Her family tragedy made her know long ago that a marriage with only love is the weakest. Even though my father loved my mother very much, he also had other family members whom he loved deeply. Once the balance is tilted and it is not handled well, one party will inevitably be wronged. Not to mention making mistakes, betrayal and other principled issues, she couldn't accept it.
Moreover, she learned one thing from her parents' marriage: if there is constant interruption, it will lead to chaos. Even if we still like each other, if we can't be together, we can't be together. There will be no happiness if we force ourselves to do so. Not only will both parents be unhappy, but so will the children.
If Bo Yan doesn't love her anymore, she will be very angry, but she won't be able to accept it, as long as he can explain it honestly and sincerely. What she hates most is being indecisive and sticky, which harms herself and her family.
Now that the words have come to this, Bo Yan also said: "I don't know what will happen in the future. After all, the human heart is the most uncontrollable thing. You are the first person I fell in love with and the person I love most so far. I fell in love with you after knowing your little temper and your strengths and weaknesses, just because of you, not for any other reason. I don’t know if this feeling will fade or become shallow in the future. But the only thing I can know is that even if it becomes lighter and lighter, this feeling can only be experienced once in a lifetime. So, even if it is really impossible for the two of us, I will probably not find anyone else."
Xia Siyu narrowed her eyes and asked him, "Really?"
Bo Yan also nodded seriously: "Seriously."
Xia Siyu also asked: "What if you lied to me?"
Bo Yan still smiled: "Didn't you say that if I lied to you, you would kill me with a knife? For my personal safety, I'd better behave myself."
Xia Siyu lowered her head and didn't speak for a long time. When she spoke again, she turned around and took a bottle of drink. She unscrewed the bottle cap for a long time without opening it, and handed it to Boyan, who unscrewed it.
Xia Siyu took a sip, then raised her head and said, "How are you going to respond to Wu Di?"
Bo Yan's face became a little calmer, and he said: "Although she is an artist in the company, she can't just talk about it and find me a non-existent girlfriend, right? Since she is talking about it just to gain popularity, then don't blame me for being unkind. ”
Xia Siyu was silent for a while, then looked up again and said, "I hate Xia Siwei and don't want you to be connected with her in any form."
Bo Yan nodded: "Don't worry."
Xia Siyu paused and said, "There is also a husband."
Bo Yan said "hmm" and Xia Siyu put the drink aside: "I really like you."
Boyan was stunned for a moment. His mood had been calm and a little serious just now, but at this moment, he seemed to have eaten a wine-filled chocolate. Not only is it sweet, but it's also a little intoxicating.
Although Xia Siyu had said "like" before, she rarely said it so seriously. Just like a naughty child, if he occasionally does something heartwarming, it will move people even more.
He nodded and said, "Me too."
He couldn't tell what the future would hold for a long, long time, but in the foreseeable future, he would happily walk hand in hand with her.
**
That night, Bo Yan made another harsh statement: "My cousin-in-law and I have never been in a relationship, and we are not boyfriend and girlfriend. We do know each other and are family friends, but we have never been in a formal relationship."
(End of chapter)