Zheng Zhifei was silent for a while, and threw a few stones under the cliff. Chen Shi took advantage of the gap and said, "I noticed that you speak like a city person."
"Uncle, do you know my favorite way of entertainment?"
"I guess... Watching TV?"
"That's right! When I came to the city, I found a place to work, serving dishes, collecting swill, and handing out flyers. I have no bad habits and don't spend money indiscriminately. The only entertainment is to watch TV. I love watching all kinds of programs. I love watching the lives of the people in the city above. Everything on TV is better than reality. When I got my first salary, I ran to find her. I saw her walking with a few girls and eating ice cream. Talking about topics that I couldn't understand, I dared not come forward to strike up a conversation. At that time, I was wearing ragged clothes and standing in front of the princess like a beggar. I didn't have the courage.
"But I often follow her, and she never noticed it once. Finally, I gathered up the courage to buy a clean suit and knocked on her door. When I saw Father Li, I said timidly:'I'm looking for Li Mengran!' Father Li replied coldly, she closed the door during a nap..."
Chen Shi said, "He may treat you as her classmate."
Zheng Zhiqi stubbornly shook his head, "He just doesn't want to recognize me! It must be like this! I often stand downstairs and look up. I have an illusion that such a tall building requires countless money to build. It's also the distance between me and her... I stayed in the city for year after year, during which I also talked about a girlfriend. She was from the countryside just like me. She was a short-sighted woman who hated reality, so I split up later.
"Uncle, maybe you can't feel it. There is an invisible wall in the city that separates us from you. We can only eat box lunches in the corner and watch the colorful flowers in the city, but never belong there..."
Chen Shi interrupted him and said, "The people in the city are also indifferent to the people in the city. The invisible wall you mentioned exists everywhere."
Zheng Zhifei continued: "One night I followed her and saw her walking with a boy, talking and laughing, and then the boy suddenly moved her hands and feet, I walked over angrily and beat the boy! I said to her:'Li Mengran, do you remember me?' But she just looked at me in fear and ran away. I didn’t believe she didn’t remember me, and ran outside her house. I heard her crying, her father She said loudly, “It’s not allowed to be with people who are inconsistent!” She said, “I hate him, he took the initiative to find me!” My heart is so cold, I don’t even know how I got off. The floor..."
"I think you have misunderstood. She said that the person was Gao Xiang, the boy who did her hands and feet. At that time, it was not because she was afraid of you. She was a girl who encountered that kind of thing, and running away was the first reaction. "
"It's not like that!" Zheng Zhifei roared, "She obviously looked at me for a long time, but ran away. She must remember me, but she didn't want to recognize me. In the eyes of her and her father, I was like a bug. See you soon!"
Chen Shi sighed, this kid had such a misunderstanding because of his strong inferiority complex.
Perhaps he had already realized this misunderstanding in his subconscious mind, but this misunderstanding was the fuse that led to the killing of Li Mengran, so he was unwilling to admit it. If he did, the murder would become insignificant.
This is his self-esteem, a fig leaf for himself, but Chen Shi does not intend to expose him, it is not a good thing to drive a murderer crazy in this situation.
"So, you have a murderous intention?" Chen Shi asked.
Zheng Zhifei shook his head, "I'm not sure, when did I turn from love to hate to her. From then on, when I saw her, I felt a kind of tingling in my heart, which made me very painful. I transported the muck away from the construction site that night. , The dregs spilled out on the road, I got out of the car to fill, just saw her walking past... I chased up and said:'Li Mengran!' She looked at me in surprise, and said:'You have admitted the wrong person!' Turned to leave. At that moment I understood, she would never recognize me, our common memories are nothing to her, she is a proud cityman, a hateful cityman, so... I killed her! I took her I patted it to death, dragged it to the car, transported it to a place where no one was there, and then cut off her head with a shovel! At that moment, I felt as if I had defeated a demon, and the girl in my dream died like this. I personally killed it, haha, the people in the city are so vulnerable too, hahahaha..."
Zheng Zhifei laughed madly, and the laughter echoed in the woods below. Chen Shi shook his head regretfully, "You are indeed in the heart! You don't know her life, she is not as carefree as you think. For the college entrance examination, she slept for not enough six hours a day, studied desperately, and had to endure her father's scolding at home. She got a good result in the exam, but her father thought it was not enough and beat her in a quarrel... You saw that day When she was, she was running away from home."
Zheng Zhifei was not impressed. He yelled: "At least she doesn't have to think about where to go to earn a meal, she doesn't have to sleep in a dirty, smelly and hot dormitory, she doesn't have to bite her teeth to work on the construction site when she is sick. Sun, rain... I am willing to change her life at any price, why I was born in such a family, why the world is so unfair, what did I do wrong? You tell me what to do!"
Chen Shi replied softly with two words: "Accept fate!"
"Hahahaha, your tone is the same as my dad..."
"Accept your fate, then work hard!" Chen Shi said, "You can't change your own birth, but you can change your future. You are destined to suffer more than those children born with a golden spoon, but this is fate. What can you change by killing jealous people? You are just ruining a family! You are weaker and stupid than those who are struggling to survive!"
"I don't accept my fate!" Zheng Zhifei gritted his teeth and burst out these words, raising his foot to the cliff.
Chen Shi suddenly rushed over and pressed him to the ground. Zheng Zhifei's legs flopped vigorously, and Chen Shi untied his belt and tied his feet.
"you!"
"Sorry, I didn't actually break my waist. I just numbed you on purpose. Obediently accept my fate and take legal responsibility for what I did!"
"Shameless city people."
"Don’t be an urban or rural person. I despise you. It’s just you. It has nothing to do with where you were born! This world will no longer spend resources to change you. You will only be thrown into jail, with other scumbags. rot!"
"The world has never given me anything!"
"It has given your family and relatives, it has given you the opportunity to receive education, don't push everything to the society, your today is created by your own decision!"
There was footsteps from above, and Xu Xiaodong was shouting: "Brother Chen!"
Chen Shi responded: "We are here!"