It's a bit like summer, when she and Ye Shaoguang lived together and asked him to buy watermelon. A big watermelon was cut open. She held half of the watermelon bigger than her head, took a spoon, and dug it out with a spoonful. There is only one watermelon shell left.
This was how she felt now. Someone took a spoon and dug out her heart, digging out a hole that could never be filled.
Ji Mianmian felt so cold that she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt.
This is a hospital. There is a strong smell of disinfectant on the hospital quilt, which is very unpleasant. Ji Mianmian can't help but think of the smell of Ye Shaoguang. It is very refreshing and smells good, with a faint mint fragrance. She also thinks of it. The temperature of his body.
At night, he always pestered her and hugged her tightly. When he was here before, she never felt that life was any different.
Now that he was gone, Ji Mianmian suddenly realized that without him, this bed would not be warm for her alone.
Even though she was wrapped in a quilt, she still felt cold, bone-chilling.
She was obviously in the room, in the ward, with the doors and windows closed, but she just felt that the wind was blowing from all directions, just like that night on the bridge. The night wind was really cold, blowing on her body like a knife.
Yan Qingsi saw Ji Mianmian trembling, "Mianmian, how are you? Are you feeling uncomfortable... I'll call the doctor..."
Ji Mianmian shook her head and grabbed Yan Qingsi's hand: "Sister, I'm fine... I think I might just be hungry... I'm so hungry and want to eat!"
Yan Qingsi nodded: "Okay, eat... eat... I'll have someone prepare a meal for you..."
Outside, Yue Tingfeng turned around and asked someone to prepare food.
Ji Mianmian has just woken up. People who have been comatose for two or three days have nothing in their stomachs. They cannot eat too much at once and can only drink some porridge.
Ji Mianmian was not picky about food and drank two or three bowls of porridge in one gulp. She wanted to drink more, but Yan Qingsi stopped her.
She said: "Mianmian, you just woke up, so you can't eat too much. Once your body recovers, you can eat whatever you want."
Ji Mianmian looked at Yan Qingsi blankly: "But I'm hungry, Sister Qingsi, I'm very hungry... I want to eat... I feel like my stomach can't be filled..."
Yan Qingsi's hands shook. She didn't know what to say!
Because she knew that Ji Mianmian was not hungry in her stomach, but empty in her heart, so... she couldn't fill it up no matter how much food she put in.
The only person who can fill it up is gone! No one can replace him, so... everyone can fill the gap.
Yan Qingsi's heart ached with pain, and she touched Ji Mianmian's face with her hand: "Mianmian, listen to me, okay... We won't eat, please bear with it, and wait until you are better... What do you want to eat? , I will let you eat..."
Ji Mianmian gave a silly smile: "Then... I'll listen to Sister Qingsi."
At night, Yan Qingsi and Ji Mianmian shared a bed. She didn't dare to leave her alone, so she could only guard her.
Yan Qingsi was talking to Ji Mianmian, and she picked out the fun things she had experienced before and told her.
Ji Mianmian would reply a few words. At about 11 o'clock, Ji Mianmian fell asleep, and Yan Qingsi breathed a sigh of relief. Ji Mianmian neither cried nor made trouble, which made her heart hang all the time and she did not dare to fall to the ground. She was very scared and worried about her. Something will happen.
Early in the morning, Yan Qingsi couldn't bear it and closed her eyes.
After she fell asleep, Ji Mianmian opened her eyes and looked at the black ceiling, her eyes open... her black eyes were empty!