Chu Qingyan's body swayed, and it was hard to believe that one day the person she was really looking forward to would turn around and give her arsenic.
Huang Yi knelt there and lowered his head, as if he could not feel the surrounding environment. He was immersed in the darkness, and his voice became light, as if he was caught in self-recollection.
"The slaves were taken in by the organization when they were three years old. After a few years of training, the slaves were arranged to be sent to the palace. It felt like being exiled and abandoned. No one told the slaves what their tasks were and what to do. Stay obediently in the palace."
"In the beginning, the slaves felt that there was no problem, but after getting along well with the people in the palace, I gradually forgot my identity as an eyeliner, and I lived a carefree life every day."
"But slowly, every time I dream back at midnight, the slaves start to be afraid. Once I fully integrate into the life of the palace, if the identity of slaves is exposed in the future, what kind of vision will those who live with slaves use? Treat slaves?"
"Later, I gradually avoided everyone and kept my words simple, so that even if something happened in the future, I wouldn't feel fettered."
Chu Qingyan listened to her words, her eyes could not help looking at her, she listened carefully to what she said, and her expression fluctuated because of her words.
Tu Ling put away his long sword and looked at her deeply.
"Then the slaves devoted themselves to studying the recipes, because making delicious meals can give the slaves a sense of satisfaction and security, and can make the slaves feel their value in the eyes of others. The kitchen is the slave's one-third of an acre of land. , so the slaves swayed their joys and sorrows in the kitchen, self-delusion, self-hypnosis, self-comfort, no one can set foot here, no one can influence the slaves, and no one even knows the identity of the slaves."
"So the slaves just deceived themselves and lived on like this, and thought they could live on like this."
Huang Yi's voice suddenly rose from the slump just now.
"However, the appearance of one person changed the slave's mind, and even changed the slave's life in those few years."
Her words made Chu Qingyan lean forward and asked softly, "Who?"
Huang Yi raised his head and looked at her with tears in his eyes, "It's you, little princess."
These words made Chu Qingyan completely stunned, and she forgot to react for a while.
"The servant thought that you were just a short-lived visitor in life, but you changed the servant. You are like the sun in the sky, warm and warm, and like the moon in the night, loving and kind, like a ubiquitous light, shrouded in By the side of the servant, bit by bit devoured the darkness in the servant's heart."
"Later the slaves found out that the people in the organization taught the slaves all the survival skills, but they didn't teach me what emotion is, what is treasure, and what is friend!"
Huang Yi's eyes swept away the sadness just now, as if the sunlight breaking through the dark clouds suddenly shone out, with the freshness and joy after the rain.
"However, little princess, you, like a bright light, quickly shone into the lives of slaves and slaves, and taught slaves that people with different identities and statuses can also become friends. It turns out that people can not only trust each other, but also support each other. It turns out that slaves are not that bad, slaves can also have friends."
Chu Qingyan slowly digested what she said. She didn't expect that she had so many secrets in her heart. She always thought that she was lively and cheerful, with a sweeter smile than anyone else, and was a carefree girl. , Now she looks at her with admiration. It turns out that the happier the person who laughs, the more likely there is a wound in their heart.
She couldn't help reaching out and caressing Huang Yi's head, "You are very good, I always think you are pure and kind, and you are a good girl."
Unexpectedly, after she did something wrong, the little princess was still willing to talk to herself so tenderly, and the tears in her eyes finally couldn't help flowing.
"The slaves have been peaceful for more than ten years, thinking that the organization has forgotten the existence of an eyeliner, so I did not reject the love for you in my heart, and regarded you as the closest person to the slaves, when you said to leave When Kyoto will leave with the slaves, the slaves will not mention how happy they are, thinking that they will be able to cook you meals for the rest of their lives, without leaving you, I thought that the slaves could live a lifetime like this, but—"
She said with a cry, "But when the servant was ready to go with you full of hope, the organization suddenly remembered the abandoned eyeliner of the servant, and gave the servant such a thunderbolt task. When I first entered the organization, I swore To swear allegiance to the death, the slaves cannot disobey the original oath, these few days, the slaves are suffering from inner torment."
Having said this, Huang Yi bent down and kowtowed to her, "Little Princess, this servant knows that no matter what you say, it can't change the fact that the servant is poisoned. It is the servant who is sorry for you and for your trust in the servant. I'm sorry..."
Chu Qingyan immediately squatted down and took Huang Yi, who was crying too much, into her arms, and choked with pity, "Don't say it, I didn't blame you, don't blame yourself, it doesn't matter if you did something wrong, as long as it is at the last moment. Just change it, didn't you stop me just now? Otherwise, I'd already go down to have tea with King Yama. So you've done a good job, don't be sad anymore."
"No, the slaves are poisoned, and the sin is unforgivable. Even if you forgive the slaves, the slaves will have no face to face you again." Huang Yi shook his head in her arms and said in despair.
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
Chu Qingyan realized that something was wrong with her words, and when she was about to pull her out of her arms to ask questions, she felt inexplicably cold when her hand touched hers, "You—"
I saw black blood oozing slowly from the corner of Huang Yi's mouth, and the whole face quickly turned pale.
"Huang Yi, Huang Yi, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me!" Chu Qingyan hugged her body, which fell to one side, and cried out in panic.
Seeing this, Tu Ling, who was silent on the side, squatted down immediately, pulled out her wrist, checked her pulse, and finally his face froze, his eyes dazedly shook his head at the little princess, "Poison enters the heart, medicine stone has no cure. ."
"No, Huang Yi will be fine, Tu Ling, hurry up and find the doctor, hurry up!" Chu Qingyan burst into tears, hugging Huang Yi tightly, begging him.
At this time, a hand grabbed her hand and pulled it gently, and she lowered her head to look at the person in her arms.
Huang Yi smiled weakly, her voice was very soft, as if the wind blew, it dissipated, only to hear her say, "Little princess, no need, there is no cure for this poison, the organization gave the slave a second life, slave If you return your life to them, you will owe nothing to each other. At the same time, apologizing with death will not be able to repay your trust."