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The biting cold wind howled by, and there were only a few people walking on the street. A beggar in ragged clothes, with dirty hair that was as disheveled as weeds, was crawling forward with difficulty on the ground holding a broken bowl with several holes missing. .
His legs seemed to have been broken, and he was dragging on the ground unconsciously. The arm also seemed to be hanging limply.
As a gust of cold wind passed by, the beggar shuddered involuntarily, feeling a biting chill, and his face turned blue from the cold.
The tattered, cloth-like clothes on his body could not cover his whole body at all, and it was even more difficult to resist the severe cold in such a cold weather.
After a while, the beggar finally climbed to a corner with great difficulty. He curled up with difficulty, holding the broken bowl in his right hand, shivering in the corner, and exhaled streams of white breath.
The dirty and messy hair is like a chicken coop on the head. The hair that has not been washed for many years is full of dirt and is caked in clumps. The exposed half of the face is bruised and covered with frostbite sores. There were even a few chilblains that seemed to be suppurating…
'Ding! '
A crisp sound suddenly sounded. A pedestrian was walking on the street in front of the beggar. He probably saw that the beggar was pitiful, so he dropped a copper plate to him.
The beggar looked at the copper plate that had rolled a few times on the ground and stopped. He did not immediately pick it up like ordinary beggars. Instead, he had a mocking look on his lips.
He raised his head slightly, covered by his messy hair, but his half-exposed eyes showed a coldness and anger that ordinary beggars didn't have.
There was a vague chill in his expression that was even colder than this severe cold weather, and an aura full of resentment...
"I want to see how long you can trap me!"
'The beggar' thought coldly with suppressed anger in his heart. "If I remember correctly, this is already my eighth life."
"These eight periods of life were each more miserable than the last. In this period of life, the whole family was killed, legs were broken, an arm was broken, and I was tortured and tortured. I was reduced to ****. For beggars…”
This 'beggar' is actually Yin Xiu!
Yin Xiu's heart was filled with resentment and anger at this moment, and his emotions were filled with an extremely suppressed hostility.
As he said, he has experienced eight different lives in the dream, and each life is more miserable than the previous one.
The first period of his life was when he married Xiao Jing. After decades of ordinary but warm and happy life, he had a wife and children, and died of old age, but he also had to watch Xiao Jing die of old age with his own eyes.
The second period of life was very short, which made him fall in love with Ji Xueqing. However, he was chased by his enemies. He watched Ji Xueqing die in front of him while blocking a knife for him, and he was also killed by his enemies...
In the third stage of his life, his childhood sweetheart and fiancée Jiang Xianxian was abducted by an evil young man, but eventually committed suicide. Yin Xiu embarked on a road of revenge, but in his life of revenge, Yin Xiu failed to achieve his wish and was killed at the moment when he was closest to success. Die with regret.
The fourth life... Yin Xiu returned to his youth.
The land of China has been tortured by foreign powers, and countless compatriots have been bullied. Yin Xiu killed many foreign powers in order to save his oppressed compatriots, but this brought disaster to his family.
His parents and younger brother Yin Chongwen were all shot by the foreign powers. He himself was eventually killed by cannons and beaten to pieces!
In the fifth period of his life, Yin Xiu was hunted down by enemies in the world of cultivation, and all his friends died due to his involvement. In the end he couldn't escape. The soul was extracted by the enemy and sacrificed into a magic weapon.
…
Until now, this has been the eighth period of illusory life that Yin Xiu has experienced.
After each period of life ends, the next period of life that Yin Xiu experiences will be much more miserable than the previous one.
Although everything is a dream, after every period of life. Yin Xiu still had an uncontrollable feeling of resentment and anger in his heart, and the hostility in his body was getting heavier and heavier.
In this dream, many things were not under Yin Xiu's control at all.
His consciousness knew that everything he experienced was illusory, but there was still a part of his consciousness that sank uncontrollably into the dream.
Just like when ordinary people are half asleep and half awake, their consciousness can vaguely realize that they seem to be dreaming, but they are unable to actively withdraw their consciousness from the dream.
You will still invest your emotions into everything that happens in the dream. At least the part of your consciousness that is immersed in the dream will treat everything that happens in the dream as real and participate in it...
Yin Xiu's anger was not just because he saw in his dream that people he was familiar with died in various ways in front of him one by one, and he experienced a life that was more miserable than the last.
More importantly, Yin Xiu couldn't bear the fate of himself and the people he knew well around him being 'controlled' by other forces!
Even if this is just an illusory life, it is unbearable for Yin Xiu!
As a cultivator, in addition to powerful power, what I want more is to transcend the constraints of heaven and earth, to escape from the three realms and five elements, not to be manipulated or controlled by anything, and to control my own destiny!
In a word, that is, my fate is up to me!
But now, part of his consciousness was trapped in an illusory life and was controlled by an inexplicable force, like a puppet, leaving him unable to resist. This made Yin Xiu both angry and humiliated.
Because of this, as he lived an illusory life one after another, the anger and hostility in Yin Xiu's heart became uncontrollably stronger.
He is now very eager to vent the anger and hostility in his heart, and his desire to unleash destruction and even killing is extremely strong.
What’s more, I want to mercilessly smash the culprit who trapped him into this period of illusory life and controlled everything in this illusory life!
Otherwise, Yin Xiu felt that it would be difficult for him to completely vent the strong resentment and hostility accumulated in this period of illusory life, and it would be difficult to untie the knot in his heart!
However, no matter how strong Yin Xiu's inner desire to vent, kill, and destroy was, he was powerless. Not only was he unable to separate his consciousness from this illusion, but at this period of his life he was just a beggar with two legs and one hand disabled!
Without the slightest bit of force, even any child can bully, humiliate and cripple him wantonly!
"I don't believe you can keep me trapped. One day I will break out of this illusion. At that time, no matter what caused these illusions in life, I vow to completely smash them!"
In the cold wind, Yin Xiu huddled in the corner, looking up at the somewhat hazy sky, gritting his teeth and thinking bitterly.
[515 is coming soon, and I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list. By May 15th, the red envelope rain will be able to reward readers and promote promotional works. One piece is also love, I will definitely update it!](To be continued.)uw