Chu Qingyan was extremely surprised and said, "You mean that the reason why Kongling refuses Yanluo again is because of the helplessness of reality?"
Tu Ling shook his head, "The subordinate didn't say that, but the subordinate felt that the matter between Kong Ling and Miss Cheng couldn't be completely blamed on Kong Ling, because we chose a different path from others, so we shouldered the heavy responsibility on our shoulders. It's something no one else can understand."
While Chu Qingyan was still immersed in Tu Ling's words, Tu Ling suddenly called out, "Little Princess."
"What's the matter?" She looked at him.
At this time, with a deep pleading in his eyes, Tu Ling opened his mouth when Chu Qingyan didn't know why.
"Actually, this subordinate is telling you this today because I hope you can care more about the master. Every year at this time of the year, the master's heart is very sad. What happened back then is the saddest, no one can compare to the master, but he never I don't tell anyone, I bear it silently by myself. Now my subordinates are very fortunate to have you by my side. "
Tu Ling's words surprised her and saddened her at the same time.
In fact, under the strong shell of the big ice cube, there are many things that ordinary people can't bear, but he is not good at telling it.
She turned to look at the man walking among the hills, her eyes filled with enthusiasm, and she couldn't help walking towards him.
The drizzle that suddenly fell at this time was misty, and it felt like a gauze-like mist would cover up the eyes, and between heaven and earth, the black figure became clearer and clearer in the vast expanse of white.
She walked up to him and stood behind him. Perhaps the person who was immersed in the memory of the past did not notice her approach at all. He placed one hand on the tombstone and rubbed it lightly, with a sad expression on his face.
"Big Ice, would you like to tell me their story?"
Chu Qingyan walked up to him, looked into his eyes, and smiled.
Seeing the red marks in her eyes, Xiao Xu guessed that she already knew who was buried here, he smiled lightly, "What do you want to hear?"
"You are training hard together, the past is golden and iron horse." She said without hesitation.
Xiao Xu thought for a while, and under her bright eyes, he finally agreed.
So she stretched out her hand along his palm, passed her five fingers between his fingers, held his hand firmly, then raised her head and said, "I'll accompany you to listen while walking."
The heat from the palm of the hand brought a touch of warmth in this rainy weather.
His eyes moved slightly and he nodded.
So the two of them strolled on the green grass, passing through the tombstones of the anonymous people. Along the way, Xiao Xu used a low voice to describe the past days, and Chu Qingyan inserted a sentence or two from time to time.
It didn't rain much, but in the mountains and forests, the sky and the earth seemed empty, and the low voice of the narration came from a distance and could not be heard clearly.
The people standing beside the earth spirits were all the valiant knights who came here together.
One of them said, "This is the first time my master has talked about the past since the death of Lord Feng Ling."
"Yeah, after the absence of Lord Fengling, those things became taboo back then, and no one dared to talk about it in front of the master, for fear that the master would be uncomfortable." Another person said.
"The little princess is the master's lucky star." Tu Ling concluded.
The crowd was in disbelief.
From here to the end of the other, Xiao Xu recalled the bits and pieces of the past, and talked all the way. After the last sentence fell, he suddenly felt that his eyes brightened.
Chu Qingyan didn't notice any changes in him. At this time, his mood was still stuck in the story he told. I had to say that these people were all fierce and fearless men. To be able to cultivate such a person, the big ice cube is really very powerful.
Some of them are orphans in the war, some are orphans displaced by disasters, no matter where they come from, they all have a similar place, no father or mother, struggling in the world, if no one pulls them, I am afraid they will be killed engulf.
The appearance of the big ice cube gave them life, guided them to the dawn, and became their belief, so they followed him with all their heart and never betrayed him.
This is also why, whenever there is danger, Xiao Lieqi has the heart to die, and would rather sacrifice than let their master suffer any harm.
Others say that Xiao Xu is so fortunate to have such an invincible team.
But others don't know, how much he paid to them? Whenever someone leaves, the most mourning person is only him.
For so many years, he tortured himself because he was the one who gave that order. He felt that he had killed more than 400 of his companions, but if he didn't give the order, more people would die.
Therefore, he gave himself a sentence, the time limit is life.
Because she saw through the self-prison in his heart, Chu Qingyan felt extremely sad in her heart, but she knew that sadness was useless, and she had to help Big Bingcuo get out.
She tightened his fingers, causing him to look at her.
"Big ice cube, the deceased is gone, we should look forward, and should not be immersed in the pain of the past, which is also what those deceased people don't want to see."
Her eyes fell on the tombstone in the vast rain and fog, and her voice was soft and authentic, "At the beginning, these martyrs saved countless people, fulfilled the morality in their hearts, and sacrificed themselves. I think at the last moment, they were proud of themselves. No complaints and no regrets, they definitely don't want the living to suffer."
"And what we can do is to work hard to live, and then continue to fulfill their wish to stay, so that they can feel at ease under Jiuquan."
"Big ice cubes, tomb sweeping is not purely to pay homage, the important thing is to miss, miss those precious pasts, and then try to live with a positive and optimistic attitude."
The willow leaves have long eyebrows, and the eyes are bright and sparkling, as clear as a stream, sincere and beautiful.
In the story just now, the knot that he buried in his heart has been slowly unraveled, and the worries that have been squeezed for many years have finally been unloaded.
Hearing the little guy's words at this time, it was as if a spring rain had struck, filling the pitted holes in his heart, warm and abundant.
A soft light appeared in his eyes, "Ayan, thank you."
Thank you for listening to my story for so many years and willing to accompany me all the way.
She breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the words, and the big ice cube was finally put down, but she couldn't help but care, "Why are you so polite, I'm not an outsider!"
Xiao Xu laughed, raised his hand and rubbed her head, "Okay, I was wrong."
Only then was she satisfied, and when she was about to continue to say something, a few sneers suddenly came from her ears, followed by a nice voice with a strange tone.
"Yo-yo-yo, you're actually going to apologize? You're opening your heart to people? You're coaxing girls? Is the sun coming out of the west?"
As soon as these words fell, Chu Qingyan was immediately on guard, and it was astonishing to be able to sneak in under their noses.
She couldn't help but coldly shouted, "Who's there?"