaking her head, yelling Xu Cheng's name in her mouth.
"Xu Cheng!" She suddenly opened her eyes and sat up from the hospital bed.
The little ghost saw on the surveillance screen that Xu Cheng, who was active just now, had entered a state of invisibility. From his camera, he saw Xu Cheng still sitting on the edge of the hospital bed in a mass of bright colors.
The moment Lin Chuxue woke up, there was no one around the hospital bed.
"Xu Cheng! Don't go, Xu Cheng!" Lin Chuxue yelled weakly and hoarsely. She had a nightmare just now, dreaming that Xu Cheng had left her.
It's just that she didn't see that Xu Cheng was sitting beside her in the invisible, his eyes were red and tears were falling down.
A hand stretched out and stayed within three centimeters of Lin Chuxue's flimsy face, wanting to touch it, but he didn't dare!
This scene of being so close but not being able to see each other made Xu Cheng exactly like the scene when he went to see his mother.
He really wanted to howl in his heart, and resisted the urge to cry, tears kept falling from his eyes, but he couldn't do anything.
The hand that was suspended in the air did not touch it for a long time, and finally retracted it carefully.
"Xiaoxue..." Xu Cheng shouted in his heart: "If... I mean if, one day, when I recover from my illness, I don't know how long ago, are you still waiting for me?"
Lin Chuxue sat up straight on the bed and looked around in the ward. She got off the bed in a panic and walked on the ground with bare feet. She wanted to open the door of the ward. She knocked on the door and shouted: " anyone there?"
"anyone there?"
Xu Cheng really wanted to answer her: "Yes!"
But he just looked at Lin Chuxue without daring to make any sound.
Not long after, that expert professor rushed over.
Seeing that it was a Chinese, Lin Chuxue immediately relaxed: "Doctor, where is this place? Why am I here? Who sent me here? What about others?"
She remembered that she was abroad before she died, and she could always hear Xu Cheng's voice when she was in a coma, whether it was a dream or reality, but she couldn't remember most of the content.
"This is in China." The doctor came over and picked up the key to open the door, but he couldn't open it. He asked Lin Chuxue who was inside the door wondering, "Why did you lock the door?"
Lin Chuxue was taken aback: "I don't have one."
Doctor: "It's locked, you twist it inside."
Lin Chuxue nodded and twisted it open, but the door was indeed locked inside.
"Just wake up. This is a hospital. What happened to you before? You were so scared that you locked the door." The doctor thought it was Lin Chuxue who locked the door by herself.
Lin Chuxue said in surprise: "I didn't lock it, I just woke up, am I not dead? Is this a dream?"
"Not dead." The doctor said, "You were saved."
"Who saved me?" Lin Chuxue asked anxiously: "Doctor, who saved me? Also, do you know my husband? Have you seen him? Do you know where he is?"
Lin Chuxue was afraid that something would happen after she died. She only knew that those people were going to deal with Xu Cheng, and she was afraid that the matter would not end because of her death.
"I'm only in charge of checking and treating your wounds, I don't know about other things." The doctor said puzzledly, and asked curiously: "I think you should check your brain. You locked the door yourself, don't you remember?"
"I didn't lock it!" Lin Chuxue said firmly.
After finishing speaking, she subconsciously looked around in the ward, and for a moment, her eyes met Xu Cheng's.
Xu Cheng looked at her affectionately and tenderly.
But Lin Chuxue didn't see him.
At this moment, the kid pushed his wheelchair and walked over to prevent them from discovering anything, and said, "I came here to lock the door just now. I'm afraid someone from outside will come in and affect the patient."
This explanation makes sense.
"Miss Lin, since you're awake, you can go home." The kid said to Lin Chuxue.
Lin Chuxue just wanted to leave here to find Xu Cheng, so she ran out of the ward.
Xu Cheng looked at the beautiful figure of her leaving, and squatted down in the corner with a sense of loss, his mask covering the tears that had slipped down from him.