"Brother, I believe that Sister Tang Yao cares about you in her heart, but she just wants to stay away from you because of some worldly feelings." Gu Shaoqing couldn't see Gu Shaoze's mourning, and was eager to explain.
But sometimes explanations are just cover-ups, which only aggravate the fact that Tang Yao doesn't care about Gu Shaoze at all.
Gu Shaoze only felt that every word Gu Shaoqing said was adding salt to his unhealed wounds, making him leave even more painfully. It could be said that every word was heartbreaking.
"Enough!" he growled.
"..." Gu Shaoqing's words stopped abruptly, her eyes were red, and she looked at Gu Shaoze with some grievance.
She just wanted to help her brother with good intentions, but for some reason, she ended up doing bad things with good intentions, which made her feel very uncomfortable.
"Brother, I'm sorry, I just wanted to help you, I didn't think too much about it." She said in a low voice. The tears in his eyes fell down uncontrollably.
Seeing that Gu Shaoqing was actually crying, Gu Shaoze was stunned for a moment, then reached out to catch her tears. Each one became very hot. He sighed softly in his heart and softened his tone: "Stop crying. , I don’t mean to blame you, I just feel that I am useless. When I married Tang Yao, everyone said that I married a capable wife. If it weren’t for her help, I would not be able to stand at the heel of the Gu Group. So stable, to be honest, I was actually a little unconvinced at that time, so I thought about opening an entertainment company outside privately. I wanted to use my own ability to make the company bigger and stronger, and let everyone know that I am a dignified Gu family. An heir is no worse than a woman."
After a pause, he smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect that the facts slapped me hard. After divorcing Tang Yao, my career plummeted. Now I have even been kicked out of the Gu Group, and even my own entertainment company has been kicked out." The business is in a mess. It can be said that Tang Yao is my favorite, but it’s a pity that I don’t know how to cherish her and push her into the arms of other men. I personally ruined my happiness. After the divorce, you don’t even know about me. How many times have I regretted it?”
"Brother." Gu Shaoqing looked at Gu Shaoze, who was obviously more depressed, with red eyes. She was a little at a loss for a moment. She didn't know how to comfort him.
Gu Shaoze covered his face with his hands, took a deep breath, and then put down his hands. His mood obviously stabilized: "I'm fine. This little thing can't knock me down. Don't worry, I'm here and I won't let you go through it." Hard times.”
Gu Shaoqing's tears fell even more fiercely. She hugged Gu Shaoze and choked up: "Brother, why did our family become like this? It was clear that we lived well before. Although there were occasional quarrels, my father's heart was with me. The people in this family are good to my mother, and they value you even more. They also said that when you get old, everything in the Gu family will be yours. Why did an illegitimate child appear? Your father kept saying that the woman he loves the most is you. , I have never loved my mother. If I really have never loved her, how did we three sisters come to be."
She suddenly felt that a man's heart was deeper than a woman's. After decades of being a couple, they were about to grow old, but the person next to her said that he had never loved you. This was such an unfortunate thing.
She couldn't understand how a person could sleep with another person for so many years if he didn't love her. Thinking about it, she felt particularly terrible.
"Don't think about it. This is a matter of the previous generation. Even if you think about it all your head, you won't know what your father thinks." Gu Shaoze said.
Gu Shaoqing nodded gloomily and shed tears.
Her family is in complete chaos. Her mother has become a little neurotic due to the blows from the family. She will only torture her and her eldest brother. If they don't go well, she will beat or scold her. She is now afraid to see her. Mother.
"Brother, when will the farce in our family end?" She leaned into Gu Shaoze's arms and whispered.
Gu Shaoze's hand stroking her hair paused, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.
He didn't know when it would be over. Gu Shaorui had Su Lengmo's secret help, which made him even more powerful. He wanted to seize the Xi family group, unless he bowed to Su Lengmo and admitted that he was a loser and was not worthy of Tang Yao in this life. otherwise…
Gu Shaoze sighed quietly in his heart. He loved Tang Yao deeply. As long as there was a glimmer of hope, he would never give up the possibility of taking her back. How could he bow to Su Lengmo and admit that he was a loser.
"Brother, what's wrong with you? What are you thinking about?" Gu Shaoqing raised her head and saw that Gu Shaoze's expression became distant, and he didn't know what he was doing.
Gu Shaoze came back to his senses, looked down at Gu Shaoqing, shook his head and said, "It's okay. You should rest first. You have been running around all morning, so you must be tired."
"What about you, brother?" Gu Shaoqing held Gu Shaoze's hand to prevent him from wandering off.
"I went back to my room. I was a little tired. I planned to take a nap. I have to go to the company in the afternoon."
"I'll go back with you."
"No, my room is next to yours. If you need anything, just call me."
Gu Shaoze gave a few more instructions and then left the room without looking back.
Gu Shaoqing watched the person leave, and then sighed quietly.
She was obviously only in her twenties, but her mentality was as old as that of a woman in her thirties. The great changes in her family made her grow up almost overnight.
Gu Shaoze returned to his room and came to the window. He looked at the high-rise buildings and busy traffic outside, and couldn't help but feel a flash of sadness in his heart.
He took out a cigarette and lit it, smoking it carelessly. The smoke he exhaled curled up and filled his entire face, making his expression unclear.
He smoked several cigarettes in a row, the room was filled with the smell of cigarettes, and a lot of cigarette butts were thrown at his feet.
"Yao Yao, you must feel that I am particularly useless now." He looked in the direction of the Su family villa and muttered.
He took out his mobile phone and opened the photo album inside. It was Tang Yao on it. She was in every photo. Some were standing in the sun, some were holding umbrellas, some were leaning on big trees... Tang Yao was in every photo. They all have one characteristic, that is, they smile very happily, just like a child who is ignorant of the world.
"Yao Yao, look how happy you laughed before. I remember when we traveled to Lijiang once, you still held my hand and said sweetly to me, I am the best person to you in this life. , you will never give up on me no matter what, but in the end, you still decisively let go of my hand." As he said that, Gu Shaoze's eyes turned red, and his eyes were filled with regret. If there was a chance to come back, He won't attach so much importance to children. If he can't have children, the worst option is to adopt one. If he really likes children, he will adopt a son and a daughter.
(End of chapter)