Jiang Xinrui admits that she has a personality problem, but many of her experiences are different from ordinary people, and the feelings in her heart cannot be understood by everyone.
For liking something, she doesn't have a good way, and she doesn't ask for anything extravagantly. She just does what she wants, and she doesn't try to force her to make the other person feel like she can't breathe, because in Jiang Xinrui's eyes, she What you are doing now is not making the other party uncomfortable.
She just wanted him to recover from his injuries, she stubbornly thought that she could help him, and stubbornly wanted to keep some memories.
In fact, I can't say that Jiang Xinrui is neurotic or something. It's just that Jiang Xinrui lacks an awareness of many things. She doesn't understand. When Jiang Xinrui was born, she was an emotionally sensitive child. "Disgusted", separated from her brother, living in two places, and the only brother who should be closest to her, did not have much enthusiasm for her.
She will only get attention if she is well-behaved and shows her cuteness. Jiang Xinrui spends her mother waking up with such a sensitive mind. Jiang Xinrui has feelings for whether people around her treat her well or not, and she is grateful, but there are some things she just lacks. of.
Not to mention that Jiang Xinrui didn't have time to learn about all of this, or just started to understand, and there were drastic changes in the family. The last seven days in the Seventy-two Illusion can be said to be the happiest days for Jiang Xinrui.
But happiness is really too short, everything has a beginning and an end, Jiang Xinrui grew up overnight, and the vacancy in those years between her is even more irreparable.
Hua Sheng and Jiang Liu found out slowly behind and wanted to change, but the results were not very obvious, or it could be said that there was no change. Jiang Xinrui understood what Hua Sheng and Jiang Liu wanted to see, and Jiang Xinrui's performance was just a This kind of catering, I hope parents can rest assured.
So Jiang Xinrui handles many things differently.
She also knows that her own is different, but some things, some thoughts have been fixed, and she clearly knows that there is a problem, something is wrong, she would rather choose to escape, hide it than change it.
It's not that she can't change, but that she can't change at all now.
Rather than saying that Jiang Xinrui likes Fengying, it's better to say that he likes the free and unrestrained aura exuded by Fengying.
That's what she wanted, but she couldn't do it. Jiang Xinrui had many invisible shackles on her body, which were not given by Hua Sheng and Jiang Liu, but by herself.
She can't let go, the shackles will always exist, and what she really desires in her heart is the yearning in her heart, which she will never be able to achieve, and what she likes is what she chooses.
It's just because I can't do it myself, but the one I can do, without doing anything, easily receives all her eyes, and the other party doesn't necessarily have to respond. In fact, Jiang Xinrui understands this feeling subconsciously. It's just a kind of longing, what the other party thinks is not important...
Because Jiang Xinrui never thought about asking for any response, and even if the other party gave this response, she might still avoid it. It might be an emotional disorder.
"Jiang Xinrui! Don't leave... You weren't a child yesterday...?"
Standing in front of Jiang Xinrui's enchantment, Feng Ying's hands that were constantly gathering demonic energy finally stopped, with a dull expression.
No doubts mattered.
He thought it was a dream, but it wasn't a dream, and now there are several