"I'm sorry, I thank you for saving me back then!"
"But if it happens again, don't save me. I shouldn't be alive. I will have to pay the price sooner or later. I can't afford this price. Auntie. Why do you want to save me? You Help me once, even if you can't break it, kill me..."
Bai Kangning had cried enough, then raised his head, looked at Hua Sheng, and begged her.
Hua Lin whipped him, he really won't die, because he will never die! It's just that he hurts.
Body and mind!
All hurt.
Bai Kangning admits that his ability to resist pressure is not strong at all, and he can't accept something when he encounters it. This is him.
This month, Bai Kangning experienced things that he might never experience in his entire life.
He is going crazy too!
In fact, when Hua Lin beat Bai Kangning later, why didn't he cry? It wasn't because it didn't hurt, but because he was numb.
Bai Kangning was numb all over.
Every time, he wondered if he could just be killed, but he was still rational, and he still thought, hoping that his parents could reconcile.
Maybe as long as the father comes home and the mother smiles, everything can go back to the past!
But the reality is, the father came back, the two continued to quarrel, the mother hit one more person, and the father didn't fight back, Bai Kangning didn't know how many times his father had been slapped, and finally never came back.
When you leave, keep an eye on him!
"I'll find a way to crack it!"
"Auntie promises you!"
"I will find it, I owe you!"
Hua Sheng clenched his hands into fists. Seeing Bai Kangning crying and pleading to her, Hua Sheng said firmly.
She will find it!
At the same time, Hua Sheng will never go against the sky again.
Hua Sheng has had enough of all these lessons.
This is not torturing Bai Kangning, but torturing herself.
And the name Bai Kangning is simply a mockery of her.
In fact, Hua Sheng always remembered the situation of Hua Lin's mother and son. She knew that it would be a problem sooner or later if the spell was not released, but too many things happened later, which pushed it all to the back.
Hua Sheng never thought that fourteen years later, it would become like this.
It used to take a hundred years or a thousand years for her personality to change once, but she didn't realize that it only took more than ten years for a person to change
"Auntie, we agreed that if you haven't found me by the time I'm eighteen, you'll get rid of me!"
"Regardless of whether my mother can return to normal, I have no nostalgia for this world."
"Because I don't want to wait until the time when I meet my other half in the future, my wife, my child, my wife's family, my relatives and friends, teachers and old friends...all go because of me!"
"I don't want to suffer the pain of losing them!"
"To be able to live to adulthood is already a gift to me. I can't be forced to stay in this world. I shouldn't exist. Death is a relief for me."
"Please promise me that at that time, whether I am willing or not, even if I am strong, I will be executed!"
Bai Kangning got up, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, but that didn't prevent him from looking firm.
He has really decided that he will never be greedy for the world.
As for the final guarantee, it was because Bai Kangning was worried that he would change after this year.
Just like my mother, I have become face-to-face.
Bai Kangning is not sure whether he will meet something in the future and change his decision, but he knows one thing very well, if he continues to live, even if he is greedy for a few years, he will regret it sooner or later when he loses everything.