"Think clearly," Bai Shan raised his chin slightly and said, "Although I want to live, but people are mortal. I just hope to live up to my conscience and live an open and frank life. If I can't, then death is a worthy death."
Zhou Man also thought so at the time, that's why the two of them came to the capital and entered the palace with arrogance.
Although the grievances and grievances are far away from them now, the key points in my heart and the ambitions I made at that time have not changed.
He still hopes that he will live up to his conscience in the future and live a frank and frank life.
Bai Shan asked Yin He, "What about you, have you figured it out yet?"
Yin Ju smiled slightly and said, "No."
Bai Erlang turned his head to look at him, "I didn't expect you to be so happy?"
"But it is no longer a problem for me," Yin said, "Whether I live or die, I don't regret this life. If I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out. It doesn't matter if I can't figure it out all my life. .”
He wanted to live before, but more often he wanted to die.
He felt that living was suffering, but he was reluctant to let him die. He was very unwilling. He came to this world as an adult, but he had to leave before he could do anything.
He has never been out of the capital, and the farthest he has reached is the Shili Pavilion in the suburbs of Beijing. That was when he was a child to see his father off.
When he was dying of illness, he dreamed of that scene back and forth in his dream. It was obviously a very ordinary road, with a very ordinary roadside pavilion and trees, but he just kept thinking, constantly thinking, in his dream, he rode On the horse, he left without looking back, leaving the capital, his family, and even himself behind.
The person on the horse seems to be him, but it doesn't seem to be him...
When he woke up from the dream, he was thinking, why is he still reluctant to die
It is so painful to live, and when he reaches adulthood, he will die after leaving heirs, and he still dies in such a humiliating way, why can't he simply die now
It took him a long time to figure it out, because he wanted to be the "Yin Or" who rode on a horse in his dream and left without looking back.
Although he still hasn't been able to become that Yin or, he still stays in the crowd, but he can really walk out of the ten-mile long pavilion and walk down the long official road.
He has been to the Western Regions, and now he has come to Qingzhou and saw the sea. He is dead now. Although he still feels regretful in his heart, he will not be so unwilling.
Bai Erlang looked at Yin He, then turned his head to look at Bai Shan, his eyes flickered at the smiles on their faces, he snorted, turned his head away, and looked at the sunset too.
He said: "I don't think so much, as long as I have a good time."
Bai Shan gave him a warning look and said, "Don't scribble in your fairy diary, or I won't care if you are happy or not."
Bai Erlang remained silent, and after a long while suddenly jumped long, ran a long way before shouting at him: "That's my book, you don't want to change my manuscript!"
Bai Shan: ...
Yin Hu burst out laughing, and Bai Shan couldn't help asking him, "Have you read his manuscript?"
Yin shook his head, "I read Journey to the West, but I didn't see Miscellaneous Records of Immortals."
Bai Shan frowned, and decided to ask Bai Erlang for the manuscript when he returned home.
They were stationed here at night, and the servants slept in thatched huts very uneasy, "We won't be arrested and put in jail, right?"
"No, no way, isn't the road already being dug up and rebuilt? Everyone else has gone back, and we are the only ones left."
"Then who is to blame? It's not that you cut corners. If the road you built was not so bad, could we be left by the adults to rebuild it?"
"Fart, do you think you can escape?"
"I went out to dig mud. How did I know that you build roads like this?"
"Anyway, none of you can escape, think about how much soil you didn't dig before, it's all on you."
The other people living in the house panicked, turned over uncomfortably, and asked, "Are we really going to be caught and put in jail?"
"It's also possible that they will be exiled. Those who commit crimes will either go to jail or be exiled?" One person said: "Boss, you can't kill us just because we didn't fix the road, right?"
"Don't, don't be scary. I think the county magistrate is very kind to us. I have served for five years. This is the first time I can have enough food while serving."
"Yeah, the county magistrate doesn't look like a bad guy."
"I didn't say that the county magistrate is a bad person. Isn't it we who are the bad people now? Isn't it natural for the county magistrate to deal with bad people?" Someone said in the dark: "I just think that we have done bad things, and we can die well?"
He said: "Although the magistrate of the county is good to the servants, he is also ruthless to the bandits. Those who were beheaded in Dajing Village before, those who were beheaded, and those who were exiled, were not all caught and not one left behind?" ?”
"Then, what shall we do then?"
Bai Shan yawned, blew out the candle, folded his clothes and lay down on the creaking wooden bed, and said to the two people on the left and right: "Stop talking small things, go to sleep quickly."
Bai Erlang asked: "When shall we go back? I think I understand."
Bai Shan put his hands behind his head, sighed and said, "Do you think I don't want to go home? Seeing how lazy they are today, I guess it will take until the day after tomorrow to fix them. We will leave after we deal with them."
He paused and said, "Otherwise, you go back tomorrow?"
He thought it was a good idea, and he said, "It's good for you to go back, it happens to be able to help them."
Bai Erlang: "Is it to help Zhou Man?"
Bai Shan gave him an elbow, "Be respectful, that's your senior sister."
Bai Erlang couldn't help but sat up from the bed, "That's still my younger brother and sister! Don't bully me, hmph, I won't go back. If I go back alone, they will definitely talk about me and think I'm lazy!"
He wanted to be enlightened, but it didn't mean he was willing to go back and be scolded.
Bai Shan felt that he had committed laziness again, so he wanted to explain the "reason" to him, but Yin He smiled and persuaded him, and was about to pull the two of them away, when a loud voice came from outside the room, "What do you want to do?"
The three people in the room froze, looked at each other in the dark, and immediately got out of bed.
The guards kept shouting violently from outside the house, "Bold, adults are resting here, why don't you step back?"
Bai Shan grabbed Yin He, turned his head and said to Bai Erlang, "You stay here with Yin He."
In the moonlight, his expression couldn't be seen clearly, but Bai Erlang still nodded, then stretched out his hand to hold Yin Or firmly, and said to him: "Let him go, he is better than us in kung fu, and he is still fighting against anger." After learning the stick technique, I am now very strong, and beating people is very painful."
Bai Shan has already opened the door and went out.
Fang Xiancheng and Mr. Cui, who live next door, also hurried out with their clothes on. Seeing so many people gathered in front of the thatched cottage, they immediately shouted angrily, "What are you doing here late at night? Hurry up and leave!"