Knowing Bai Kangning's decision, Bai Hao is proud. His own child can make such a decision, Bai Hao is really proud.
And at that time, he really felt that the family could get together no matter where they went, and he was willing to follow.
Death is actually not a difficult decision to face.
But now Bai Hao is that kind of impatient to live directly, determined to die.
He didn't want to live anymore, and death, on the contrary, became a relief.
In such a state of mind, Bai Hao only felt infinitely sad, he could no longer find the former Hua Lin.
Hua Lin, whom he loves, has also changed.
In fact, Bai Hao should have felt it a long time ago. When Hua Lin beat and scolded the child and vented his dissatisfaction, he should know that Hua Lin's heart has changed, and she no longer cares about the things that she used to care about.
Instead, care about those hypocritical things...
"Dad, you go back."
"Go back to the life you should have, and find your past. When Uncle Zhu came last time, I hoped that you could go back to work. Even if you don't become a policeman, it would be good to do something else."
"Mom...she has fallen into the abyss now, I don't know if I can pull it back, but I'm afraid you will end up crazy and not like yourself."
"Continue on, everyone will go crazy, I think I will too, I even have a moment, I think that's it, follow her wishes, promise her."
"Anyway, life and death, I don't think it's important. You know, when I realized that I had such a thought, I was really scared at that moment, very scared."
"How can I? The loneliness of eternal life, the pain of loss, and the innocence involved, how can I feel at ease? So I want you to live a normal life, at least when I can't hold on, looking at your state, I know my persistence That's right."
"Besides, it's not too long. There are still two years left. I have earned two more years. I really don't lose money."
"I feel uncomfortable looking at your current appearance... You were not like this before..."
Bai Kangning raised his hand to wipe away the tears that were about to overflow his eyes, he couldn't cry anymore.
Although he will be an adult in two years, he feels that age is not an absolute factor in determining adulthood. He is already a man, a man who dares to act and is not greedy for life or fear of death.
So he can't cry, tears are the most useless existence, it will only affect the judgment, and even affect the emotions of the people around him.
Looking at his father, the righteousness he once had was gone, his whole body was numb and spiritless, and there was no light in his eyes, Bai Kangning felt uncomfortable.
If he knew that his father would become like this if he stayed, he would not agree to anything.
Fortunately, it's not too late, let him go now and return to his own life.
When his father's assistant, Uncle Zhu Xu, came last time, Bai Kangning wanted to agree on his behalf. No matter what the case was outside, as long as he went, he would have something to do. Bai Kangning would rather let his father face the danger than let him face the danger here. everything.
It was only interrupted by my mother again, who took the kettle and hit Uncle Zhu Xu, who subconsciously dodged, and the kettle hit the TV...
Anyway, the trouble was embarrassing that day, and my mother felt that Uncle Zhu Xu was letting Bai Hao die...
And when Bai Kangning sent off Uncle Zhu Xu with apologies, he happened to meet Jiang Xinrui, and another person knew about the embarrassment at home...
Now that Bai Kangning has made up his mind, he must let his father leave!