"Donor, don't be sad, self-blame can't solve the problem," Xu Jian stood beside her, his voice more gentle, "The poor monk can see that you have done your best, and things are not in your control until now. Everything should be just fine.”
"I know you're comforting me, but I still can't get past this hurdle in my heart." Chu Qingyan buried her head in her knees and said dumbly.
The source of all guilt is that she is panicking, fearing that those who used to fight side by side will be injured because of her sacrifice, which she does not want to foresee.
More importantly, she couldn't face the big ice cube, and she would rather stay here and close herself.
"You are running away, benefactor, even if you don't want to face it now, things are still moving forward, constantly affecting the people around you with force majeure factors, lost, can't come back, but those who are still What has not been lost can still be saved, if you indulge in self-imprisonment, when you figure it out, it may be irretrievable."
Hearing her muttering to herself, combined with the talk from the pilgrims who came and went in and out of the temple in the past two days, Xu Jian probably knew what she was worried about and what she was blaming herself for. At this time, she put her hands together and continued softly, "I advise you not to cherish gold. Laiyi, I persuade you to cherish when you are young, the flowers are worthy of being folded straight and must be folded, and don’t wait for the flowers to be empty.”
Xu Jian's remarks made Chu Qingyan slightly stunned, the dark world seemed to suddenly see the sun.
"You are right, everyone is dying for me, how can I be so embarrassed to be here, this is not my character, if I let them know, Tu Ling will definitely say that I think too much, Dong Ting will definitely Call me hypocritical."
She raised her head and looked at him with bright eyes, brighter than the scorching sun on the horizon.
The originally petite body squatted in front of him and shrunk into a small ball. Su Ri's calm heart was turbulent because of this scorching sun. He wanted to reach out and touch her head to comfort her. However, when his fingers moved slightly to stretch out, he was surprised that his behavior was beyond his expectations, and he couldn't help but immediately retracted it. heart.
"Of course it's best if the donor can figure it out. The poor monk is just a point or two. The most important thing is the donor's own mentality."
She bent the corners of her mouth, and the confidence in her eyes slowly returned, filling her eyes like camellias covered with dew, so beautiful and dazzling, when she saw a move between her eyebrows, she turned her back in a panic, trying to calm down by reciting the Heart Sutra With a strange heart.
Chu Qingyan didn't notice the strangeness of Xu Jian's sudden behavior, and heaved a sigh of relief, "Xu Jian, thank you for your suggestion, otherwise I might not be able to cross this hurdle, maybe when I come to my senses, everything has reached its limit. To the point of saving, this will make those who are for me waste their efforts in vain."
"The donor is a person of great wisdom, and it will be a matter of time to come out." Xu Jian replied absent-mindedly.
She thought it was amazing that this dumb god can also say good things, but she didn't want to make fun of him because the other party helped her, so she explained her plan to him directly.
"Xu Jian, I'll rest for another day, and I'll set off tomorrow to find a companion." If it weren't for the severe cough today, she really wanted to leave today.
Hearing that she said she was leaving, Xu Jian immediately turned around, looked down at the person who was holding his knees and looked at him innocently, and couldn't help but blurted out, "Your body has not yet recovered, and you still need a few days of recuperation."
"No, after I figured it out, my heart is like an arrow." Chu Qingyan raised a smile at him.
She didn't notice the flash of disappointment in his eyes, and looked into the distance. This place is located halfway up the mountain, and the view is excellent. There were worried eyes in her eyes, and she continued, "I don't know where they are now?"
"I heard that the imperial court sent troops out of the city to hunt them down hard, but no one has been caught yet." Xu Jian answered lightly.
Hearing that, Chu Qingyan's eyes lit up, and it seemed that they had already left the city, which couldn't be better. While she was happy, she didn't notice at all that Xu Jian had said that she would not intervene in the mundane world.
"Thank you, Xu Jian." She thanked again.
After letting go of the heavy burden in her heart, she was worried and did not rest well for the past few days. At this time, tiredness flooded her eyebrows, and she yawned, "It seems that I can sleep well today and then go on the road."
"Then why is the donor still squatting on the ground?"
"My legs are numb."
"… "
After Chu Qingyan returned to the room, Xu Jian stood beside the camellia tree, his eyes blank.
Today, in the process of getting along with Chu Qingyan, there is a strange emotion in his heart, which is the emotion he has never had in all these years.
It seems that she will pity her when she is sad, worry when she is in pain, and leave when she wants to leave...
There was a voice in his heart telling him that he should not have such thoughts, but he did not reject this feeling in his heart.
In fact, strictly speaking, Chu Qingyan was just a passerby who met by chance on the way he asked Buddha to ask, and he should not pay too much attention to her.
However, the master once told him that there is a catastrophe in his life, and Chu Qingyan is his doom, so over the years, he has more or less paid attention to her, but he did not take it to heart, but when he once again When he rescued her, he found that something seemed to be different.
This kind of difference is beyond his comprehension, so he stands here bewildered.
When Chu Qingyan returned to the house, she slumped deeply and was about to make up for her sleep. When she passed by the window, she saw the graceful figure as tall as bamboo. She couldn't help but sigh. It's a pity that a male god with fresh meat has escaped into the empty door. It's a pity that the girl in the boudoir bites the handkerchief.
At this time, the fresh flesh male god just turned around, and the two looked at each other in mid-air. Chu Qingyan instinctively raised a smile at him, but the other party ran away unexpectedly, she couldn't help reaching out to touch her face, Are you too ugly to be seen
The aesthetics of this god stick is really wonderful!
Chu Qingyan angrily went to make up her sleep.
However, until the second day, when Chu Qingyan was about to leave with a burden on her back, she didn't see the magic stick appearing. She touched her nose, and she clearly told him the time to leave. Didn't he plan to send her off
After waiting for a while, the old man said that he might be too busy in the temple to get away. Chu Qingyan thought about it, and said goodbye to the reluctant old man. If he can come back again, he will definitely repay her care.
After his heart was resolved, his burdens were put down, and most of his illnesses were cured, Chu Qingyan tightened the straps of the burden and went down the mountain by copying the hidden mountain road.
Not far away, a Tsing Yi stood against the wind, watching the delicate figure slowly go away.
Buddhist disciples, the four elements should be empty, and they should not have seven emotions and six desires.
In order to avoid the emotions he should not have, he chose to disappear.
Maybe when we meet again, he is still a Buddhist monk with no distractions.