Girls generally shouldn't say this kind of thing, so you can see how much courage Shen Meiling mustered up.
Obviously, she has given up all her expectations.
But Mu Zhengbai's recent care for her made her unable to give up.
Every woman wants someone to rely on, especially a mature and steady man like Mu Zhengbai.
For Shen Meiling, what she never asked for was money and material things.
What she wants to find is just the one person who makes her heart beat, the one person who makes her have the idea of being together for the rest of her life.
And this person, she thought, was Mu Zhengbai.
She longed in her heart to be with him for the rest of her life, to be the most important woman in his life, to fall in love with him, and to be pampered by him.
Although she also knew that his late wife would always be the first in his heart.
But she didn't care, she could take a back seat, even third place behind Mu Xiaoxiao.
Although Shen Meiling's thoughts were different from those of the older generation, she also felt that it was time for Mu Zhengbai to find a new woman after losing his wife for so many years.
Mu Xiaoxiao was stunned when she heard Shen Meiling's question.
Her heart stopped for a moment and she held her breath.
How would Dad answer
Mu Xiaoxiao was conflicted. She didn't know whether she wanted her father to agree or refuse.
She pricked up her ears and listened intently.
Feeling her nervousness, Yin Shaojie, who put his head above her, reached out and rubbed her cheek, as if to say, don't worry.
Mu Xiaoxiao's heart calmed down.
inside the house.
Mu Zhengbai didn't think for long, or in other words, he didn't think at all.
He looked at Shen Meiling and said bluntly, "Sorry, no."
Although Shen Meiling had already guessed the answer, she still couldn't help but look disappointed.
"No, it doesn't matter. I've been prepared for rejection for a long time. I'm sorry... I'm obviously not good enough for you, but I still dare to hope like this." I have to look ugly once before I really give up.
All the previous attempts to give up were actually just a kind of self-hypnosis. I thought I had given up, but in fact I had not.
How can it be so easy to give up
If you really give up, you won't always follow him with your eyes and expect him to visit you every day.
Shen Meiling felt embarrassed and wiped her face.
There were some tears in the corners of her eyes.
Being rejected, even though I was prepared and expected it, I was still sad.
In order to cover up her sadness, she smiled and said, "You still can't forget your wife, right? You are so affectionate to your wife..."
So affectionate and enviable.
Why does such a good man guard his body for a dead woman
She didn't understand, couldn't understand.
Although she believes in true love, she is also very realistic. She knows that human nature is most afraid of loneliness. When you are lonely, as long as you have a heart to give you warmth, you will easily fall into it.
However, no matter how much she paid, Mu Zhengbai would not accept it.
He does not fall.
He told her and everyone with his actions that he only had his wife in his heart.
From the first day they met, Shen Meiling knew that he was lonely.
However, she didn't know that he could resist this loneliness just by missing his wife.
Even every time he misses his wife, it makes his loneliness deeper.
However, his love for his wife will not fade or diminish no matter how time goes by.
Mu Zhengbai looked at Shen Meiling and said, "Today is the last time I see you."
(End of chapter)