In this world, there is no escape, except for life and death, is the word love.
Duguqing was looking into the mirror to dress up, her face was pale in the past two days, so she put on a little more blush to make herself look more energetic.
She knew that Yi Lingfeng would practice swordsmanship in his yard today, and after changing her clothes, she would go to find him.
Today, she wants to make a complete termination.
She had no time to drag it on.
When Yi Lingfeng saw Duguqing suddenly appearing in his yard, the long sword in his hand paused, and he put it away.
"Isn't he still recovering? Why did he come out?" Yi Lingfeng looked at the person in front of him, dressed in a bright yellow dress, his long hair was tied up in a complicated bun, with flower beads on his hair, and thin hair. The finely shattered hairpin, with two strands of hair hanging down beside her cheeks, rose slightly with the breeze, brushing her cheeks with a hint of amorous feelings, the corner of her mouth was smiling, with spring flowers in her smile, and her eyes were as bright as the bright moon. She jumped out like that in the past, and jumped in front of him as soon as she came over. Today, she is unusually quiet.
"In the past three or four days, you haven't seen me, are you really that busy?" She pursed her lips, her tone a little aggrieved, as if a child who couldn't get candy was acting like a spoiled child.
She walked slowly step by step, his face was clear in the bottom of her eyes little by little.
Because of the sword practice just now, a little sweat appeared on his forehead, but under the sunlight, it seemed to be coated with a layer of white light, his face was like a crown jade, and he stood tall. I've known him for almost half a year, and every time I see him, my heart still throbs.
Knowing that she was blaming herself, Yi Lingfeng coughed a few times before replying, "It's freezing cold now, and it's not good for your health. You go back first, and I'll see you when I have time."
"When is there time? Later? Or tomorrow? Or wait forever?" Duguqing blinked and asked with a very serious look.
"Girl Dugu, we just need to know some things from the bottom of our hearts. We don't need to talk about it in the open, otherwise we will be uncomfortable with each other." He originally wanted to perfunctory a few more words, but after hearing what she said, Yi Lingfeng frowned. No, I'm a little impatient.
Feeling his displeasure, Duguqing was a little hurt, but she cheered up and looked at him seriously.
"Lingfeng, I want to ask you something, please think about it carefully before answering, is it okay?"
I have rarely seen such a solemn side of her, Yi Lingfeng put away his impatience, put the long sword in his hand on the ground, and looked at her, "Okay."
"I like you, have you ever liked me?"
This sentence, she asked him many times, chased behind him, pestered him, from the imperial capital to the border, from the border to the imperial capital, she persevered, joking, joking, and casual, but she had never been so serious and would not allow him to perfunctory asked.
Her eyes were clear and calm, although there was a trace of shyness, but she was forced into her eyes.
Yi Lingfeng stayed where he was in astonishment. He wanted to avoid this question again, but the person in front of him calmly waited for his answer. If he was born, it would not be in line with his natural and unrestrained temperament.
Finally, he calmed down and looked at her with the same serious look.
This girl is different from the women he met in the past. She is strong, funny, hard-working, and magnanimous. If it were left in ten years, maybe he would marry her, but now, he doesn't want to be so soon Bound, what he wants is a vast world, soaring freely, rather than sticking to an acre of land.
He heard himself saying slowly, word by word, "I was once moved, but it was only once. After following me for so long, you should know that I am not the kind of person who has a long-term relationship."
Although she already knew the answer, but when she confirmed it with her own ears, the overwhelming pain and sadness was enough to drown her.
"Can you give it a try? Try to like someone for a long time?" She pursed her lips, cast aside all restraint, all timidity, raised her eyebrows, and looked at him brightly.
For the first time, so humble.
Her identity never allowed her to bow her head.
But, she thought, it's nothing to lose face for what she loves once.
Give up, and die completely.
Her reaction was beyond his expectations. If those women in the past had already started to curse him with tears, no one had ever asked him so seriously, asking him if he wanted to try to be consistent and stop playing in the world.
But-
"If I tried, I wouldn't be that Yi Lingfeng." He answered concisely and clearly, his usual style.
The expected answer.
Although she knew this was the result, her heart still ached.
There seemed to be a tide in her eyes, coming in waves, she closed her eyes, she was not allowed to cry, she was not cowardly.
No abuse, no tears, Yi Lingfeng looked at her intently, only to see her slowly backing up, standing three steps away from him, and then watching her slowly raise the corners of her mouth.
"Yi Lingfeng, I'm giving up. From now on, I won't pester you again."
"You are like the wind, maybe the vast world belongs to you."
"I'm not the kind of person who entangles endlessly. From now on, you will be like a beautiful family by your side. I hope you will be safe and healthy all your life."
Too tired, chasing a gust of wind, unable to catch, unable to keep up.
Duguqing spoke slowly, her eyes passed through him, and she looked at the endless blue sky behind him.
Her words made Yi Lingfeng's pupils shrink suddenly.
Her sad but calm look made him feel a strange emotion for some reason, which he had never felt before.
He said to himself that she was a good girl, and it would be better if she could give up on her own initiative, and he would not have to worry about delaying her.
So he put away all his complicated emotions, looked at Duguqing seriously, and sincerely apologized.
"Sorry."
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have taken the initiative to provoke you that day, causing you to fall in love with a heartless person.
"I like you, it's my business, and it has nothing to do with you. If you didn't come forward on the street that day, or the next time I meet you, you may also be moved, because you are the type I like. One step, there is no difference." After speaking, Duguqing felt that the heavy stone on her heart could finally be lifted.
Yi Lingfeng didn't expect her to say that, and for a while, she didn't know how to answer.
"Okay, don't delay your sword practice, I'll go back to my room first."
If it goes on, it will only be embarrassing on both sides.
Since it was the beginning she said, let her end it!
She struggled to evoke a smile and waved at him.
She fell in love with a wild horse, but unfortunately there is no grassland in her home.
She turned around and burst into tears.
So be it!
Heart, no pain at all, no pain at all.
Yi Lingfeng froze in place, watching her leave step by step, there was a voice in her heart clamoring, leave her and leave her behind!
He turned a deaf ear.
So be it!