She also enjoyed it, and as soon as she got busy, she temporarily forgot about the embarrassment in the afternoon.
Occasionally, when she takes a break from her busy schedule, Gu Yan will make herself a cone to eat. There is nothing wrong with living like this. She reads a book in a daze when no one is around, and does things and chats when there are others. Summer is coming to an end before you know it. , and Gu Yan realized that summer was coming to an end because the rain she had been thinking about finally came, and the temperature also dropped.
Like all food stores, when it rains, there are very few customers in the dessert shop. Gu Yan sat in the store and browsed Taobao for a whole day but didn't sell a few donuts. She looked out the window, and it was obvious that the business of the surrounding shops was not optimistic either. Gu Yan lamented that business was not doing well while packing her things and planning to close the shop early and get off work.
In fact, Gu Yan had another reason for wanting to close the store early. She wanted to go to the department store in the city center.
Mo Xiangyan's birthday will be in less than two weeks. Although she knows that it will probably not be delivered to him, as a mother, Gu Yan still wants to prepare a birthday gift for her child.
Gu Yan would sometimes be paranoid and think that maybe Li Yunhong still missed her and would let her hug her and talk to her, but she told herself rationally that this was absolutely impossible.
Still, she closed the store and went to the mall.
After shopping around, she didn't know what to buy. She knew that Xiangyan didn't lack anything in the Mo family, but the maternal love he needed most was something she couldn't give even if she wanted to. Slowly, the old things that had been temporarily put aside came to my mind one by one, and tears rolled in my eyes. Gu Yan tried her best not to think about the past, so she didn't cry too ugly on the street.
In the end, Gu Yan chose not to buy anything. Buying would only add to her sadness. She knew very well that she had no relationship with the Mo family and Mo Xiangyan anymore, and she could never go back.
She could only hide the memories of the past deep in her heart and could not think of them again. Forgetting is the only choice for the three of them. Since they can't live happily together, they can only pretend that it never happened before.
The rain was much heavier than when it came, and the wind was waving the entire tree trunks together, as if it wanted to uproot them all before it would stop. The entire sky was pressed down, giving Gu Yan the illusion that he could reach it at his fingertips.
Gu Yan stared blankly at the light gray clouds. She unconsciously stretched out her hand, but couldn't touch anything. She jumped unwillingly and made a note. She couldn't catch anything except rainwater in her palm.
The wind blew over Gu Yan's umbrella, and the rain hit her face, her hair, and her clothes. She didn't seem to feel it. She stubbornly wanted to touch the rain cloud, but she couldn't touch anything. arrive.
Maybe that was Mo Yichen. Even when he seemed to be closest to me, in fact we still had an insurmountable distance. I was never in his world. Sadness overwhelmed Gu Yan and filled her heart. , all squeezed out of the eye sockets.
Negative emotions are like liquid in a container. When it is full, it will overflow. Once it is poured out, it will be collected again. Gu Yan had suppressed herself for too long, and her release was very complete. Gu Yan allowed the rain mixed with tears to roll down her face. After an unknown amount of time, all that was left was the rain. Finally, Gu Yan picked up her umbrella, but the umbrella stand was broken. She took out her mobile phone and wanted to find someone to take her back. She first called Manla and turned off the phone. Reluctantly, she hit him a few more times, but still got the same result. Gu Yan couldn't think of anyone else she could call.
Qi Changfeng
Three words popped into her head. She hadn't seen him for a week since he left the dessert shop in embarrassment last time. She always wanted to say thank you and sorry to him. Thank you for helping her when she was at her lowest. I'm sorry that she already had another person living in her heart and couldn't respond to his feelings.
He hesitated and never made the call, but his head began to feel heavier and heavier. Finally, the phone was turned off in the heavy rain. Gu Yan hesitated and decided to walk back.
When Qi Changfeng found Gu Yan, the latter was walking slowly along the roadside in the heavy rain holding an umbrella that was about to fall apart. She was soaked all over, but Gu Yan didn't seem to mind this. a little.
Qi Changfeng realized that when it rained, it was already raining heavily and there was a strong wind. Thinking of Gu Yan, without a second's hesitation, he drove directly to the dessert shop, only to find that the dessert shop was closed. Looking for her along the way home, I saw Gu Yan looking like a drowned rat.
Qi Changfeng drove after him and stopped in front of Gu Yan. Gu Yan's expression was obviously one of shock.
"Why are you here?" As soon as he asked, Qi Changfeng felt that he had asked nonsense.
"Go home." Gu Yan still answered his nonsense.
"What happened to your umbrella? Why didn't you call me and ask me to pick you up?"
For the first time, Qi Changfeng felt that he had asked a series of questions that were beyond his imagination. Gu Yan has this ability that can make him lose all his calmness and reason in an instant. Qi Changfeng was always at a loss when facing Gu Yan.
"The umbrella was damaged by the wind, and the mobile phone was turned off due to water damage." Gu Yan answered him one by one, and the latter later realized that Gu Yan had been standing in the rain talking to him.
Qi Changfeng quickly took off his coat and put it on Gu Yan. Although Gu Yan was already so wet that an extra coat would have no effect at all, Qi Changfeng still did something like this that he would never have done before. .
He opened the car door and helped Gu Yan get into the car, but he was thinking about why he was so abnormal. He looked at Gu Yan. There were still water drops on her long eyelashes, and her eyes were slightly red, as if she had just cried. She was always so distressing.
After confirming that the passenger door was closed, Qi Changfeng sat back in the driver's seat.
He turned his head to look at the woman beside him, wanting to ask her why she was crying, but he opened his mouth but couldn't ask a single word. He was afraid that she would say it was nothing, and he was even more afraid that she would tell him everything. He didn't want to hear her talk about her deep affection for someone else. He always knew that she had someone in her heart, and he also knew that person was not him.
"Why don't you run?" He decided to break the silence first.
"What?" Gu Yan didn't react for a moment.
"If you want to stay out of the rain, others will run away." Qi Changfeng felt that the questions he asked today simply failed his own IQ, but he would rather continue this unproductive conversation than remain silent.
Gu Yan smiled instead, which Qi Changfeng didn't expect.
"I don't think that's the case." Gu Yan answered Qi Changfeng's question seriously, which was beyond Qi Changfeng's expectations. "I know I can't run fast. Even if I run, I won't be exposed to much rain. I'll probably trip and fall in my hurry. Anyway, I'll get soaked in the rain if I run. I don't want to get covered in mud again."