Nie Qiuping opened her mouth to scold Qingsi, but when she saw her little face full of longing, she couldn't say anything in her mouth.
The bitterness in her heart was unbearable. In addition to the guilt that Qingsi had not received her father's love since she was a child, there was also... She couldn't agree to Qingsi's saying, "Okay!"
It is precisely because Youyou is such a good person that she is even less worthy of him.
No one must know how bad her situation is than herself.
Qingsi talked a lot to Nie Qiuping, what Youyou had done for her, how powerful and great he was when he protected her, and how much she liked this uncle.
She almost didn't tell Nie Qiuping, but in fact, she had already called Youyi daddy.
Nie Qiuping listened and thought. She didn't expect that Youyou had done so much. In addition to being moved, her heart was filled with sourness and endless sourness.
They, mother and daughter, would never be able to get enough of the kindness that cruising has done to them in this lifetime.
Such a person was so good that if she fell in love with him, she would feel like she was destroying him.
He deserves to have a better life and not be dragged down by them.
Qingsi gently pulled Nie Qiuping's arm: "Mom..."
Nie Qiuping came back to her senses, she circled Qingsi, held her in her arms, looked at the night outside the window, and murmured: "Qingsi, mom knows you want a father, but... mom and him are impossible, you still When you are young, you don’t understand many things. When you grow up, you will understand that many things in this world are really not something you can achieve just by thinking about them. In the adult world, what lies in front of you is not just that, just liking it is enough... "
Nie Qiuping didn't know what to say to Qingsi, but she couldn't let her daughter have any illusions anymore.
Qingsi made a bitter face, "Mom... what you mean is, is it impossible?"
Nie Qiuping made up her mind, shook her head and said, "Yes, it's impossible."
Qingsi's eyes turned red little by little, "Mom... is it really impossible?"
Facing Qingsi's face that was about to cry, Nie Qiuping wanted to be cruel again, but she couldn't say it. She held her daughter tightly in her arms and said nothing.
Qingsi cried and said: "Mom, if... if there is a chance, if my mother will find me another father in the future, I think that person will be Uncle You."
After a moment of silence, Nie Qiuping touched Qingsi's head and finally said: "Mom, I remember."
Qingsi lay in Nie Qiuping's arms: "Mom... you have to forgive uncle! Uncle didn't mean it."
"Well, mom knows, be good and go to sleep."
Qingsi gradually fell asleep under Nie Qiuping's comfort.
That night, Nie Qiuping suffered from insomnia, tossing and turning until early morning without closing her eyes.
Qingsi was sleeping soundly next to her. She turned sideways and looked at her little face, feeling sad.
If... If, if possible, she would also like to find a father like Youyou for Qingsi, but they owe so much to others, so how can they drag others down for the rest of their lives.
At some point, there was a crackling sound outside the window.
Rain always comes quickly in summer, and the weather is very sunny during the day, and it doesn't look like it's going to rain at all.
Nie Qiuping didn't pay attention at first, but later, the raindrops became heavier and heavier, accompanied by thunder, which made her already in chaos and became even more irritable.
She suddenly remembered that the window on the balcony was not closed, and there were clothes hanging out to dry, as well as clothes that had been washed today.
Nie Qiuping quickly stood up, opened the door gently, and walked to the balcony in the dark.