Hi Mina-san long time no see! How are you doing? Where are you friends who are starting school? Is it fun to go to school? Where are you guys from college? Did you have a good time in military training
(Hey! Don't hit, don't hit, don't do anything, just talk if you have something to say)
Cough cough stop making trouble (nose blue and face swollen)
Unknowingly, August has passed quietly, and it has been more than a month since I graduated and left school
For me during this period of time, it was calm with a little ups and downs
All my friends and classmates are busy with work, taking postgraduate entrance examinations, and working hard in big cities outside
And then I'm different from them, I'm home
I feel like my life has stopped
In my life before this, I went to school, took an exam, went to the next place, but now I stopped, and I have no plans for the next step
I seem to have skipped the process of stepping into the society, and somehow I can work directly at home
Throughout August, I woke up around noon every day to see if there was any new news on my phone, looking through the background information, typing in the afternoon, sometimes writing in the evening, sometimes writing in the middle of the night, and then thinking about tomorrow’s coding again in the middle of the night Words do not want to go to sleep, stay up late reading sand sculptures and jokes
The only people I can see are my parents. I see them once at noon and once at night. I really can’t get up in the morning.
Nothing special to do, no one to meet, no friends, no date
Staying in my own room every day, sitting in front of the computer day after day, and occasionally turning on the mobile phone to chat with sand sculpture book friends, only to be told "quickly code words" and "code words"
I am the only one who has changed in my life. I hold the controller and watch the character who has been with me for more than ten years enter into marriage at the end. Thinking of this, the broken game that will dig holes out of context and fix the old routine finally gave me a good happy ending
And to be honest, it's even worse
This may be the reason why I have never planned to be a professional author, but a salted fish,
I'm actually very curious about those big guys who update a lot every day, because they stay at home every day because of writing novels, don't they feel lonely
Won't you be alone? Don't you feel bored? What about socializing
Haha, I spend six or seven hours a day writing a chapter and it’s almost exhausted,
Every day thinking about what to write and how to write today, I have to be in a daze for more than an hour. Writing novels takes up most of my energy and time, making it difficult for me to have other large chunks of time to do other things. After writing today's update, I'm already tired
I haven't reached the stage where I have to have a partner first for car loans and mortgages, so my desire for money has always been limited to spending enough. Although I am quite satisfied and happy to see my grades increase,
But I still haven't changed my position, I'm a salted fish author who writes books based on interest
An ordinary college dog who just got a headache and rolled his eyes every time he wrote a chapter, scratched his hair in the room and shouted 'ahh, I don't want to write'
I want to play, I want to go out, I want to raise a cat, I want to fall in love, I want to play games all day
Fiction is my hobby, I don't want it to become my burden
so,
I'm going out in September to be spicy (pinch my waist)
Maybe go back to my hometown to meet relatives I haven’t seen for several years, accept their soul torture, and also want to find classmates, maybe go to Beijing or Dalian, and also want to find someone to share the rent with, leave my parents and go to the outside world
And there is no update today or tomorrow. I am tired of writing and I have to rest for two days. I have been to the days without novels
Go out and search for enthusiasm and inspiration....well, fishing,
That's right, you heard me right, at the beginning of this new month, when other authors are sending out single chapters asking for guaranteed monthly tickets, I'm going to go out and get hot!
ヾ(???ゞ)! It is so halal! I am such a different man who is two meters tall and handsome and interesting!
No way, who asked you to share my dishonest salted fish? (Show hand)
Although I also want a monthly pass, but rather than asking for it every day, I hope you can see where you think 'wow, this is a good and interesting writing', or when you feel a little moved, you are willing to give it to me
Writing a novel is a very simple and difficult thing. Not to mention perseverance and persistence, it is a difficult problem whether the stories you write meet the needs of the market or not.
It is a very lucky thing to write the stories you want to write, and at the same time, you can also have readers who will not make you feel so miserable, and even have a small achievement.
so i keep saying i'm lucky
Thank you for reading my novel