"Tomorrow?" Shen Ning looked out the window and her eyes became hazy as she looked out the window. "I don't know where I'm going, but the world is so big and I want to see it."
She smiled. Mo Chuan would not understand this sentence, but it represented her truest thoughts.
She no longer wants to retrieve her lost memories now. The past has passed. What she should grasp is not the past, but the present.
Just like if she likes Mo Chuan, then she will give herself to him wholeheartedly without reservation, so that she will not have any regrets in her life.
As for the future, the days are still long, and she doesn't know what will happen after leaving Mochuan.
But compared with love, freedom is more important.
"Give me time, and I will accompany you to see the whole world. As long as you give me time, as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will do what I say." Mo Chuan held her hand tightly.
It was getting brighter and brighter outside the window, and it would be bright soon, but his heart became darker inch by inch.
He's giving himself one last chance.
"Wait?" She shook her head with a smile, "No, I won't wait for you, I won't wait for anyone, human life is too short, there are many things that are wasted and missed while waiting, so I won't wait for you. "
His heart sank deeper and darker.
"You are the emperor of Dongli Kingdom, you have your responsibilities and obligations, and I am just a woman who longs to be free. I don't want to be imprisoned in that exquisite cage. I don't want to live in a world where I can eat and drink well. If I live a rich and prosperous life, I will become a useless person. You will definitely not like me like that."
Suddenly the shadow of a person flashed in Mo Chuan's heart, that was Chu Shaobai!
Chu Shaoyang also said what she said, the life she wanted to live was also what Chu Shaobai wanted.
Chu Shaobai let go of his hand, left everything behind, and left freely like a wandering cloud and wild crane. There has been no news until now, but Mo Chuan knew that he must be living a happy life.
Maybe he had suffered and struggled, but when he gave up everything, he was happy and free.
This idea coincides with hers!
Could it be that she and Shaobai were a real couple
If she hadn't fought for love in the first place, maybe she and Chu Shaobai would have known each other long ago.
Mo Chuan slowly loosened his fingers and stroked her hair, his eyes still full of affection.
"It's almost dawn, are you leaving?"
"Yeah." She nodded.
"You haven't slept all night, why not have a good sleep and wait until you wake up before leaving, okay? I promise I will never disturb you."
"No." Her tone was gentle, but her eyes were firm.
He knew that she had made up her mind and he could not keep her no matter what.
She slowly opened his fingers, stood up gently, and put on her clothes one by one under his gaze without avoiding his gaze.
In the dim light of morning, she left the room without even looking back.
She took nothing away. She didn't ask for anything from the silver notes and gold and silver ingots he prepared for her.
She just wore a Tsing Yi cloth skirt and a thorn hairpin on her head, like a common girl, and left without attracting anyone's attention.
Mo Chuan stood in front of the window, watching her slender figure gradually go away, farther and farther away, until she disappeared.
He felt that his heart was empty and he didn't know where it was. Maybe she was gone and took his heart with her.