"I tried my best to take care of you, raise you well, and even separated from your father. I just wanted to ease your relationship. I'm afraid that you will lose control of yourself and things will eventually become uncontrollable."
"result… "
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, stop blaming other people..."
Hua Sheng said with a weak expression.
Regarding Chang'an's words, every word, every sentence was like a knife piercing Hua Sheng's heart.
With joy in his arms, Hua Sheng didn't look at Chang'an at the end of the talk, but turned around, looking at this place where there will never be night.
I can't say what I feel in my heart, I just feel that I have failed, or a complete failure.
Ridiculous even.
Her children cursed their father as a coward in front of her
In this case, why did Hua Sheng suddenly feel a little familiar
When Jiang Liu was brought up again, or it was the first time to openly and honestly talk about Jiang Liu's issue with Chang'an, she thought that Chang'an would be unwilling to mention it at most, and if she didn't like this person, then don't talk about it.
As a result, Chang An was not only unwilling to mention it, but wished to kill him, and he actually looked at Jiang Liu like that in his heart...
Hua Sheng was really sad.
But it was more distressing, because she knew that Jiang Liu was not that kind of person. If it was her, from Jiang Liu's point of view, Jiang Liu would be more difficult and painful.
It was because they knew everything, so when Hua Sheng heard Chang'an's misunderstanding of Jiang Liu, even an unsolvable misunderstanding, his heart became numb with pain.
I don't know what emotion I should use to face Chang'an, to face a Chang'an who has such a deep love for his father.
And Jiang Liu, Hua Sheng is so confident that he can do it, he doesn't want to involve Jiang Liu, because telling him earlier will only make things worse, and Chang'an doesn't believe anyone except her...
But now not only is everything moving towards Hua Sheng's least expected expectation, but also more guilt towards Jiang Liu.
No matter what, they were also Jiang Liu's parents, and she herself didn't handle the relationship between the two properly, making Jiang Liu in a dilemma, and even causing the later results...
Hua Sheng held Xi Le in his arms, and comforted him once and for all. To calm himself down, it was also for Chang An to calm down his emotions.
After all, if the current situation continues, I don't know what will happen, and Hua Sheng doesn't want to continue to anger Chang'an.
And when Hua Sheng gradually calmed down in her heart, she was also thinking, if she hadn't chosen to have a child, would the result be different today
It seems that all the changes started from that moment, right
Every choice in life will send oneself to a fork in the road. The road ahead is walked with eyes closed. If you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss...
Hua Sheng thought, her current situation is hanging on the abyss, right
Only one foot away from falling.
Or just the last breath!
In fact, Hua Sheng's heart should not be said to be a little sad, but it should be said that she is about to collapse. All her emotions are tense on a thread.
With a little force, it will break.
Coupled with this kind of emotion and the unknown of everything outside and the future, Hua Sheng didn't know how she persisted.
Thinking about it later, it should be joy. Holding her, I feel a sense of peace of mind. She can give me a short period of peace...
Maybe even Xile herself doesn't know that she still has such an effect, right
Joy can give a heart that is on the verge of collapse a moment of comfort, even peace.