After eating, everyone was busy with their own things. This atmosphere was completely different from what Gu Qiang had expected before. But in the final analysis, he thought of these things too simply. How could it be possible at the moment? Is there still time left for them to enjoy life
"Qian'er," Gu Huaian also knew that his sister was not in a good mood right now, so he didn't dare to say anything more. However, when they were at the dinner table just now, his sister's face was already very bad, even though he knew it very well. , it is impossible for Gu Qiang to act like a child at this time and let Gusu Liang come over to comfort her, but looking at her sister like this makes her feel a little distressed. She always has to eat no matter what. Just now she He didn't look good and hadn't eaten much at all. He originally wanted to have a good holiday, but things ended up like this.
Gu Qiang was sitting alone in front of the candlestick. She didn't know what she was thinking. She always felt a little uncomfortable, but she couldn't blame anyone. At this time, everyone was very nervous. Who was it? How can I take care of my own mood at this time
After Gu Huaian called several times, he found that no one in the room responded, so he knocked hard on the door, "Qian'er?"
Gu Qiang calmed down after hearing the knock on the door. She quickly stood up and opened the door for her brother, "Brother, why are you here?"
"Even if you are in a bad mood now, you still have to eat something. After all, Liuyun and Fubuki worked hard all afternoon to make these. You guys didn't even touch the food on this big table. "If the two of them knew about it, they might be very sad."
Although Gu Huaian said this, of course, what he was worried about was not the mood of the two little maids, but his own sister.
"It's nothing. I just had a bad appetite just now and didn't want to eat. There's no need to make a fuss about it, brother. I'm not in a bad mood either."
Gu Qiang's forced smile made the people in front of her feel a little uncomfortable. Gu Huaian knew that the things that happened during this period had completely changed his sister. Gu Qiang didn't want to cause trouble to anyone now. Trouble, and I don’t want my mood to affect anyone, so even if she is really feeling uncomfortable, Gu Qiang will never show her emotions too obviously. If he hadn’t known her for many years, Gu Huaian might not even be able to see it. When they came out, Gu Qiang, who had just forced a smile at the dinner table, felt how uncomfortable he felt.
"If you have to pretend like this even in front of me, then I have a brother who is a little too incompetent."
Gu Huaian put the things in his hands on the table. During the day today, Gu Qiang specially asked Liu Yun to take Xiao Xi out to see if the children had anything they wanted to eat. After all, it was busy these days during the Chinese New Year. There were very few people going out to set up stalls, so Gu Huaian was considerate and asked Liu Yun to bring some back for him when he went out.
The snacks made by businessmen in the world are naturally not exquisite enough. They are not as exquisite as the snacks Gu Qiang had before at the Gu family or even at the Lingyin Pavilion. However, they are still sweet after all. Gu Huaian feels , after eating these things, Gu Qiang will definitely feel much better.
Gu Qiang looked at the things on the table and smiled reluctantly. She tried her best to prepare gifts for everyone, but it seemed that no one except her brother remembered to prepare a gift for herself for the New Year. one's gift.
Even Shen Qianshan is the same.
"I still remember when I was very young, I secretly took you on the street. You really wanted to eat the candy paintings they made. Unfortunately, I also ran out secretly at that time and didn't bring much money with me. But I didn't expect that not long after, I Just left you."
Gu Huaian actually never cared about the fact that he was kicked out at such a young age. The only thing he cared about was probably that he had not been by his sister's side for so many years and that his sister had suffered so much in the Gu family. Grievance, if there was someone who could stand by Gu Qiang's side when she was hurt, Gu Qiang's life in the Gu family would have been smoother.
"Yes, but it's a pity that I never had the chance. When I sneaked out, all I could think about was where to go to play. How could I still remember the things I wanted to eat at that time?"
Gu Qiang was hurt so much in that home that he didn't even want to remember what happened. But now, Ye and her good daughter are no longer around, and the one who looked at him differently His father has also gone crazy and was exiled to the frontier. His only relative in the world is his brother. Fortunately, his brother is back and is now standing in front of him.
"I don't know what you want to draw, but I paid special attention to it. Most of the street vendors painted flowers and plants, nothing new." Gu Huaian opened the book as he spoke. The paper package in my hand only had a thin layer of sugar paintings, so I wrapped it carefully in paper for fear of breaking it, but fortunately, the weather was cold now, so I could really keep it until night.
"I don't know what exactly I drew here, but at least I have completed what I owed you back then."
It was difficult for Gu Huaian to recall what the pattern Gu Qiang saw on the street looked like. He could only draw an unknown pattern based on his own impressions and associations. When Liu Yun asked the vendor to draw that pattern, he was actually a little embarrassed because no one could describe what it was.
After seeing this thing, Gu Qiang became happy, "It seems that my brother really didn't know what I saw at that time."
"oh?"
Gu Huaian did not expect that after so many years, Gu Qiang could still remember what the pattern looked like when he first went out on the street, and he suddenly became curious.
"Actually, what I saw at that time was through the sugar painting and the lantern behind it. On the lantern, there was a boy with a little girl beside him, which was exactly the same as the two of us sneaking out. "
Thinking of what happened at that time, Gu Qiang still felt a little funny. Because she was not very tall at the time, she could only point there and say that she wanted that, but she had no way of describing clearly what she wanted.
"Oh..." Gu Huaian thought that by doing this today, he would be fulfilling a dream he had before, giving Gu Qiang a gift that he had owed her for so many years, but he never thought that after so many years, he would actually get it wrong. .
"But I did want to eat sweets at that time, but in comparison, the painting on the login may mean more to me."
At that time, the mother's health had begun to be a little bad, so the two of them had always been ignored in the Gu family. However, every time they made any mistakes, they would be severely punished. At that time, Gu Qiang, I was really scared, but luckily, with my brother by my side, I felt a lot more at ease.
"It's a pity that I can give you a piece of candy, but it's hard to find the lantern that the vendor here was holding."
Although he felt a little regretful, Gu Huaian was still very happy. At least on this day, he finally saw his sister smiling again. He didn't know what happened to Shen Qianshan when he went out early this morning. , so there is no way to evaluate his attitude towards everyone today, but he has no way to watch his sister being wronged. Even if he knows that he cannot blame Shen Qianshan at this time, Gu Huaian still hopes to pass his Try your best to make your sister feel a little better.
"But no matter what, my brother still remembers what I always wanted after such a long time. Otherwise, my brother is the only one who understands me best in this world."
Gu Qiang let out a heavy breath. There are still people in this world who care about him so much. He should not tie himself up with negative emotions. The situation they are facing now is because the pressure comes from the outside world. As long as If we can get through this for a while, everything should be solved.
Gu Qiang can be regarded as a comfort to himself in his heart, but what use is such comfort to him? Shen Qianshan is currently busy with the things at hand and does not care about his own feelings. This is different from the time when he and he Things are completely different when we are together.
Also, hasn't the future I know been changed by me long ago
In fact, Shen Qianshan has not changed. He has always been a thoughtful and thoughtful person. This is because his intervention has changed all the environments, which is why he has the current results. If he is After seeing that, he still chose to follow Shen Zhongbai without hesitation. Maybe he would have died early and there wouldn't be so many things happening now.
It has been a long time since the diary disappeared. Gu Qiang also knew that during that time, he relied too much on the diary because it could tell him a lot about what would happen in the future and allow him to consider everything he did. What will be the consequences of one step? But in fact, how can the results of so many things be predicted in advance
"Well, no matter what, I have bought you some candies. Today is a day to be happy. No matter what happened, aren't we all together safely now?"