At ten o'clock in the evening, in the medical room of Fengping Police Station.
"How are you, team leader? Can you hear me?" Wu Xiumin pointed at Zhao Yu's ear and reminded him.
"Well..." Zhao Yu, who had already calmed down, touched the electronic device clamped to his ears with both hands and replied, "I can hear it very clearly. What is this...? A hearing aid?"
"Absolutely," Wu Xiumin replied, "This is a miniature external cochlea, which can improve people's hearing. I don't understand, since a heavy machine gun hit your ear, it should be that one ear is affected, and the other It should be normal, right?”
"No," Zhao Yu replied, "I was facing the barrel of the heavy machine gun head-on. My face was almost pressed against the barrel, and both ears were shocked!"
In fact, Zhao Yu said this casually, and I dare not say that he was hugging the barrel of the gun at that time.
"Oh, that's it..." Wu Xiumin sighed helplessly and said, "Then your ears may be neurological deafness. Its recovery depends on your mental state!"
"Yes," Zhao Yu nodded, "The doctor said so too!"
"Here," Wu Xiumin handed Zhao Yu a cup of hot water, "Remember, don't drink coffee in the future, drink less drinks, and add more foods containing vitamins... um... "
Wu Xiumin hesitated, obviously she had something else to say.
"Sister Wu, thank you!" Zhao Yu took the water glass and asked proactively, "What happened to me just now? Why do I feel like I'm losing control? Is this the war trauma syndrome that Miao Ying mentioned? ah?"
"Well, team leader, don't think too much!" Wu Xiumin persuaded with a smile, "After all, you experienced the war in Vakria, and your psychology will be affected to some extent. This is normal. As for trauma syndrome, it should It’s not that serious yet…”
"Oh..." Zhao Yu saw that the water temperature was just right, so he drank up the entire glass of water.
"But... I still have to remind you of some things..." Wu Xiumin suddenly stopped smiling and said thoughtfully, "I suspect that your bad mood just now was not entirely due to the war in Vakria, but... yes… "
"Oh?" Zhao Yu heard this statement for the first time and asked hurriedly, "What's the reason for that?"
"Well..." Wu Xiumin breathed a sigh of relief and said sadly as she sat in front of Zhao Yu, "How about, let's... have a good chat?"
"Oh... Okay, okay!" Zhao Yu understood that as a psychologist, Wu Xiumin was giving herself psychological counseling!
Snowflakes are falling outside the window, and you can watch it through the window even at night. However, the heavy snow was silent, as if the whole world had become quiet.
"Do you still remember when you beat your father-in-law violently in a hot pot and chicken restaurant in West Wenzhou?" Wu Xiumin said in a soothing tone, "At that time, we were all incomprehensible to your extreme behavior.
"I know that you are a crazy detective who doesn't like to stick to the rules. Sometimes, you often make some unscrupulous or outrageous actions..."
"Can I understand the word 'unscrupulous' as 'despicable'?" Zhao Yu joked.
Wu Xiumin smiled and continued: "To be honest, we didn't know each other very well at the time, but through subsequent contacts, I discovered that although you are arrogant and uninhibited, overall, you are still a detective with a bottom line!
"So, since then, I have thought that your performance at the hot pot chicken restaurant may have been affected by the Gudao murder case!
"I don't know. Would you like to talk to me about this in detail?"
"Well... that's right..." Zhao Yu admitted frankly, "Actually, this matter has always been a joke!
"I didn't think much of it at the time, but later I figured out that seeing Dou Zili, who was originally the captain of the criminal police, suddenly turn into a brutal murderer, still had a certain impact on me... "
In fact, although Zhao Yu revealed the platycodon that had been buried in his heart for a long time, he still missed one level.
In addition to this reason, it is also because he has traveled through time after all, and before he time traveled, he was a ruffian with no integrity and no bottom line, and was even a death row prisoner!
Zhao Yu was particularly afraid that one day he would be beaten back to his original form and become a murderer even more terrifying than Dou Zili!
"Very good," Wu Xiumin nodded with satisfaction when she saw Zhao Yu being honest, and continued, "If I could have had a good talk with you at that time, maybe the effect would have been better!
"However, since then, although you occasionally have some emotional problems, most of them are within the acceptable range. Moreover, I found that your control ability is also constantly improving, so I didn't dare to intervene more.
"But this time is different. The Vakria incident can be regarded as a catalyst! Coupled with the matter of your ears and the current difficult case..." Wu Xiumin pointed to Zhao Yu's ears, "So , your emotions will have serious problems...
"However, this problem seems to be accidental but is actually inevitable!
"Team leader," Wu Xiumin looked at Zhao Yu seriously and said with a solemn expression, "If I am not wrong, the psychological problem you are encountering now should be what we used to call - 'criminal investigation sore'!"
"What? Hemorrhoids!?" Zhao Yu grinned, "I don't have hemorrhoids?"
"I don't think this is a good time to joke," Wu Xiumin said sternly, "We often say that trauma is easy to treat, but heart disease is difficult to treat. Even if a normal person suffers from a mental illness, it is a very serious matter, not to mention those of us. What about criminal investigators who often deal with crime?”
One sentence made Zhao Yu wake up from a dream. He hurriedly sat upright and listened carefully, not daring to talk anymore.
"Due to frequent contact with homicide cases, frequent contact with dead people, and things that destroy conscience and destroy conscience, criminal investigators who have been working on the front line for a long time will have some kind of stimulation to a greater or lesser extent, leading to different levels of mental illness. A problem arises!
“These are inevitable, not to mention what about a special investigation team like ours that often investigates major and important cases
"Team leader, please carefully recall the lighthouse case, the headless female corpse case, the demon case, the bones case, as well as the previous rapid murder cases, hanging coffin cases, etc. These cases really have no impact on you at all. There's none?"
"Hmm..." Zhao Yu recalled it carefully and nodded with understanding.
Wu Xiumin was indeed right. Although she rarely had nightmares about these cases, they would always flash back in her mind from time to time.
Moreover, every time after completing a case, my emotions would fluctuate inexplicably, making it difficult to control myself.
Could it be... that this is where my frustration lies
Is it because of this - "the sore of criminal investigation"
"You may still have doubts, thinking that all of us are fine, why would it affect you, the great detective, right?" Wu Xiumin asked again.
"Well... indeed, indeed..." Zhao Yu nodded again and asked, "You can't become a Buddha without being crazy. Is it because I am too focused on solving crimes? I always imagine myself as a criminal, so... that's why I become obsessed?"
"There is indeed a reason for this! But in addition, there is another point..." Wu Xiumin said calmly, "This kind of mental trauma often has a greater impact with greater ability!
"Just like you, the more capable people are, the less willing they are to expose their timidity and weaknesses, and the less good they are at expressing their confusion!
"Can you understand what I say?"
oh…
I see!
One sentence, like an enlightenment, went straight to Zhao Yu's heart.
He finally understood that his previous strength was only superficial. If you want to truly become a strong person in the criminal investigation world, you must also defeat your own inner demons!
(End of chapter)