"Miss, please don't leave me here alone. I have never been separated from you. Just take me with you, okay?" Xiao Ruai begged.
What can Shen Ning say? If she continues, she will definitely break Xiaoru's heart.
"Okay, we have to leave early tomorrow morning, so let's go to bed early tonight."
She pulled Xiao Ru onto the bed and lay down side by side with her.
Xiaoru was excited, excited, sad and reluctant. She couldn't tell what it was like. She had a lot to ask Shen Ning, but when she turned her head and looked up, Shen Ning had closed her eyes and seemed to be sleeping. She didn't dare to disturb her by speaking out, so she had to keep everything in her heart.
Although she had made up her mind to stay with Shen Ning, she still thought about going to Eastern Qin with the eldest lady tomorrow. She would say goodbye to the familiar place where she grew up and go to a desolate place where fur and hair drink blood and rabbits don't poop. She felt unspeakable panic in her heart.
She felt scared, and when she thought of the ferocious look in the caterpillar's eyes and his bad words about marrying herself to a boar, she became even more scared.
She heard that all the men in their Eastern Qin country were fierce and ugly. Now that she saw it with her own eyes, it was indeed true! The prince was so ugly, and other Dong Qin men were nowhere to be seen. When she thought of this, she felt aggrieved for the eldest lady.
The eldest lady is so good-looking, and the emperor is also so good-looking. The two of them are simply a match made in heaven, but why did God forcefully separate them
That ugly and fierce caterpillar is not worthy of the eldest lady at all!
It would be great if we could think of a way so that the eldest lady doesn't have to leave.
She was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, with thoughts spinning in her little head, but she couldn't come up with any ideas. Suddenly she thought of Xiaosi, and couldn't help but think that Xiaosi was so smart and clever, he seemed to be forever. There are endless clever ideas. If he were here, he would definitely be able to help me come up with a good idea!
When she thought of Xiao Si, the blood in her body suddenly became hot. She could no longer sleep. She sat up suddenly and felt her heart beating rapidly.
"Ah, if I go to Dongqin with the eldest lady, I might never see Xiaosi again in this life!"
She murmured to herself and grabbed the skirt of her chest with her hands. She felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, as if she was being held by a big invisible hand, which made her want to cry but couldn't.
"But if I stay, I will never see the eldest lady again!" she thought again.
Xiaoru felt conflicted in pain, pulling her hair hard, and finally made the most difficult choice.
She can not see Xiaosi, but she must never leave the eldest lady!
She lay on the bed again, and what dangled in front of her eyes was Xiaosi's delicate facial features, and his eyes that were smiling like a fox. His smile was so beautiful, his voice was so nice, and what he said The story was so vivid and interesting that she couldn't get enough of it...
Xiaoru remembered that afternoon and evening, when she and Xiaosi sat side by side on the steps. He talked, she listened, he laughed, and she laughed too.
Her eyes became moist unknowingly. From now on, she will never see Xiaosi’s lovely face again. Xiaosi, goodbye!
At the age of fifteen, she experienced the feeling of sadness for the first time.
Xiao Ru closed her eyes, and tears flowed down quietly from the corners of her eyes.