Zhang Cuilian's excited words and trembling body showed that she was very clear about what Big Eye said, and she knew what was waiting for Sun Xing.
But why did she spy on her son crazily during her lifetime? As a normal person, it is incomprehensible, so about Zhang Cuilian, it is simply a disease and a psychological problem. But what is the cause, I am very curious.
Later, Zhang Ling told me that between Sun Xing and Zhang Cuilian, there were conflicts and ambivalences of love, hate, fear, etc. This is a complex psychological state, just like the one in "Brothers Karamadov". , Is the psychological struggle behind the plot!
But at this time, I can only persuade me and say: "Since the tragedy has happened, no matter what you do, the final result will only be worse than expected. I can appreciate your love for Sun Xing, but sometimes it is only when you let go. It is the best decision. Sun Xing was already in pain during his lifetime. If you continue to be paranoid, he will only continue the pain in his lifetime after death. Separating the two of you is the best result."
"But I'm afraid." Zhang Cuilian cried.
"What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid of losing him."
"Lost him?" I was puzzled.
"Yes. Because when I was young, A Xing's father always wanted to take A Xing away from me..."
Next, Zhang Cuilian cried and told us a story. This story was very long and sad, and even many places couldn’t help making people cry. The whole story needs to be fully narrated, I am afraid it will be made into a 40-episode one. Family dramas can't be fully expressed either.
So I can summarize in a nutshell: When Sun Xing was two years old, Zhang Cuilian and her husband divorced due to a relationship disagreement, and both wanted to get custody of their children. Because Sun Xing was young, the court awarded the custody to Zhang Cuilian. However, Sun Xing's father secretly carried Sun Xing away and hid him many times in order to get his son.
The divorced Zhang Cuilian’s son is all she has. In order to find her son, she sleeps on the streets during the snowy night. She was broken by her previous husband’s leg, was bought and sold by human traffickers, and was even raped and brutalized by gangsters...
But in the end she found her son. In order to prevent her son from being snatched away, she had to take Sun Xingyuan away to hide her name, but her previous experience also left Zhang Cuilian suffering from mental illness. She must always look at her son. For fear of the blink of an eye, his son was snatched away again.
Over time, this worry made Zhang Cuilian go crazy. Even if there is only a wall between her and her son, she still has to take a look at her.
Can be at ease.
In the end, her behavior became more and more weird, and also more and more weird, and finally in the state of Sun Xing's mental collapse, she finally caused the mother-killing tragedy.
Zhang Cuilian was sobbed after she finished speaking. Although she has only one eye with a terrible face, I don't feel any fear at all. On the contrary, I feel that she is pathetic, a poor woman, and a poor mother.
At this time, Sun Xing's mood had also stabilized. He was not resisting Zhang Cuilian, but held his mother's trembling body with his hands. People are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless, hear the sufferings their mother has endured in order to find themselves, even if they hate them, they will choose to forgive.
He really should hate himself. He hates that he is seventeen years old. He has no common sense and found that his mother has a psychological problem. Instead, he is immersed in that kind of doting gaze, until the time when the doting becomes unable to contain the scourge. late.
Big eyes sighed and said, "You have committed sins. But I still said that, since the matter is over, don't continue to struggle, otherwise it will only continue to suffer endlessly."
Zhang Cuilian said: "I beg you, can you resolve the evil karma A Xing committed and let me go to hell for him."
Big eyes shook his head, and said helplessly: "The sky net is restored, whoever does the evil will bear the bitter fruit, this kind of thing cannot be replaced."
Sun Xing said: "Mom, you don't have to worry about me, I did something that is incompatible with the laws of nature, and I am willing to bear all the consequences."
Zhang Cuilian said, "No, the whole thing was caused by me. I killed you. Two masters, I beg you to help A Xing."
Looking at the two mother and son who were in love and killing each other with big eyes, he pondered for a long while before saying: "Well, I can tell your son a way to escape the evil. As long as he is not caught by the evil, he can not go to hell and suffer a thousand catastrophes. Suffering, but he can only be a lonely ghost, always floating on the edge of yin and yang."
Zhang Cuilian said hurriedly, "As long as you don't go to hell, you can do it."
Zhang Dayan said: "But you have to report to the underworld. The suffering you suffered during your lifetime has resolved a lot of bad karma. It is no problem to enter the six realms of reincarnation. Maybe you can be reincarnated in the next life."
"But I... I want to be with Ah Xing."
"Do you know the consequences of doing this?"
"Know that if you are caught by a bad guy, you will go to hell."
Big Eyes sighed again and said: "Do whatever you want, but if you are caught by the bad guys, don't say it was the method I told you."
Zhang Cuilian was busy and said: "Know, know, we will never involve you."
Big eyes
Sun Xing waved and said, "Come here."
Sun Xing glanced at Zhang Cuilian, and then walked carefully in front of Big Eye. Big Eye grabbed his hand, drew a few strokes on the palm of his hand with his finger, and then whispered a few words to him before saying, "Remember."
Sun Xing nodded to show that he knew.
Big eyes patted him on the shoulder and said, "Boy, you can do it for yourself. To be a lonely wild ghost, but also to be a stable wild ghost, don't make trouble."
Sun Xing nodded and said, "I see."
Looking at Zhang Cuilian with a big eye, she said: "Tomorrow night, your mother and son will go to the crossroads across from the Anwei funeral in Sanjiao Town. I will cook something for you. From then on, we don't know each other and we have nothing to do with each other."
After speaking, his big eyes patted my shoulder and said, "Anzi, let's go."
Following the big eye door, I felt something behind me and immediately looked back and found Zhang Cuilian and Sun Xing mother and son behind me. I hurriedly said: "You don't need to send us off."
The mother and son smiled, and then stepped back silently...
When I got downstairs, it was already past three o'clock in the morning. The autumn breeze was blowing and the leaves were rustling. I tightened my clothes tightly and subconsciously looked up at Sun Xing's house upstairs and said, "That's the end?"
"It's over, of course it's over."
I praised: "Big Eyes, I think you have become more and more prosperous recently."
Putting a cigarette with a big eye point, he said: "People always have to make continuous progress. You have not made a lot of progress over the past year. If I don't work harder, I won't be surpassed by you."
I smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will never steal your job."
"The Yin and Yang bowl of rice is not something everyone can eat. It's a far cry from eating this bowl of rice by yourself. Don't think I don't know your thoughts. If you break up with me, you actually want to go it alone."
"Okay, okay, I won't explain it to you. Let's see people's hearts for a long time to see the aftereffects." After speaking, I suddenly remembered one thing and said: "It's broken, there is something I forgot to ask, Sun Xing The diary is an unknown prophet, and it says what is going on when someone will go to his house."
Big eyes waved his hand and said, "It's not too late to ask when I cook something for them tomorrow." He spit out the smoke and said, "Anzi, I'm so handsome tonight, would you arrange for me?"
"What's the arrangement? Big health care?"
I asked jokingly.
"Never mind the big health care, I'm not that kind of person. But I heard that there is a place that is good for small health care. How about you take me to the health care?"
I said generously: "No problem. What is a small health care?"
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