Murong Mian seemed to want to vent all the accumulated resentment in his mind at once.
Every word he said was like tiny needles, densely packed, piercing Mrs. Murong's heart. He didn't show mercy just because she was weak and about to die. Under his calm appearance, there was a torrent of catharsis. , as if Mrs. Murong was about to be beaten to death.
Madam Murong opened her mouth to explain, but could not speak. Tears were streaming from her eyes, and she was begging him to stop talking.
However, it was no use, Murong Mian did not stop.
He sarcastically said: "You keep saying that you are forced to do nothing. You always say that you have to do it as a last resort, but... will you really die if you don't do this? No! Being selfish is selfish. Don't always put yourself as the victim. In your position, act like you are weak but you are reasonable. Whatever you do, others should accommodate you. I have done my best to help you so much. Don’t ask me for more. You don’t have any. If you have fulfilled your responsibilities as a mother, why do you ask me to be a dutiful son to you?"
Mrs. Murong could no longer make a sound and could only say silently with her mouth open: I'm sorry...
Murong Mian said coldly: "If Murong Mian and I had a chance of being saved, and if Murong Mian needed a heart to survive, I think you would choose me as the victim without hesitation. You will say that you also want to save both of them, but you have no choice. It is good for everyone if Murong Mian lives, because the Murong family needs him, and as the elder brother, I should give my younger brother the chance to live, right? ?You never thought that someone needs me, right?"
Madam Murong cried silently and did not speak. She probably wanted to refute, or she also wanted to deny.
However, she knew in her heart that what he said was right, because that was her original plan, and she did look like that.
If Murong Mian lives, it will be good for many people. She will not be bullied by her relatives because of the loss of her son, and Murong Zhihong will not be unable to support himself because of the loss of his son.
As for Ye Shaoguang, the Ye family is finished and he has no other relatives around him. Whether he lives or dies may not have much impact.
Therefore, Ye Shaoguang deserved to be a victim.
However, as luck would have it, heaven did not come true and Murong Mian really died.
In desperation, Mrs. Murong chose this method after weighing the pros and cons.
This gave herself enough psychological hints, so she would not feel guilty. Instead, she felt that she gave Ye Shaoguang a second life, and he should thank her.
However, this time he brought Ji Mianmian back to help her, and the daily contact made her feel guilty about her son, year by year.
Especially after Murong Zhihong died, she realized that this was the only relative left around her, and this was her only support.
In fact, even now, Madam Murong does not treat him as a son.
She just needed a support point in her life, and he was the only one she could find.
Murong Mian saw Madam Murong clearly. The pitiable person was equal to her hatefulness. How humble she was now was how hateful she was back then. Her current pity was all based on the deep feelings she once had. On the basis of deeply hurting others.