For the next few days, Xiao Yi didn't know how to speak to Xu Che. Every time something came to her lips, she wanted to say it, but she felt that it was not the best time.
And during the period when Xu Che's arm was injured, in the first few days, he couldn't use his strength at all. Xiao Yi felt distressed when she saw it, and at the same time felt that she was too selfish.
In fact, Xu Che could feel that Xiao Yi had been hesitant to speak for the past few days. He was very stubborn and didn't ask, because he really wanted to hear Xiao Yi take the initiative to speak. Tell the secret in your heart.
Although he felt that he had used enough patience with Xiao Yi, sometimes, he would still be hurt by her unconscious actions.
This state lasted for a week.
A week later, Tang Yan personally called Sheng Xiao to borrow Xu Che. There was a joint operation that required Xu Che's agility to cooperate.
For some reason, Xu Che breathed a sigh of relief when he got this task, because the unwillingness to face Xiao Yi every day was already overwhelming him.
That night, Xu Che went home to pack his luggage.
Seeing this, Xiao Yi panicked: "You want to leave?"
Seeing Xiao Yi's nervous expression, Xu Che relieved the depression in his heart: "I have a mission, and I have to go on a business trip for a few days."
"Go for a few days? Is it dangerous? When will you come back? You haven't discussed it with me."
Hearing her questioning like firecrackers, Xu Che closed the suitcase, then looked at Xiao Yi seriously and said: "It will take about four days, a high-risk operation, if there are no accidents, we should be back on Friday."
Xiao Yi got the answer and became even more flustered: "Do I have to go?"
Xu Che put down the suitcase, held Xiao Yi's hand, and said in a helpless tone, "I know you have something to say to me, but you can't say it, sometimes I wonder if I am your last Dear ones, why haven't you believed in me wholeheartedly, and refused to give me your heart, I thought I wouldn't mind, I could continue to wait, but sometimes I find... I am also human, an ordinary man .”
"When I received this task, I didn't know why, but I felt a little lucky, because I couldn't continue to deceive myself, Xiao Yi, I'm not a piece of wood, I can feel it, my position in your heart is not so important after all. important."
"I've been away for four days, so you should think about it carefully. If you're sure you can't give me your sincerity, I think we can choose another relationship. There's no need to force each other like this."
After hearing Xu Che's words, Xiao Yi was stunned...
Even a little overwhelmed, she thought she was hiding it well, but in fact...
Not at all.
"Xu Che, that's not the case, can you not leave?"
Xu Che shook his head: "I'm by your side, you can't see yourself clearly, besides, human life is at stake, everyone is waiting for me now, these few days, you take good care of yourself, I believe you, you can already do it."
After speaking, Xu Che squatted down and picked up the suitcase.
Then, without waiting for Xiao Yi to continue speaking, he walked out of his house quickly.
Originally, he didn't want to say something that would hurt the relationship between the two of them, but... If he didn't say anything, his chest would explode.
So, taking advantage of these four days, they can calm down.
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Xiao Yi watched Xu Che leave helplessly, tears streaming down her face immediately, she didn't know why she still lacked courage until now, obviously she was no longer the same as before.
The day after Xu Che left, Xiao Yi called Mu Qiqi.
Now only Mu Qiqi can untie her knot.
The two made an appointment to meet at the sub-bureau, Mu Qiqi saw Xiao Yi and knew that she hadn't slept all night.
"Did something happen with Xu Che?"
"Xu Che said, I don't love him enough, let's calm down for a few days." Xiao Yi replied sickly.
"Actually, we have discussed this matter in private. The conclusion is that you really don't love Xu Che enough. First of all, you don't trust him, so you are afraid of marriage. Second, you don't care about him enough. You are always obsessed with whether others hurt you. On this point, therefore, the conclusion is that the one you love the most is yourself." At this moment, Mu Qiqi, as Xu Che's natal family, said very bluntly, "Love this kind of thing, it's very special, whether the other party loves it or not You, you can feel it with just one look, I don't know how long Xu Che has endured, anyway, I seldom feel the love for Xu Che from you."
Xiao Yi suddenly fell into a deeper panic: "Qiqi, I have been hurt for many years, I really don't know how to love, and I don't know how to trust someone, but I know fear, Xu Che always When I said I was going to leave, I was very scared, I was afraid that he would not come back, I was afraid that he would really give up our relationship."
"You're right, I'm just extremely selfish, and I'm really damned."
"You can see your heart clearly, isn't it all right? I believe that's why Xu Che left." Mu Qiqi patted her on the shoulder as a sign of encouragement, "Think about it yourself, are you willing to do it for Xu Che?" Che, to what extent, you have to know that the injury on his arm when he went out this time has not fully healed."
Mu Qiqi intentionally frightened Xiao Yi.
After Xiao Yi heard this, his face turned pale.
After returning home, Xiao Yi sat on the steps all day looking around, and sometimes cried bitterly, especially when she thought of Xu Che being injured for her and going out to perform high-risk missions, she felt uncomfortable, as painful as a needle prick.
After three days like this, Xu Che finally showed up at his door with his luggage.
When Xiao Yi saw someone sitting on the steps, he rushed towards him immediately.
In fact, when carrying out the task, Xu Che had already figured it out. Anyway, he has been waiting for such a long time, so what if he continues to wait
But Xiao Yi's actions made him ecstatic.
"You're finally back, woo woo..."
"I'm fine." Xu Che quickly supported her, "I haven't rested for a few days? Are you in such a mess?"
"After you left, I really regretted why I didn't tell you some things earlier. I was afraid that after you came back, you would think clearly and think that I was too selfish. If you want to break up with me, I think about what to do every day. Can't sleep." Xiao Yi cried out.
After hearing Xiao Yi's tone full of grievances, Xu Che was satisfied.
This person actually has love in his heart, but he doesn't know how deep it is.
"It's not good for the neighbors to see the one at the gate. I'm also very tired. Can I go home first?" Xu Che felt a little helpless.
"Wait until I finish the last sentence." Xiao Yi raised her tearful eyes, and looked at Xu Che seriously, "You are going to be a father, and more, I will never hide anything from you again."
Xu Che held Xiao Yi in his arms, holding her face in disbelief: "What you said is true?"