“The year we graduated from high school,” Xin Lang said, “neither she nor I was admitted to college. The universities at that time were not like they are now. If you don’t get into the exam, you have to think about something else!
"I was tired of studying and knew that I was not the material, so I went to find a place to work." Xin Lang closed his eyes and fell into the past. "But she insisted on going to college and chose Repeat reading!
"That was the first time we had a disagreement, and it was also... the last time!"
Hearing this, Zhao Yu wanted to ask, who is this "her"
However, now Xin Lang was immersed in memories of the past, and neither Zhao Yu nor Miao Ying rashly interrupted him.
This was Zhao Yu's countless times listening to murderers confess their crimes. He thought he was calm and at ease, but when it really came to this time, he still maintained a high degree of excitement, with his ears open and his eyes open. He stared so hard, for fear of missing any word!
"In those years, my first love and I lived a very ordinary and innocent life," Xin Lang's eyes seemed to be flashing with unintentional tears, "She liked eating the spicy hotpot in front of the school the most, not only because it was delicious and delicious. , and it’s also cheap…
"In summer, she especially likes to put red nail polish on her toenails..." Xin Lang choked up, "Because the school doesn't allow nail polish, so the first thing she does after school is to take off her socks. Revealing the red nails on her feet…
"The separation came very quickly, only one year," Xin Lang said. "She was admitted to a key provincial university, Heyang Normal University!"
Hearing Xin Lang's words, goose bumps suddenly appeared on Zhao Yu's back. He never expected that the origin of the story was actually related to the Normal College...
"When we broke up, I acted very calmly and calmly. I thought I could accept it after reading so many romance novels, but..." Xin Lang shook his head and sighed, "I thought too simply. I can't forget her. It seems like when she left, my life was destroyed too!
"It feels like I have become one with her a long time ago, and if she leaves, I will die!
"What's even more ridiculous is," Xin Lang clenched his fists and said, "I can see that she yearns for a better college life, and she has no regrets about me at all. It's all a hypocritical performance...
"I'm sad, I'm sad, but I never imagined that she would become a lingering mark on me for the rest of my life. Sometimes, I don't know what's wrong with me, whether I miss her too much or hate her too much!
"I want to be strong, but I also want to... kill her!!!"
"After the breakup, I suppressed my pain and went around to make money and work." Xin Lang still clenched his fists tightly. "I even secretly visited her at school. She didn't have anything wrong... and talked to her classmates. laugh…
"Sometimes, I am also very strange. People are really strange animals," Xin Lang shook his head and said, "At that time, I often hung out in nightclubs in Chengzhou, working as a doorman, a car boy, and a waiter. I saw a new and lively world, and saw so many women who would do anything for money...
"The rich spend money like water, and girls fly to the fire like moths. From that moment on, flames burst out of my eyes. I also want to taste the happiness of moths flying towards me..."
"Logically speaking, I have worked in this place for such a long time, so I should take my relationship with her very lightly, but... no... no matter what, I can't forget her...
"The memory of my first love deeply affected me. I felt that maybe she was not just a person, but some kind of dependence in my mind
"My mother died young, and I have a habitual dependence on women. She is my first and the only one in my heart...
"When I was in a nightclub, whenever I saw a woman who looked similar to her, I would feel particularly fascinated. I would imagine them wearing red nail polish on their feet and then jumping towards me..."
It has to be said that Xin Lang's words were full of repetitions and contradictions. From this, Zhao Yu could see that this person's mental deformity was very serious, and he even had a certain degree of delusion.
At the same time, Zhao Yu and Miao Ying were both worried about one thing. Could the "she" Xin Lang mentioned be no longer alive
In other words... he has been killed!
"I really don't know what happened to me," Xin Lang said with a look of confusion in his eyes, "Four years later, she graduated from college and left, leaving school!
"And I... I stupidly used the savings I earned over the past four years to buy a bookstore located inside Heyang Normal University... and started a book selling and renting business...
"Listen, you must think it's ridiculous, right?" Xin Lang showed a weird and ugly smile, "She has graduated, but I went to open a store where she went to school. I... what on earth do I want to do
"Could it be that... she wants to experience what the school she went to is like? Or... or... am I just a lunatic?"
Hearing this, Zhao Yu couldn't help exchanging glances with Miao Ying. They didn't expect that Xin Lang's condition would decline so sharply. They began to worry that if this continued, he would collapse and delay his confession. big event.
However, at this time, if you interrupt him rashly, it may affect the continuity of his confession, and it will not be beneficial to finding out the truth.
So, the two of them said nothing and continued to listen to Xin Lang's confession:
"At first, I lived quite peacefully, right? Five years, or six years?" Xin Lang said, "My youth was also immersed in the university campus, but I was not a college student, but a book seller. of!
"Every day, I just watch people coming and going in the bookstore. There are many people reading. When I have nothing to do, I also read. It is no exaggeration to say that I have read almost all the books in the bookstore, no matter what genre...
"But... although those books were well written, none of them could be written into my heart. Until one day, when I saw a novel written by a student, my heart was suddenly attracted... "
At this point, Zhao Yu took advantage of the situation and held up Liu Weiwei's murder diary in front of Xin Lang.
"Yes, I brought it with me on this run!" Xin Lang said without hesitation, "Yes, I was so fascinated by it that I stole it!
"I think... since you have caught me, can you guess what will happen next? I can tell you," Xin Lang showed an evil smile again, "You guessed it right! Not only did I steal the This manuscript, and... it was done according to the plot written in the manuscript... "
really…
Xin Lang was right. Zhao Yu had already guessed countless times about the subsequent plot, and now it seemed that there was almost no deviation from what he guessed.
However, the truth of the matter is still somewhat incomprehensible.
So, Zhao Yu asked at the right time: "Then, let me tell you how you killed someone!"
(End of chapter)